I always feel like I've forgotten something.

Very important thing.

Recently, when she closed her eyes, she would see a picture of no more flames in her hometown, but a misty mountaintop.

The place felt like the east – and only the eastern mountains could reach the highest point in the sky.

But there was no one—she stood on the top of the hill, looking around and finding no one.

Then...... Then there was nothing.

Day after day—I can't say how I felt, but it was precisely because I didn't feel it that made it difficult for her to accept—out of those terrible flames, without the face that looked helpless, but still had the beauty of her memory, she felt that everything was empty, and that there was nothing left in her heart.

As she and Shul had said, she existed because of hatred, and when she achieved her goal, she might be as empty as she is now.

——

However, the feeling is still contradictory.

Because of "imaginary", I shouldn't have anything to worry about, but ...... At this time, I didn't just feel like this.

I still feel like I'm looking for something.

......

It's the same today.

The goldfinch walked on the top of the hill, because there was no way down the mountain, and there was no need to look for it—she could feel that it was all innocent and safe, but also meaningless.

Anything that lost the meaning of the fight made her feel meaningless.

It's strange and contradictory.

Sand......

Something suddenly changed, and the Plantageng heard first the sound of the dust rolling—the gently drifting dust and mist sweeping over the top of the mountain, and then a tremor, and she stood there, as if unresponsive, but her eyes easily caught the place where the tremor had occurred—

A huge black shadow gradually rose there—

At first, she thought it was "dawn"—because when the dark shadow became clear, it shimmered with golden light, like a scene when the sun was rising—and she subconsciously tilted her head and shielded her hand from the overly hot light.

Then she turned back again, carefully to see what it was.

A voice sounded softly in her heart, telling her the answer-

This time, she seemed to be accustomed to the brilliant gold, and then she saw that the figure had risen a lot—the gold came from the cascading golden scales, and the color of the scales changed strangely from the bottom to the top, but in the light, people probably couldn't see clearly, because it was too dazzling.

This is......

Then she saw a huge head, with huge horns, and the eyes, which at first glance looked like great amber, reflected her figure, but suddenly the vertical pupils were ignited like rolling flames, and golden flames rose from them, filling them—and then at the same time an indescribable majesty escaped from them, and one could not say a word.

It was at eye level with the goldfinch, but it gradually rose again, and then the goldfinch saw it spread its huge wings to cover the sky.

A pair of dragon wings stretched, and then struck lightly—the wind howled, and the goldfinch almost lost its footing. She gritted her teeth to steady her footing, but her eyes didn't want to leave the huge figure for a moment.

This feeling......

The holy dragon looked down at her from the sky, as dazzling as the sun, and people couldn't help but read the sacred taste from those eyes and that figure - like a pilgrimage, and people couldn't help but bow and worship.

"Holy Dragon......" she muttered to herself, almost forgetting the skill of speaking—she had subconsciously whispered so, "Jock. ”

"You don't have to. ”

The deep voice was like a wave of water, and the goldfinch was startled, and in the blink of an eye, the huge figure had disappeared, replaced by a man on the edge of the cliff.

He looked taller than Shuer, and his face had the vicissitudes that Shuer had not yet had at this time, and he was even more cold than him.

How could it be......

"You shouldn't have ...... a long time ago," the goldfinch's voice suddenly dawned, and it was no longer clear whether this kind of picture was real or illusory.

Why? Saint Dragon Chock should have died a long time ago—if he hadn't died, Shur wouldn't have been able to ......

"The existence of the Holy Dragon is different from other continental races, and the meaning of existence is not actually this body, maybe it's just ......"

"Some kind of spirit. The Plantagenet muttered.

Therefore, the wreckage is only a symbol, and the meaning of the existence of the holy dragon should be in the soul. Jock continued.

The goldfinch had a complicated expression.

If it's spirit—does that mean the hero never died?

Then some of the problems that people are facing should not exist in the first place.

"But I'm dead, and this must be the last remnant. Jock seemed to be able to guess all her thoughts, and said, "Through the soul that remains in the blood, the last bit of 'consciousness' that remains in the world - I'm sorry if this bothers you." ”

"I'm the one to be sorry for. The goldfinch shook her head, and she looked up, her expression calm.

"Then you should know why it's 'you', right? Jock added.

The goldfinch was stunned.

Why was she the one who was able to reach this dream and see Jock?

Does she know? Of course she does.

"I'm ......" Goldfinch frowned, conflicted.

"Wells should have gone to your hometown in order to send Shuer to the Golden Dog Clan, right? On the other hand, you have sacrificed too much for him, and even without you, he would not have survived to this day, all this is like a strange fate. Jock turned his back to the goldfinch, looked at the vast, but cloud-obscured world, and said softly, "And that kid has been haunted until now." ”

"Lingering. Plantagenet frowned.

What would Shure care about?

"He doesn't want to live as a holy dragon, but he has to take on this responsibility, and if he doesn't meet you again, he will pretend that he is just a member of the Golden Dog Clan, even if someone knows who he really is. "I've always been committed to making this continent a better place, supporting them to live freely and happily, thinking that nothing was wrong, but in the end I realized that I had done something wrong." ”

“...... I don't know what to say. But I did hate you, and I won't deny it. The Golden Bird looked at the somewhat lonely figure, thought for a moment, and said, "But this is no longer a world without you, and I will continue to fight in my own way until I complete my mission and realize the meaning of my existence." ”

"But—what is the mission and the meaning? It doesn't make sense to say these things in themselves, because the Holy Dragon and other things are the same against the enemy. However, everyone has always been able to fight only because of themselves, isn't it? Jock said.

The Plantagenet frowned: "But I never did it for ......"

She's not doing it for herself.

It's for ......

She suddenly couldn't say any more.

This dream is so profound, so esoteric that I can't say anything to myself who has been going on the way I want it.

.. Newly revised, faster and more stable updates

Announcement statement: Miao Shu Zhai does not have any kind of download and installation software! All the download and installation software named "Miao Shu Zhai" on the Internet has nothing to do with this site!

(.. = Wonderful Study)

Wonderful study