Liang Chuan sat across the table, his fingers gently rubbing over the tabletop, which was fixed to the ground and could not be moved, but in fact, places like detention centers and prisons had their special design in many details.

For example, the toothbrushes used by prisoners in prison are all very short, and in many Hong Kong films in the past, there will be cases where prisoners in prison sharpen their toothbrushes or sharpen metal spoons as weapons.

At least, for now, it doesn't exist.

Of course, this is also the lesson and experience accumulated over the years, after all, in this place, a lot of unexpected things happen.

Sun Xiaoqiang sat opposite Liang Chuan, his hands were shackled, half a year has passed since the mother murder case, and he is more aged than what Liang Chuan saw in the video.

He was sixteen years old, and now he should be seventeen, and the young man at this time is the time to grow his body.

When facing Liang Chuan, Sun Xiaoqiang looked very cramped, his expression was very unnatural, and when he was sent to his seat by the prison guard, he subconsciously dodged backwards, trying his best to keep his back against the chair to lengthen the distance between himself and Liang Chuan.

He's scared of himself,

This,

Liang Chuan is very clear.

Sun Xiaoqiang didn't ask Liang Chuan why he wanted to see him,

Liang Chuan didn't rush to ask Sun Xiaoqiang,

The two of them sat like this,

In fact, Liang Chuan doesn't need to ask many questions, he can already see them.

Outside the glass window, Brother Chen looked at Wu Dahai with some puzzlement.

Wu Dahai shrugged and handed over a cigarette.

Brother Chen shook his head, "You can't smoke here. ”

Wu Dahai smiled wryly.

The time for the prison visit was limited, and the five minutes were spent in silence, and Liang Chuan changed his sitting position to make himself more comfortable and more easy-going.

But Liang Chuan's movements made Sun Xiaoqiang's body tremble in fright, and his lips were slightly white.

"Are you usually so afraid of people?" asked Liang Chuan with a smile.

"I'm not afraid of people. Sun Xiaoqiang replied with a purser of his lips, and then he mustered up the courage to look at Liang Chuan, and in the second half of the sentence, he wanted to say it, but he didn't dare to say it.

I'm not afraid of people,

But I'm afraid of you,

Because of you............ Not people.

"I've seen one of your treatment videos, and the other person is a doctor surnamed Xu. ”

Liang Chuan reminded that half a year ago, the Rongcheng mother murder case stirred up public opinion on the national Internet, and many legal experts and psychologists were involved, so Sun Xiaoqiang should have been interviewed and interviewed several times.

After all, according to what Wu Dahai said, Sun Xiaoqiang's case is quite special.

"Doctor Xu, are you okay?" asked Sun Xiaoqiang in a low voice.

"I don't know him. Liang Chuan shrugged his shoulders, "I don't even know if he's a man or a woman." ”

Sun Xiaoqiang's face was a little gloomy, and he said:

"Dr. Xu is a good person, different from those scholars who want to make a name for themselves by researching me. ”

A seventeen-year-old child speaks in such an old-fashioned manner, with that feeling of seeing through everything, which really gives people a very uncomfortable feeling, because people who generally speak in this tone and angle are at least not confused by their old age.

"You've changed a lot from half a year ago. Liang Chuan smiled slightly, he didn't bring an interview pen, nor did he bring a notebook to record anything, he was not for research, nor for investigation, but just wanted to confirm a guess.

"Hmm. Sun Xiaoqiang nodded, "Here, I can't go to school, I have a lot of time every day, so I can only think about it." ”

"A lot of thinkers have been in jail before. Liang Chuan echoed, "Let's talk about the case half a year ago, tell me again, I think you are different now from you when you had an accident half a year ago." ”

Sun Xiaoqiang did not feel uncomfortable with ordinary people being mentioned about the scars of the past, but turned his head slightly, as if he was thinking, as if he was reminiscing, he was very calm, even if he was afraid and dodging in the face of Liang Chuan, it seemed very pure and natural.

The living are afraid of ghosts,

Accidental?

It's normal.

"It's useless to talk about this now. Sun Xiaoqiang smiled, this smile was a little bitter, "My mother is gone, it's my fault." ”

"You know, what I want to hear, it's not your self-blame, it's the real details. ”

Liang Chuan habitually wanted to touch the cigarette, but found that it seemed a little inappropriate to smoke here.

"You just want to satisfy your curiosity. Sun Xiaoqiang slowly raised his head and looked at Liang Chuan, "You are very lonely, you are also helpless, you feel that you have been abandoned by this world, but you are afraid to accept this world again." ”

Liang Chuan's eyes froze slightly,

"Are you helping me with my mental profiling?"

"Is this called psychological profiling?" Sun Xiaoqiang suddenly realized.

"So, that's why you were beaten?" Liang Chuan shook his head, "Everyone has their own secrets in their hearts, and if you tell other people's secrets and publish them, this is indeed a beating." ”

"But that's my pleasure. Sun Xiaoqiang's smile became brighter, as if he was beaten, which was a very interesting thing, or it could be because as the conversation deepened, Sun Xiaoqiang began to ignore Liang Chuan's identity, and it became more and more natural.

............

"Brother Chen, give me some more time. Wu Dahai begged for humanity next to him, "This is my good brother, a while ago, because of my business, he almost died, and he is also the consultant of our police department, and he also helped solve the case of the four little beasts a while ago." ”

Brother Chen glanced at Wu Dahai silently, didn't say anything, but also acquiesced in the overtime, however, he was still paying attention to Sun Xiaoqiang's emotional situation, once Sun Xiaoqiang's emotions were out of control, he would immediately terminate this visit.

At the same time, he was also looking at Liang Chuan, not that Brother Chen saw anything wrong with Liang Chuan, but that he was worried that as the conversation deepened, Liang Chuan would not be able to restrain himself from rushing over and beating Sun Xiao violently.

If it weren't for the fact that it was very inappropriate to handcuff the people who visited the prison, Brother Chen really wanted to do that.

............

"Let's talk about the case. Liang Chuan continued to hook the topic back, "What is written in the dossier is that your mother has been dead for a month, and you have accompanied your mother's body for a month. ”

Sun Xiaoqiang licked his lips, then looked at Liang Chuan, and said:

"When a person dies, is it really gone?"

Liang Chuan didn't answer.

"You know better than I do that death is not the end of the story. Sun Xiaoqiang didn't expect Liang Chuan's answer, but continued: "Many religions say that atoning for sins in this life, attaining bliss in the next life, suffering sins and suffering in this life, and attaining great wealth in the next life.

But you should understand how terrible death really is, what it means............ What kind of torture.

Would you like to let you go back again?"

Liang Chuan thought of the picture of himself staggering and crawling on the street after being stabbed by Zhao Wuliu, and at that time, the only thought in his heart was that he couldn't die, he couldn't die.

Death, for him, a man who has come before, is a clear and substantial fear,

It is not liberation,

Nor is it freedom,

It is a kind of torture that transcends all that exists in the human world.

"I left my mother, behind. Sun Xiaoqiang continued.

This sentence cheered up Liang Chuan.

"I lost my father at a very young age, my mother and I depended on each other, my mother couldn't live without me, I couldn't live without her, she left in a hurry. Sun Xiaoqiang looked at the surveillance video of the prison visitation room,

Shake your head.

Liang Chuan nodded,

Pointing to his eyes,

"Look, my eyes. ”

Sun Xiaoqiang obediently looked into Liang Chuan's eyes,

The next moment,

He found himself standing in a black area,

Liang Chuan was right in front of him.

Here, there is no visitation room, no one else, and no surveillance.

"I saw you for what you really are. Sun Xiaoqiang looked at Liang Chuan and said, "It's miserable, it's miserable." ”

"That's me...... The way it is. Liang Chuan replied.

"Hmm. Sun Xiaoqiang took a deep breath, "My mother, when I was in school, I slipped and fell at home, broke the back of my head, and died silently at home, alone." ”

"Go on. ”

"When I got home from school, I didn't see my mother standing on the balcony watching me come back, I felt that something was wrong, and when I entered the house and saw my mother's body, I was going to call someone and call the police, but in the end, I gave up. ”

"You left her. Liang Chuan asked.

"Yes, I left her because my life is inseparable from her. Sun Xiaoqiang admitted, "But I made a mistake. ”

"You're overestimating yourself. Liang Chuan added, "As you said in the treatment statement video I saw, what you said is actually the truth, you are not lying, although you have covered up some things, but what you said is also the truth." ”

"Yes, that's right. ”

The two fell into a brief silence.

Sun Xiaoqiang took the initiative to speak, "You didn't ask me why I didn't tell the truth to the police, by the way, you also know that there is no way to tell the truth."

In short, my mother has changed, she used to be kind, and then she looked at me, hoping to watch me grow up slowly.

But at that time,

She began to become extreme,

She's been watching me, peeping at me,

I thought that the old life could go on,

But I overestimated myself, overestimated my own capacity.

I can't stand it anymore, I'm tortured crazy, I'm hysterical, I'm ............ Crashed. ”

Sun Xiaoqiang lowered his head and covered his face,

"I'm scared of you. ”

"I know. Liang Chuan said.

"But do you know why I'm afraid of you and will agree to meet you?"

Sun Xiaoqiang raised his head violently, his face was full of tears, but he was laughing, laughing exaggeratedly, laughing so much that his whole face was distorted, and saliva and tears flowed down together, like a mad hound:

"Because I want to know, why did you come back to life, I want my mother to come back to life too!

Things you can do,

I can help my mother do it too!"