Chapter 22: Goodbye
Lu Xiaoman was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, looking at the moonlight outside the window, she just couldn't sleep, I don't know why his appearance appeared over and over again in her mind, and the gentle drunken eyes when she kissed her......
Her face flushed unconsciously. She didn't know that this first kiss was forcibly taken away like this, why did she recall it, but it was full of happiness, and she could still feel that heartbeat until now, did she like him?
She got up and walked to the window, and it was late at night, and the street was deserted, and there was no one except a few wandering souls.
She was suddenly a little worried, it had been three days, and she still hadn't heard from him, was he being punished?
When he was most frustrated, he kept saying that he wanted to help him, but since he met him, he didn't help him anything except help him find a necklace, but he fell into trouble again and again to help himself.
Thinking of this, she felt very guilty, because she was worried, she couldn't sleep, she couldn't wait to go to the hospital where he was now to see if he was still there, but in the middle of the night, she was going out, and her mother would be worried when she woke up, looking at her mother's haggard appearance for her, she really couldn't bear to be so willful.
She lay down, trying to calm down. But the more she forced herself, the more she felt impetuous.
Suddenly, she felt a shadow flashing through the window, she was a little scared, and covered her head with a quilt, after all, this is a hospital, Ah Piao is a lot, it's normal and okay, if she wants to meet a hideous face, her little heart can't accept it.
After a while, she didn't hear any movement, so she slowly stuck her head out, and as soon as she came out, she saw him sitting at the head of her bed, and somehow tears welled up in her eyes.
All the worries, grievances, fears, or missing in her heart these days...... All of a sudden, she had never been so sentimental, but at that moment, she felt so vulnerable, if she could, she really wanted to throw herself into his arms and let him comfort him.
But he was very indifferent, his dark eyes were as cold as a star, he looked at her without any expression, as if he didn't understand why she was crying. ?
"You're finally here, don't you know how scared I am?" I thought you were gone?" Lu Xiaoman said as he sobbed.
"No, I'm fine! Thank you for your concern. Su Yan said.
"Then if you're fine, why don't you come and tell me, at least don't worry me. ”
"I don't have a few days left, I have to hurry up and do my own thing, you don't need to worry about me because of self-blame, even if it wasn't you in the cold storage that day, I would save her. ”
"What's wrong with you? Why do you look like you're thousands of miles away?"
"I've always been like this, it's you who think too much, if I do something that makes you misunderstand, you forget it, I'm a frivolous person. I didn't take my feelings seriously when I was a human being, let alone now. ”
"Okay! It's me thinking too much! It's my own sentimentality, I thought we had experienced life and death together, at least we were friends, so I have been worrying about you, for fear that your soul will be scattered, since in your heart, you can't even be a friend, then you can go, we are nothing. ”
"Yes, it's nothing, but thank you for being with me all these days, I won't trouble you again in the future." Take care of yourself. ”
After Su Yan finished speaking, she left, Lu Xiaoman leaned on the hospital bed, tears came again, at that moment she felt that her heart was hollowed out, she never knew that a person could occupy such a big position in her heart in a few days.
Although she had never liked someone, she didn't know that liking someone was so bitter, maybe it was better that way. After all, there was nothing between them except that wrong kiss.
Her love in the bud was ruthlessly strangled by him in an instant. At least he didn't wait for her to help herself, and that was enough.
But why, her heart was tumbling up and down, feeling that her internal organs had moved, and she asked herself not to cry more than once, but the tears still couldn't help rolling down......