Chapter 5 Farewell to the Twenty Years (Rebuilt, Free)
It's hot, but the maximum temperature stubbornly stays at 39 degrees, because it's a bit of trouble to get to 40 degrees. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
As soon as I walked out of the office building, I felt a wave of heat.
Liu Mengyu frowned slightly, every time at this time, she missed the life of Chengdu, of course, Chengdu as a plain city in the basin, it should be very hot at this time, but driving out of the city into the mountains, there are many scenic spots to stop or even stay in the summer, but in the eastern coastal plain, this is a luxury.
The black car still stopped at the door on time and waited to pick her up, which was a tacit understanding that the two had developed over the years, but this time, when Liu Mengyu got in the car, he rarely took the initiative to speak:
"I didn't think you were going to be here today. ”
"In fact, I didn't go to take orders all afternoon, I just drew and wrote at home. Su Yuhang was wearing a dark yellow gown, which was the kind of "Kong Yiji" worn by Mr. Lu Xun, but it did not look shabby and embarrassed at all when worn on Su Yuhang, but it really seemed to have a celebrity in the Republic of China, although this celebrity was a coachman.
Liu Mengyu nodded, she knew that this might be Su Yuhang's character, even if Su Yuhang put his own subjective consciousness to sleep and use a few other separate consciousnesses to maintain the operation, but this simple consciousness, in the final analysis, is also Su Yuhang himself.
The primer of the medicine is almost ripe, and the timing is about the same, which means that these consciousnesses that were originally responsible for activities when the subject's consciousness is asleep will be erased as the subject's consciousness awakens, but he seems to be very calm.
Yes, if he would be nervous, uneasy, angry, hesitant, and lose his sense of proportion at this time, then he would not be worthy of the name "Su Yuhang";
"Don't eat barbecue today?" Su Yuhang asked, every night when he gets off work, Liu Mengyu is used to eating some supper, just like he likes to draw and write, people, you have to do something that makes you feel interesting to have a feeling that you are still alive.
"Go home and cook. Liu Mengyu said.
"Twenty years...... Oh no, it seems like I'm going to cook for the first time in my life, right?" Su Yuhang quipped with a smile.
Liu Mengyu stopped talking, Su Yuhang drove the car to the door of the vegetable market and stopped, Liu Mengyu got out of the car, and Su Yuhang got out of the car with him.
The two of them didn't stay in the vegetable market for long, because Liu Mengyu only bought a few catties of water surface and some green onions, ginger and garlic.
But Su Yuhang was not dissatisfied in the slightest, just smiled and followed her all the time, and after buying it, the two got in the car and went home.
Cut the chopped green onions, boil them in cold water, drop some oil splashes, put them in the pot on the surface of the water, wait for the noodles to come out, then scoop them up and put them in a bowl with seasonings, pour the soup on them and serve them to the table.
There is a bowl of noodles in front of the two people sitting at the table, which can be regarded as somen noodles, if you don't even sprinkle those few drops of oil, it is simply vegetarian to the extreme, and the noodles sold in the temple will also give you a vegetarian chicken and vegetables and other things to decorate, but these two bowls of noodles are so simple that they can't be simpler.
"Do you thank me, or thank him. Su Yuhang picked up the chopsticks, didn't rush to eat, and asked first.
"Is there a difference?" Liu Mengyu looked at Su Yuhang, who was sitting across from his table, "Aren't you him, isn't he you?"
"It's essentially right, but at this time, I still hope to be able to make a difference, I'm Su Yuhang, and he is also Su Yuhang, but he can't eat the noodles you made yourself. Su Yuhang lowered his head, smelled the fragrance of his face, and showed a look of satisfaction on his face.
Liu Mengyu was silent, her subjective consciousness did not fall asleep, because the man did everything for her, and the sleep of the thematic consciousness was so that the rest of the subconscious could work more undisturbed, he did the work of several people alone, monitoring broadcasting, monitoring life, monitoring medicine, etc., and she only needed to be responsible for boredom every day.
At the beginning, he told her like this: You have given birth to two children for me, and I have to do these things.
He is a very hypocritical person, and he is also a very disgusting person, this is Liu Mengyu's evaluation of Su Yuhang, a person who will do whatever it takes for the sake of the end, and who does not even have the slightest bottom line to speak of, a person who is the same kind as himself.
"If you don't eat it, I'll pour it out. ”
The noodles are almost cold, Liu Mengyu said.
"I eat, I eat. ”
Su Yuhang began to eat noodles, he ate very quickly, he ate very satisfied, there is such a custom in Japan, the louder the sound when eating, the more ugly the appearance of eating, the more proof of your love for this dish and respect for making this meal.
A person who has been influenced by the culture of ordinary people since childhood, eating like this, perhaps, for Su Yuhang, is also the first time in his life, Liu Mengyu remembers that when the two of them were just ordinary listeners in the past, in a story world, embarrassed to eat the meat of the carrion, Su Yuhang actually slowly and methodically cut the carrion meat into thin slices as sashimi and ate it one bite at a time, and was very disdainful of the listeners around him who gobbled up and forced themselves to eat this disgusting thing quickly to replenish their energy.
This is a man who values style more than anything else.
A bowl of noodles, without eating, soon, it was gone, Su Yuhang even drank the noodle soup cleanly, and then patted his stomach very unvividly, and said:
"Thank you. ”
Over the years, he has been by her side, he is a touch of consciousness of the real Su Yuhang, he is Su Yuhang, Su Yuhang is him, but as he just said, sometimes, Liu Mengyu also seems to regard him as an independent person in a trance, an ordinary person who is also called Su Yuhang.
She experiences life, he is next to assist, she gets off work, she picks up, she paints, he accompanies him as a photographer, the two of them are a pair in the eyes of countless different people in countless scenes, but she and he both know that the two of them are impossible and unnecessary.
Although this road is lonely, neither of them is cowardly, in fact, on the contrary, being able to become the best of the listeners has shown their strong hearts, and they face the radio as listeners and stand on the opposite side of the broadcast, which further proves what kind of rebels they are.
After all, only the listeners can deeply taste and realize the horror of broadcasting, and only the listeners can truly appreciate the real pressure contained in the word "resistance".
"The medicine primer is going to be cooked. Su Yuhang suddenly spoke, he only learned the news through another person who was in charge of monitoring the broadcast, but he knew that she could know, because she didn't separate the consciousness, she was her own figure.
So, she made him a bowl of noodles,
It's goodbye,
There may be some thanks,
It's also a kind of end.
It is probably not herself who she wants to say goodbye to, even if he has been with her for twenty years like an ordinary person.
This is not a bitter TV series, the pure love story and the dramas and bridges between men and women from shallow to deep will not be staged between him and her, just as she understands him, he also understands her.
How ruthless she is, how selfish she is, how indifferent she is, he knows it, she can even use up her own sister and watch her rot by herself, indifference to family affection and even the slightest motherhood, is her truest portrayal.
Therefore, he didn't think that the focus of this bowl of noodles was on him, but that she was paying tribute to the seemingly ordinary life of the past twenty years, twenty years of boredom, twenty years of boredom, twenty years of waiting, and it could even be said that twenty years of torture.
"I heard the news today that it happened at Little Stone Bridge, a guy with psychotic delusions, locked himself in a safe, starved to death of thirst inside. ”
Su Yuhang will tell her some news and stories she hears every day, which can be regarded as enriching her life, but today's story obviously has a different flavor.
"I've always wondered why you ............ that guy surnamed Zhao so much" Liu Mengyu paused, as if organizing her own words, Shaoqing, she continued, "Affectionate and meaningful. ”
"It's just appreciation. Su Yuhang stretched out his hand and rubbed it lightly on the table, "A person who can make the radio so jealous that he has to kill him by a blunt accident."
He once made a bet with me that the radio wouldn't take him as a listener according to the usual rules, and then he won, and then he died. ”
"He's very good. Liu Mengyu said that the young master's experiment was the most important part of the implementation plan of the two of them, and even the initiation point of their plan.
"When I learned of his death, I went to his villa and looked at his emaciated corpse, and then in the safe I saw a few lines of words he had left behind, biting my fingers and writing them. ”
"You didn't tell me about it. Liu Mengyu said.
"I want to wait until today. "At least today we can prove that his research, as well as our plan, have seen the dawn of success." ”
"Well, you go on. ”
The first sentence is: He is really afraid of me.
The second sentence is: I feel like I am side by side with two kings. ”
"No?" Liu Mengyu asked.
"One more sentence. ”
"What is it?"
"Pee, it's unpleasant. ”