Brother:

Brother, I miss you so much, I think about it every day.

I'm happy now. Brother, do you know? When I first came here, I secretly complained about you in my heart, why did you send me away, did you think I was a clown? I also complained, why don't I learn magic like my little sister, so that I can always be by your side.

Brother, you don't know how sad I am, there are a lot of swings in the bamboo forest, the young lady said, that is what you tied for her to practice magic, brother, have you accompanied the young lady to swing together?

In the days when I was on the road, I kept thinking, since you don't want me anymore, brother, then I won't go back, so that after a lot of time, you will think about me too. Brother, if I never go back, will you miss me?

This is the main hall of the temple of the goddess of life, when I came here, I was tired and bitter, many times, I almost cried, but Daddy said that I am a big girl, I can't cry, so I haven't cried. Brother, I'm strong too, aren't I?

After coming to the temple, the first person I was taken to see was Master Qingzhi. Brother, in our place, except for the teacher, everyone else is called Shizun, and there are sisters. Master Qingzhi is really a very good person, and when she saw me, she said to me, "Child, do you think I look good?"

I don't know why, I laughed all at once, and said, it's beautiful.

She said, "Son, you'll be so good-looking in the future."

That night I dreamed of my mother, but my mother's appearance was that of Master Qingzhi.

After meeting Master Qingzhi, I was named in the temple, and then. It's the people in the hall, and Master Qingzhi also began to call me Xiaowei, and when he knew that I couldn't read all the words, he said to me, Xiaowei, I'll teach you to read, okay?

Of course, I don't know how happy I was at that time, and I can see Qingzhi Master often in the future, in fact, I want to call her Qingzhi Eminem.

She's really like a mom. More and more like.

After that, Master Qingzhi began to teach me literacy, word by word. When I am literate, I am the happiest part of my day. I don't know how long it will take, but I'm afraid I'll be able to read it quickly. At that time, I was afraid that I would not be able to stay with Qingzhi for so long every day. I just wanted to be deliberately slow to read the words. But I'm afraid that Master Qingzhi will say that I'm stupid and doesn't like me.

Brother, I was really embarrassed at that time, I couldn't even sleep well, I dreamed every night, and I dreamed that I stayed with Master Qingzhi every day. For a while, I dreamed that Master Qingzhi looked at me in disappointment and sighed at me.

On the fourth day, Master Qingzhi said to me, Xiaowei. Have you been homesick these days?

Brother, I miss you very much, and I miss Daddy, but at that time, I shook my head.

Master Aoeda asked me, "Then why can't I sleep well for several days?" She really cared about me, I could feel it! At that time, I burst into tears and threw myself into her arms very rudely, like in my mother's arms in a dream.

Will she blame me, will she push me away, will she reprimand me harshly? In her arms, I thought uneasily, but I was really obsessed with that feeling.

What a warm feeling.

Master Qingzhi was not impatient at all, just patted me on the back and said to me, Xiaowei, why can't you sleep well, can you sue me?

I told her my worries.

When she heard what I had to say, she smiled and said to me, "Silly boy, you can come to me whenever you want."

Then he rubbed my head.

Brother, at that time I really wanted to cry again, I thought about it so much.

She's really the best mom in the world! Why isn't she my mom? I really want to call her mommy.

There are three sacred texts in the temple, one is for people who like and are close to the goddess, brother, you can also read it in the future, one is for those who believe in and serve the goddess, and the other one, Master Qingzhi said, is for people who like and are close to the goddess.

So who is the one that the goddess likes and is close to?, I asked.

Master Qingzhi said, silly boy, you are.

I don't know.

But after seeing the third canon, I liked it very much, I liked it very much, and when I read the words in it, I felt warm in my heart, just like seeing the little red and little green grow new branches and sprouts. Brother, are they okay with Little Red and Little Green, can you help me see if they are okay?

Master Qingzhi said that the Divine Book should not only be read, but also written, and if you like it so much, write more about it.

So I copied word by word according to the sacred texts.

One day, I forgot jì when I copied it, and I copied and copied it, and I didn't remember to read the canon again until I finished writing, but there was no place to compare the canon in the back, and there was nothing wrong with it! Brother, that's a lot of content.

Master Aoeda said, "This is proof that the goddess likes and is close to me."

Is that the case?

Whether it's a matter of time or not, I'm happy.

But I still like to copy the canon, word by word, I don't know why, the more I write, the slower the speed becomes, at the beginning, as long as half a day, I can copy the canon, but later, half a day, I can't even copy a chapter in the canon.

I often copy and copy, and I am in a daze.

Every time I wrote a word, I felt like a little grass was growing out of the ground, and I was so worried that it wouldn't grow well, so I wrote more and more slowly with each word.

Later, in a day, in one morning, I could only write a few dozen words.

Master Qingzhi said, this is good, the slower the better. When you can only write one word a day, it will be the best.

I said that if I can only write one word in a day, then when will I be able to finish writing the canon? Master Qingzhi said, every word of yours, the goddess likes it, it doesn't matter if you can finish the canon, it doesn't matter if you don't write the words in the canon, the goddess will like it.

Brother, there is also a need to practice in the temple, just like the practice of your magicians.

Every morning, we, the little sisters, would gather and be led by one of the sisters to recite the second canon, the one for those who believe in and serve the Goddess.

I also like this canon, but I don't feel the same closeness in it as the third canon.

Why is this so?

I asked Master Qingzhi. Master Aoeda said that it was because there was no goddess in this sacred text.

And I said, Isn't the goddess merciful, why don't you let all the sisters in the temple feel that closeness, and feel the joy of the little grass growing from the earth?

Master Aoeda said that it was not that the goddesses didn't want to, but that they couldn't.

The goddesses are willing to give, but they can't feel it.

Why?

Master Qingzhi said that she didn't know either.

Each of our sisters has a small piece of land, and so does Master Qingzhi, which grows seeds that each of us has sprinkled with our own hands, and seeds of vegetables that can be eaten.

For three days of the month, we eat only the vegetables that grow on the ground.

And every day, only one dish is allowed.

Wouldn't you be hungry then?" I asked Master Qingzhi at the beginning.

Master Qingzhi said, that's when we feel ourselves, we can feel ourselves, and then we can feel life, Xiaowei, what does that dish taste like?

I said, a little bitter, a little astringent, a little sweet, and a little happy.

Master Qingzhi said, Xiaowei, that is the taste of life, you have already felt it.

Then Master Qingzhi said, "Xiaowei, do you know? Your other sisters don't feel this, they either don't feel anything, or they can only feel bitter or sweet, and every time they feel different.

That's because they can only feel themselves, not life.

So they are just believers, not goddesses.

After knowing this, I was a little sad, for those little sisters, I was afraid that they would be unhappy.

A sister comforted me and said, it doesn't matter, little Weiwei, the goddess will be pleased with us one day, we are all daughters of God, but you are the most favored, you can rest assured, although we can't compare to you for the time being, but we will definitely fight with you.

Another day when I was meeting in the apse, a couple of sisters made a wreath and put it on my head, and said to me with a smile, "Little Weiwei, so that you look like a goddess."

Brother, actually, I don't want to be a goddess, I just want to be your little girl.

When I came here, I got to know a lot of people, in addition to Master Qingzhi, there are many other masters, although some of them are strict, some are kind, but they are all very good people, and those little sisters, too, I feel that I have become better when I stay with them.

Brother, I have seen the words you wrote in the bracelet, brother, you also like me, and you are reluctant to let me go, right?

Brother, I resented you when I first came, but now I don't.

I know you're doing it for my good.

There has always been a meditation in the temple, which looks like the meditation of your magician, brother, but our rules are very strict, and the meditation of the master and them lasts for a full seven days, and we little sisters are much more relaxed, and only need to last for one day.

But for one day, I couldn't hold on at first.

But slowly, I was able to hold on for a long time.

Many times later, one time, I was about to hold on for a whole day, but I accidentally fell asleep, and that time, I was really depressed.

Later, I learned to be obedient, whenever I was sleepy, or when I felt that I couldn't hold on, brother, I missed you, I missed you, and then, I was not sleepy.

Brother, I praise you, let me be refreshed, don't sleep, hehe.

Brother, I still miss you very much.

Will you miss me?

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- (To be continued.) )