I believe that whether it is a reader or an author, everyone has a writer's dream in their hearts.

When I was in junior high school, I wrote and drew in my homework book, and I wrote some scribbled handwriting that was difficult to read, and that was my original novel.

One summer vacation, I wrote a thick hard-shell notebook, which I still kept, and I don't know whether it should be science fiction, fantasy, or romance at that time, it seems that there is everything, and it doesn't seem to be like anything.

There are always some fantasies in my head, and sometimes I always feel like I'm living in my own world.

At that time, as I read more and more books, I learned about history, the stars of the universe, and the laws of life and death.

I still remember when I was in the sixth grade, I watched CCTV6 a popular science program, I have long forgotten the name of the program, I only remember that the beginning of the picture is the animals and plants in the jungle, a vibrant scene, and the last picture is the picture of the endless deep space of the universe, a darkness, only a few stars. Here's what the narrator says: Death is eternal slumber and rest.

This sentence gave me goosebumps all over my body and my body trembled.

When I was 12 years old, I sat in front of the TV and heard this sentence, imagining the world after my death.

Eternal slumber and restful sleep, what is it like, what is a world without me?

A world without "me", "me" does not exist, so where do you go after death?

The more I think about it, the more yellow it becomes, and the more I think about it, the more terrifying it becomes.

Because I couldn't imagine what it would be like to have a world that didn't exist, a world of darkness and eternal sleep, and when I was 12 years old, I thought about it and lost sleep for the first time in my life.

After that, life is ordinary, step-by-step, elementary school, middle school, university, graduation, looking for a job, then changing jobs, and then getting married and having children.

Life is as ordinary as a glass of boiled water, and then like thousands of people, as one of them, they will grow old, die, and fall into that state of eternal slumber and rest.

I'm not afraid of people laughing, I'm always thinking about the existence of aliens, and even believe in the existence of parallel worlds and time-traveling, but I just don't belong to ordinary people like me.

When I was younger, I didn't believe in gods and ghosts, and I didn't feel anything when I passed by the cemetery in the middle of the night, but now I am in awe of these things, not just faith.

Because I want to have gods and ghosts, heaven and hell, no matter where I go after death, what state will it become? At least there will be "me", "I" will not enter that eternal sleep and sleep world, "I" will not exist because of death, I hope that death is just a way to change the way of being or change the way of dimension, not a nothingness that disappears into nothingness.

I wish I was still "me"!

When I was young, I was infinitely lazy, and then I opened this book at the beginning of 17 years, always hoping that I could leave a little something, write something that belongs to my own thoughts, write about my own gods and ghosts, myths, biographies, and write a perfect world.

Writing about a world with reincarnation and sustenance after death can be regarded as giving yourself more firm beliefs.

At least no matter what kind of world the world is after death, I still have my mark on this world.

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Because not everyone has good grades, after meditating and writing chapters every day, more authors are faced with the distress of a single machine, the loneliness of no one responding, and even self-doubt after a long time.

2018 represents a new beginning, and it is also approaching the Spring Festival.

In 2018, young single men and women will have beautiful encounters and loves, and all of them will reap the success of their careers, and their friends who are still studying will make academic progress.

In 2018, I wish all people good health, family happiness, happiness and boundless happiness.

That's all I wrote, and finally I'm asking for subscriptions and referral tickets, and I'm sorry for the new drunken pen.