Chapter 9: Unless you're Ye Sijin

Liu Changan is 18 years old.

He was once chosen by his great-grandfather as an unmarried wife.

He is well-versed in the past and the present, and is especially good at traditional literature.

He is good at tasting food, which makes Qin Yanan faintly feel like a bosom friend.

His calligraphy is breathtaking.

He can be literate and martial, even a famous man like Pu Shougeng has no chance of winning in front of him.

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Liu Changan is 18 years old this year.

Qin Yanan glanced at the little cousin in front of him, and shook his head, he was exhausted for a while, and he was in a somewhat disordered state physically and psychologically, but he felt a lot more relieved when he returned to Junsha, although he was not happy with this city at first, but after coming back this time, the depressed state has eased a lot recently.

Especially when cooking this afternoon, the whole person is in a very engaged and quiet state, and even looking forward to Liu Changan's comments, the feeling of being appreciated and recognized, will always dispel a lot of dark, negative, and deminished energy that is entangled in the body.

Thinking about it carefully, this mood made Qin Yanan also a little puzzled, from May to August now, she has only known this little cousin for three months, and the number of times she has met during this period is not too much, when she is willing to follow her great-grandfather's instructions and start to manage a dull relationship between sisters and brothers with peace of mind, there are not many psychologically intimate moments.

But after all, the relationship got better, mainly because I had a simple, appreciative good impression of him, which had nothing to do with the love between men and women, just an appreciation for an eighteen-year-old boy, and a feeling that it was good to have such a younger brother.

That's all, but why did such a not very deep emotional foundation become an oasis for relieving one's chaotic and depressed emotional state at this moment?

Generally speaking, when an ordinary person encounters a crisis, his family, his parents, the person he trusts the most, the person he loves the most, and the person he respects the most, can give him a sense of peace of mind and relief.

Liu Changan, an eighteen-year-old boy, is not a member of her family, nor is she a loved one, why did she ease her mood?

Although at this moment he tore open her heart shell and confronted her secret, which made her panic again, but he unexpectedly did not feel scared and worried, because there was a trust that did not know where it came from, which made her feel that it was okay for him to know the secret she least wanted people to know.

In addition to being related to Ye Sijin, Qin Yanan's dream for a while also appeared with a man's figure, which Liu Changan did not guess, Qin Yanan didn't know who this man was, but the gentle and casual impression of the man in the dream overlapped with the young man in front of him.

But he was only an eighteen-year-old boy.

The man in the dream had nothing to do with him, and when he dreamed of him, he only dreamed of some scenes of him and Ye Sijin.

He is not an eighteen-year-old boy like Liu Changan, and some scenes of him and Ye Sijin together make people ashamed and hot.

At the beginning, the scene where this man and Ye Sijin appeared was in a dream, Qin Yanan thought he was his great-grandfather, but it was obviously not.

Later, I thought it was Ye Chenyu, but Ye Chenyu is Ye Sijin's own brother, how could he do those things that made people blush in the scene in his dream?

Qin Yanan absolutely didn't believe that these two seniors would be so reckless.

Who could the man in the dream be? Could it be that Ye Sijin still has an unknown love history? This possibility is there, and Qin Yanan will not think that it is insulting to the lintel of the Qin family, as long as it is just before Ye Sijin and his great-grandfather talked about marriage.

But why does it overlap with Liu Changan's image...... Qin Yanan was already a little numb to this kind of doubt, because there were too many doubts and tormenting mysteries accumulated in her heart recently.

"That's right. Qin Yanan put down his chopsticks, as if he had finally relaxed after removing all the disguises, and looked at Liu Changan calmly, "I feel that sooner or later I will disappear and become another person who has long disappeared in this world." ”

"There may be something mysterious about you that is incomprehensible, but you will definitely be just you, and you will not become another person. Liu Changan said with great certainty.

Qin Yanan smiled bitterly, although Liu Changan could see the problem on her, he didn't know how serious this problem was.

"I know what you're worried about. Liu Changan's judgment was not disturbed by Qin Yanan's reaction, "If you were Qin Yanan, you wouldn't become Ye Sijin." ”

"What you didn't say should be, unless I was originally Ye Sijin. Qin Yanan knew that Liu Chang'an might be thinking of the same thing as what he was worried about.

"Yes. Liu Changan nodded.

"I'm Qin Yanan!" Qin Yanan pointed at himself excitedly, "I'm not anyone else. ”

"Don't get excited. Liu Changan shook his head, "I know that you are Qin Yanan, who you are, what kind of existence you are, after all, only you can decide, the perception and labeling of you from the outside world are just an auxiliary cognition, but these auxiliary cognitions can strengthen your sense of existence as Qin Yanan." ”

"I just want to be myself, I don't want to be someone else, in your eyes, no matter what, I'm still Qin Yanan, right?" Qin Yanan grabbed Liu Changan's hand and looked at him expectantly and nervously.

This is a poor person who is very afraid of losing herself and her independent personality, Liu Changan looked at the back of her green and white hands, and did not break free as she was used to.

"I don't think you will become Ye Sijin, you are just disturbed by the magnetic field left behind or recorded by Ye Sijin. Liu Changan does not believe in reincarnation, although the so-called magnetic field theory itself is also explained by a seemingly scientifically significant, but in fact a foolish word such as "Jingyuan".

For example, in the past, many people could not understand why the earth revolves around the sun, but when the concept of gravity appeared, everyone took it for granted, "because of gravity".

This phenomenon like Qin Yanan's case, without a clear study, casually invented a word similar to "gravity", which is easy to explain.

This is the basic operation of the magic stick, but there is no way, and it is the best way to explain unknown phenomena seemingly scientifically.

"What magnetic field was left behind or recorded by Ye Sijin?" Hearing Liu Changan say this, Qin Yanan's mood eased a lot.

"The last time you touched that coffin, did you see a lot of scenes? Liu Changan pointed to the coffin behind him.

Qin Yanan nodded slowly, "But before I started dreaming about Ye Sijin, I didn't touch this coffin before I imitated Ye Sijin when I was sleepwalking." ”

"You didn't send it?" Liu Changan shook his head, "You don't have to have direct contact...... From the moment you were responsible for transporting this coffin, it may have had an impact on you, focusing on why the impact this coffin had on you was related to Ye Sijin. ”

"Could it be that it's ...... inside" Qin Yanan thought of an unbelievable possibility.

Liu Changan shook his head, of course he knew that it would not be the person Qin Yanan thought of.