Stepping on this island again, my emotions are probably complicated, whether it is the memory of a child, or the entanglement with someone, this kind of precipitated in the depths of memory, not everything I want to remember, but whether I want to remember it or not, what I have experienced...... After all, it is indelible. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

When I was five years old, I came to the Sea of Suffering, and in the initial stage of learning and cultivating, it was actually an unpleasant experience.

- Because I didn't think that once I came to the Sea of Suffering, the cultivation of such a thing had already started quietly.

Master gave me a small boat that could only accommodate me alone, and I wanted to make a sound, and the boat was very much like a child's plaything, but the bitter sea was not a plaything, it was a sea of death floating with a lot of bones, and naturally, the boat and my body sank little by little as if they had fallen into the mire.

In fact, the person who fell into the water should not be like this, and the fall was so slow, in fact, it should be because the master moved his hands and feet, but at that time, he was young and didn't understand many things, so he could only struggle desperately in the sea of suffering, and it was probably not easy to call.

At that time, the master was still standing on the water with a blank face, not only did he not stretch out his hand to help, but looked at him with an indifferent expression, and he probably said something. I don't remember exactly what I said. One was young, and the other was in an environment that didn't make it possible for me to remember. Those words seemed to be very important to Master, so important that when that incident happened a year ago, Master once asked me, but after a long time, I, like many people, only remember the general things, and in terms of details, I should not have any impression.

After returning to the other island, Master began to teach me to practice formally.

At that time, I was very curious, so I asked the master what the practice was.

At that time, my understanding of spiritual practice was probably something that made me very powerful, but I didn't have a clear idea of what it was.

The master just looked at me when he heard this, and he smiled for a long time, and that was the first time I saw him laugh, well, that was a smile in the real sense, very beautiful.

Then he said, "Practice, is to eat."

When I suddenly realized, I really thought that my cultivation was eating, and as for those messy realms, it was probably just the amount of food I ate.

The master looked at me, but his smile slowly retracted, and he said: "Do you have to divide the meal eaten by a group of ants into three, six, nine, etc.? Since it is a meal, of course you must eat the best meal."

That day, the master told me that there are three kinds of delicious rice in the world.

Yourself, heaven and earth, sentient beings!

I've always been a little sensitive to the word "rice", probably because I've been hungry, but I naturally haven't heard of these three kinds of rice, and I haven't eaten it, and then I asked him if he has been eating this kind of rice all along, and he was slightly silent when he heard it, and he never replied to me.

Since the day I came to the Sea of Suffering, I have been in formal contact with cultivation, because there are only two people on the island, one is a master and the other is a senior brother, and both of them are better at cultivation than me, so I have never had an accurate concept of my own level.

But my brother is very hostile to me, rarely talks to me, even after meeting, he looks cold, I have a bit of a temper, and naturally I am unwilling to deal with him.

Then one day, Master solemnly told me that he wanted to change my name.

I asked him why he had changed his name.

His answer was a bit perfunctory, but I was convinced at the time, I probably can't remember the original words or anything, but I still remember the meaning of the words.

He said that I will always have to walk the world in the future, whether it is fighting or killing, a powerful name is always a matter of great face.

At that time, I didn't think too much about it, I just felt that Master's words seemed to have some truth, and then from that day on, I had a new name - Killing Shengren.

It was probably a long time before I learned that at the same time that Master changed my name, the two silk threads in the dark were already entangled at that moment.

It was the day of the coming-of-age ceremony, and my brother came to talk to me, and it was the first time he had talked to me so much, and he had abandoned his usual cold appearance.

He said that Master had been injured many years ago, probably from a fight with a group of guys, and then many people died, and some people lived. From that time on, a big mountain appeared in front of the master, and he thought of many ways and paid an unimaginable price, but it was difficult to break it even if he was desperate.

Probably unable to find the direction, the master began to look for a successor, he once had a wife, was robbed, that wife is a goddess in ancient times, but also a brilliant person, originally in his imagination, with his two unparalleled qualifications in the world, the child born must be a masterpiece of the ancients, and then the senior brother was born in this world, and it is indeed a very outstanding person, but it is still far from the master's vision.

After a while, the goddess disappeared, and when the senior brother grew up, he also asked, and the master replied very indifferently, saying that he had killed the goddess with his own hands.

At that time, when he heard his senior brother talk about this incident, his eyes were red, and tears couldn't stop flowing.

I didn't comfort him, I just watched quietly until he didn't cry.

I can't say anything like pity, but from the bottom of my heart, I don't really believe in this kind of thing, until one day, after this kind of thing happened to me, I realized that I didn't know him at all for so many years.

He taught me to practice, sent me to the Pig Temple, and taught me to kill, and I could only adapt to it, get used to it, go numb, and repeat these things...... And the senior brother told me that these things were all things that Master had experienced when he was young, and I was like another selfless man, repeating those things that he had already repeated, until ......

- until after knowing Jiuru.

Probably a comfortable life will dull the blade.

During the time I met her, before I knew it, I was tired of killing, of being displaced, and even of the past.

So I'm going to change some of my habits.

Jiuru and I once went to the Great Wilderness State, a paradise ruined by the Emperor of People.

There is a vast sea, and one or two islands and reefs with hills and slabs have sprung up on the sunken continent, and the islands and reefs are full of colorful flowers, and when the flowers are in full bloom, they will attract some colorful butterflies to dance, and there are several unnamed birds, which is a beautiful sight.

She likes the Great Wilderness State very much, so we agreed that one day we would stop paying attention to the world, build a few houses in the Great Wilderness State, and release a swarm of bees by the way.

In order to achieve this goal, we have each worked hard for a few years, and Jiuru has set out to deal with the affairs of Huangquan Dao, intending to pass on the lineage to Su Yu. However, Su Yu was lazy by nature and might not be willing to explain this kind of thing, and Jiuru was unwilling to force her, so in the end she could only find a disciple and let her accept the mantle of Huangquan Dao.

But the disciple who was looking for finally had a problem, this person was sent by Li Xuangui, and the purpose was to obtain the essence of the Dao method of the palm line, because of this matter, the matter of Jiuru's inheritance mantle finally died, and she herself also encountered some open guns and hidden arrows, causing the target to be constantly delayed.

Because of this incident, I once lost my temper, originally, I was going to kill the people involved in it all at once, but she didn't agree to do this, and she didn't want me to kill, and then she found a senior who was in the line of Huangquan Dao, and completely entrusted the affairs of Huangquan Dao to the other party, so that I sharpened my knife Huo Huo's behavior ended in nothing.

The day before we were about to leave, there was a slight change in the two lines in the dark, I calculated by deduction, but I didn't find anything unusual, but the feeling of oppression that followed me has always been shrouded in my heart, lingering, and never erased.

Probably because I had some bad premonitions, I temporarily changed my route, and Jiuru borrowed the Outer Heaven with Jiuru, planning to rely on that strange place to get rid of some bad things, and at that time I already understood that this bad premonition probably came from my master, the person named Killing Selfless.

The aura sensing in the dark kept me exposed to his eyes, and he intercepted me and Jiuru and brought us back to the other side of the island.

At that time, he looked even more cold, and his tone of voice was also cold, I don't know, because he became less like him in the past, or because I never saw it clearly.

It's like a stranger, and the things he does are starting to become strange.

It was something I didn't want to recall, a memory that settled in my mind, and a scene that was always indelible.

I don't know why he did this, but after he locked me up in Beihai, he once said some inexplicable things to me, but I didn't listen to it, and I didn't want to listen to it, but he kept talking.

I used to think about some things in a daze, and then I guessed some cause and effect by relying on a few words and what my senior brother told me back then.

I don't know if this guess is correct, because any subjective guess is always just a guess, but that doesn't prevent me from finding a solution to this matter, and I told him that if I don't die in Beihai this time, ten years later, I will go to the Sea of Bitterness to fight him.

Whatever the reason, it's probably not as important as it once was, but I didn't think about it, just a year later, I came to the sea of suffering again......

......

......

The moment he stretched out his hand to push open the door, his expression seemed to be in a trance, Chu Xuan stood there, his eyes slightly confused.

His eyes scanned the room slightly, but he didn't find the person who complicated him.

The furnishings in the room were very casual, there was no mess, the incense burner was still slightly burning, the lights were still on, except for these two things, only a futon was placed in front of the offering table, and in the offering table was a small clay statue.

It was a man with a plain face, and Chu Xuan didn't know why he was enshrined here, nor did he know his name. In fact, when he was a child, he had seen this statue, and he had asked about it, but the person did not respond, and now that he thinks about it, it is a strange thing to be placed here by that person.

Probably a comfortable life will dull the blade.

During the time I met her, before I knew it, I was tired of killing, of being displaced, and even of the past.

So I'm going to change some of my habits.

Jiuru and I once went to the Great Wilderness State, a paradise ruined by the Emperor of People.

There is a vast sea, and one or two islands and reefs with hills and slabs have sprung up on the sunken continent, and the islands and reefs are full of colorful flowers, and when the flowers are in full bloom, they will attract some colorful butterflies to dance, and there are several unnamed birds, which is a beautiful sight.

She likes the Great Wilderness State very much, so we agreed that one day we would stop paying attention to the world, build a few houses in the Great Wilderness State, and release a swarm of bees by the way.

In order to achieve this goal, we have each worked hard for a few years, and Jiuru has set out to deal with the affairs of Huangquan Dao, intending to pass on the lineage to Su Yu. However, Su Yu was lazy by nature and might not be willing to explain this kind of thing, and Jiuru was unwilling to force her, so in the end she could only find a disciple and let her accept the mantle of Huangquan Dao.

But the disciple who was looking for finally had a problem, this person was sent by Li Xuangui, and the purpose was to obtain the essence of the Dao method of the palm line, because of this matter, the matter of Jiuru's inheritance mantle finally died, and she herself also encountered some open guns and hidden arrows, causing the target to be constantly delayed.

Because of this incident, I once lost my temper, originally, I was going to kill the people involved in it all at once, but she didn't agree to do this, and she didn't want me to kill, and then she found a senior who was in the line of Huangquan Dao, and completely entrusted the affairs of Huangquan Dao to the other party, so that I sharpened my knife Huo Huo's behavior ended in nothing.

The day before we were about to leave, there was a slight change in the two lines in the dark, I calculated by deduction, but I didn't find anything unusual, but the feeling of oppression that followed me has always been shrouded in my heart, lingering, and never erased.

Probably because I had some bad premonitions, I temporarily changed my route, and Jiuru borrowed the Outer Heaven with Jiuru, planning to rely on that strange place to get rid of some bad things, and at that time I already understood that this bad premonition probably came from my master, the person named Killing Selfless.

The aura sensing in the dark kept me exposed to his eyes, and he intercepted me and Jiuru and brought us back to the other side of the island.

At that time, he looked even more cold, and his tone of voice was also cold, I don't know, because he became less like him in the past, or because I never saw it clearly.

......

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