Chapter 110: Diving (42)

This world is so unfair, a beautiful person can't get the kindness she deserves, but he is a bad person, who can live a long life without worrying about food and clothing.

Qin Jiuli has been thinking many times, if there is a regret medicine to buy, if he had known that his immature persecution would indirectly cause the decline of her life, would he choose to stay away from her, or silently be her support behind her back, or would he still approach her without hesitation, and then plunder.

He was never a good person, and he never bothered to be a good person in the past.

All the teachings he had received in the past were calculations and strife, and no one told him to be sincere. Therefore, all the scheming that flashed through his mind was the only lack of sincerity. Just like the persecution and threats he had done to Meng Chu, he had done it countless times in his business dealings before he met her.

He also wanted to change, but she never gave him a chance to learn to be sincere to people.

But if someone tells him that doing good deeds can accumulate good retribution for her and make her better, he is even willing to pay all the price for it.

He hadn't had time to do it before, and he was afraid that he would never have the opportunity to spoil her in the future.

After arriving in the United States, Qin Jiuli took Meng Chu and was directly admitted to the hospital.

This hospital is dedicated to patients with various cancers and has a convalescent nature.

Qin Jiuli had already booked a room for Meng Chu.

In the words of the doctor, the only thing that helped Meng Chu's condition improve was her own good attitude, and there was nothing else to do.

The painful chemotherapy and injections only alleviated her death, but also exacerbated her pain.

When he first learned of his condition, Meng Chu cried for a long time, fainted and woke up, and then closed himself in silence.

No one can smile at the pain of an unknown death.

Especially those who were more sincere and easy-going in life in the past, the more desperate and struggling they were when they had to say goodbye.

But gradually, she began to smile again, and she seemed to listen to the doctor's words and learn to be optimistic about the disease.

On the contrary, it was Qin Jiuli, and she rarely saw a smile on her face.

He didn't like to laugh in the first place, but now he has a low face all day long, running back and forth between the ward and the doctor all day long.

Meng Chu laughed at him, he had a very handsome face, he was bitter and hateful all day long, and he dragged down his appearance.

"Smile, Ninth Master. She tugged at his sleeve and hooked his lips with her hand.

You also have to learn to be strong and optimistic, and no matter what the future holds, we have to smile at the world.

Qin Jiuli took her hand and held it in the palm of her hand, her originally slender fingers were now even thinner, and it seemed that only a layer of skin was left covering the fragile bones.

His heart hurt, but the corners of his mouth smiled shallowly at Meng Chu.

If the only thing that satisfied him after her illness was probably that she gradually stopped rejecting his proximity, and even really regarded him as a friend, talking and being close.

But they're just friends.

What he wanted to do was never her friend, even if it was only one day left, he wanted to hold her in his arms and have her openly as a lover.

Meng Chu saw Qin Jiuli smiling, leaning on the head of the bed and looking at him with appreciation, "Ninth Master, you look so good when you smile, smile more in the future." ”

He stroked her hair and whispered to her, "If you want to see it, then I'll laugh at it for you later." ”

She retorted, "It's not just laughing at me, it's laughing at yourself." ”

"Hmm. Whatever she says, he listens, "Listen to you." ”

Meng Chu looked up at him.

Qin Jiuli stared at her eyes, at such a close distance, there was a rich and long feeling spread in those eyes, and the affectionate love was not half hidden.

Her heart was slightly sour, and she reached out to gently cover his eyes, blocking his view.

"I know I'm good-looking, and even the president can be fooled by my beauty. She gently pushed his head away from herself, "But can you stop looking, your eyes are too hot, and your girlfriend just wants to sleep." ”

"Sleep. Qin Jiuli smiled lightly, helped her lie down, and then covered her with a quilt.

Since vomiting blood last time, Meng Chu's condition has deteriorated rapidly, and his body is not as good as day by day.

Qin Jiuli gently touched Meng Chu's face with her fingertips, outlining her thin outline.

It was only when Meng Chu couldn't see it that he could no longer suppress his pain and show his sadness.

He learns to treat her with sincerity, and she begins to approach him without any guilt, but all the while, she does not believe that he loves her.

She would rather think of it as a lie motivated by sympathy than believe that he would fall in love with her one day. Because she didn't want to expect anything from him anymore. Or rather, she never expected anything from him.

Qin Jiuli has not appeared in the public media camera for a long time, and the company's affairs are also solved through video calls with Chen Tezhu.

The media seems to have kept their passion and fantasies about his and her love story all the time. During the time they were not in the country, there was a lot of talk about their disappearance.

He has read those comments on Weibo, whether it is a marketing account or a netizen, few of them are really optimistic about the future between them.

All of them, like her, never believed that he would love her.

But love is never what anyone says it can be.

He didn't know which hurt more than losing her or being ridiculed by the world, but when he closed the door and cried bitterly, no one knew.

Qin Jiuli rarely disappeared for an afternoon, and when Meng Chu woke up, it was already around eight o'clock in the evening, and she shouted, there was no Qin Jiuli in the house.

After another half an hour, she saw Qin Jiuli come in with a bouquet of roses.

Since she was admitted to the hospital, he didn't know who he had listened to, and every day he would buy some flowers and put them next to her bedside, saying that it would help her relax.

But it was the first time she had seen him buy roses, which used to be lilies or daisies.

She felt novel, and after taking it, she flicked the water droplets on the bright red petals, "Why did you buy roses today?"

"Because I want to propose to my girlfriend. He half-knelt down and held the locket containing the diamond ring, "Meng Chu, are you willing to accept me?"

Meng Chu looked at the diamond ring in a daze, lifted the quilt for a while, and tried to sit up, Qin Jiuli reached out to help.

"Will you accept me?" he asked again.

"Forget the proposal. Meng Chu's gaze moved from Qin Jiuli's face to the ring, "But the diamond ring is very beautiful, can you let me try it?"

His gaze fell on the back of her pale and emaciated hand, and the bruised skin was densely covered with needle holes.

He carefully put the ring on her, thinking to himself, with the ring, it is my person.