Chapter 54: Reminiscences

"I haven't thought about it, it's just that for thousands of years, it's just like this, so repeatedly. ”

"What kind of life do you have, the most you can do is to be born and live, not to live for the sake of living, nor to live......"

"How do you understand that?"

"What do you do every day?"

"Let others bear my gaze. ”

"Don't say it so awesomely, isn't it just waiting for someone to come and stare at others, tell me about you, it's so strong that a light is so strong, what are you doing badly, you have to stare at others, you say you stare at people, you have to stare at people, what do you say? Are you happy?"

“......”

"You are such a bright light, why don't you be the leader of those who walk in the dark and lose their way? How many people have you been blind to here for thousands of years?"

"You're the only one"

"I'll go, how many people have you won?"

"Except for you. ”

Drunk Qingzhou suddenly felt that he was quite honored.

"Then do you feel happy when you stare like this every day?"

"What is happiness?"

"You see, you don't even know that you're happy, you're so pathetic, aren't you emotionless? ”

"What are emotions?"

"Come, it just so happens that I have nothing to do, so I'll give you universal knowledge. ”

“......”

Unfamiliar voice, suddenly felt, does this mean that for a long time to come, I have to listen to this person.

"The so-called emotions are the most basic, joy, anger, sorrow, joy, joy, anger, anger, anger, sadness, sadness, happiness, happiness. ”

"What do you mean?"

"Don't worry, I'll give you an analogy. When you hear me speak, you are very reluctant, and you are even a little anxious and irritable when you speak, this is anger, "you fuck, you blinded Lao Tzu's eyes, I grass" This emotion can be felt as an angry emotion, when you meet someone with such emotions, this is telling you that you are living some people or things that make him unhappy. ”

"Oh...... Am I making it difficult for you?"

"What do you think????" The words "drunk and light boat" were almost squeezed out of the teeth.

"What about joy and joy?"

"Hey, it's a joy for you to send me out, and it's really happy to give me another pair of eyes by the way......" Zui Qingzhou continued to explain, although this explanation has a strong purpose and extravagant hopes, but it is always the most real.

"What about mourning?"

"If I'm here all my life, I think I'll be sad. "Drunk Qingzhou is not as calm as before, and it is an emotion that involves others very much, which is a pity.

"This is joy, anger and sorrow? First I hurt your eyes, and then I was trapped here, and you were given a choice, but you chose to stay here, ruined your eyes to save others, and now you feel that it is your joy and joy to leave here with eyes, so why did you choose to stay here in the first place?" The strange voice was a little puzzled.

"What do you call it?"

"Zhan He......"

In the case you are talking about, there are two kinds of "greed" and "responsibility", and "responsibility" is one thing that you are not willing to do, but you have to do, "greed" The most fundamental thing in human nature, greed is more happy for us, but greed is endless, for example, my original choice was determined by responsibility, and now I hope that I can have a pair of sound eyes, out of here, depends on greed, and I hope that my eyes are best to be able to see through everything, or can see thousands of miles away, or can foresee the future, these emotions are called greed. ”

"Will you restrain your greed, then?"

"Probably not, probably ......"

Zhan He didn't have words, drunk Qingzhou and then said "greed", who can control it?"

"If you were given three pairs of eyes, one pair could see through the world, one pair could see thousands of miles away, and the other pair could foresee the future, which one would you choose?"

"I think it's enough for these eyes to be able to see. Drunk Qingzhou suddenly felt that his eyes were gone, and his speech was so philosophical.

"Hey...... It's too similar, it seems that this is fate. ”

"What is too similar?"

"My son has a pair of glasses, and if you are so eager and not greedy, then give them to you. ”

"Don't, don't, although I am desperate to have a pair of eyes, you don't have to give me your son's eyes for me. Drunk Qingzhou suddenly felt that this gift was too sudden and too precious to touch.

"My son, many years ago, passed away. In our Zhan He family, eyes have been the most precious for generations, so after death, eyes will be preserved. ”

"Oh, I'm sorry, but the most painful thing in the world is for a white-haired person to send a black-haired person to mourn. ”

Zhan He was silent, drunk and light, and suddenly brought the topic so heavy.

"If these three pairs of eyes have three special abilities, which one do you want to have?" After a moment of silence, Zhan He's voice slowly sounded.

"If you can see through the world, then it is better to live a painful and tiring life, and you can't see through it. Foreseeing the future? Although we can see the future and avoid many bad things from happening, our ability is limited after all, and if you know it but can't do it, then it is not another kind of suffering. If I had to choose one, I would choose to see a thousand miles away. Drunk Qingzhou said truthfully.

Zhan He was thoughtful.

"Our Zhan He clan will always give Zhan He a special ability when he is an adult, I still remember that day, my son, standing in front of the Zhan He patriarch, said righteously, "I want to see the eyes thousands of miles away", all the children in the same period as him, all chose the other two, but he, chose clairvoyance. ”

"Your son, is excellent. "Drunken Qingzhou thinks it's really outstanding.

"Why?"

"Your son, know what you want. ”

"Yes, since he was a child, he has more ideas than others, he knows what he wants to do, no matter what others think, even if it is only him, he insists on doing it. ”

Drunk Qingzhou could feel that Zhan He was very sad, in order to ease the atmosphere, Zui Qingzhou said, "Now you feel heartache, which is the "sadness" in the emotion."

"Oh...... It turns out that you lost your eyes, and it was so hard. ”

Although Drunk Qingzhou can't experience the "pain of losing a child", it can occasionally be seen that parents can give their most precious things, life, eyes, and money for their children without hesitation...... I think these things shouldn't be as important as my own children.

Drunk Qingzhou actually wanted to ask how his child died, but he was afraid that Zhan He would hurt the scene, so he still held back.

"You want to ask my son, how did he die?"

"Yes," Drunken Qingzhou admitted truthfully.

"Hey...... At that time, it was like this...... "Zhan He began to recall the past.

"Patriarch, I saw thousands of miles away, an enemy came to attack the Zhan He clan. At this time, the Zhan He family was discussing the annual Zhan He coming-of-age ceremony.

"Ling'er, don't make trouble unreasonably, go home quickly," Zhan He Zhan Rinyuan said.

"Father, Ling'er really saw that thousands of miles away, there was an enemy attacking. Zhan Ling'er's eyes were sincere, and it didn't seem like he was lying, everyone began to talk about it, and Zhan Rinyuan looked at the patriarch.

"My people, for hundreds of years, there is no way to see Zhan He thousands of miles away, and now, I can only see Zhan He who foresees the future, to see what the situation is. ”

"Yes, patriarch" Zhan Rinyuan was very happy, at least not because there was an enemy who came to attack him.

"Patriarch, I led the Zhan He to see that in the future, the Zhan He clan will be free from war and chaos, and it will be peaceful. ”

Zhan Ling'er looked at these people in disbelief, "No, I really saw it." Zhan Linger shook her father's hand.

"Kid, there really is no enemy to attack the Zhan He clan. Ling'er's mother can also foresee the future, in order not to hurt his Ling'er, with this selfishness, she went to see it in person.

"Mother, someone really wants to offend the Zhan He clan, I didn't lie, I didn't lie, Mother, you must believe me. Zhan Linger was a little flustered and cried.

"Ling'er, don't be unreasonable, take him back quickly. Zhan Rinyuan was a little angry at Ling'er's mother.

Zhan Linger was grounded for a day, and after he escaped, many friends ridiculed him for being a "liar" and "blind".

"I'm not lying, there really is an enemy coming. ”

No one listened to him, no one believed him.

"Mother, do you believe in Ling'er?" Zhan Ling'er ran home crying, looking for comfort.

"Ling'er, mother believes in you, but in the future, Zhan He will not be offended by any clan. ”

"Mother, there really is a ......"

"Presumptuous, don't you think it's enough to be embarrassed?" said Zhan He, picking up the whip and preparing to whip him hard.

"Father, why can't you believe in Ling'er, my father doesn't believe in Ling'er, so other people, let alone believe it, father, is it true that in your eyes, Ling'er is the one who likes to make something out of nothing to get attention?" Zhan Ling'er said neither humbly nor arrogantly.

Zhan Rinyuan couldn't refute it, but there was no more evidence.

"You don't have more proof, so many Zhan He have seen the future, and what proof do you have to say that there is an enemy coming? . ”

"I'll find more proof. Zhan Linger ran out angrily.

Day and night, they came to the enemy barracks.

"I heard that the Zhan He clan has long lost clairvoyance, so this sneak attack will definitely succeed. ”

"Count your kid as the first contribution. ”

"Hey, hey, thank you, Chief......"

Zhan Ling'er thought about how to bring the situation here back to the Zhan He Clan, listening to how the two of them deployed and how they attacked the Zhan He Clan.

Zhan Ling'er went back overnight.

"Ling'er, where have you been?" His mother was very anxious, and when Zhan Ling'er found out that everyone didn't believe him, he could only beg his mother.

"Mother, there really is an enemy. ”

"Do you dare to come back?" a majestic voice behind him, and Ling'er's mother protected her behind her.

"Father. Zhan Linger knew his father's temperament, and it was useless to say more.

"You keep saying that there is an enemy, so do you know what the enemy looks like?"

"I don't know"

"How many troops does the enemy have?"

"I don't know"

"So, how are we supposed to trust you?"

"By virtue of the fact that I am the son of my father. ”

"War of tongues, no one here will believe you just because you are my son. Listen, I know you think your companions are laughing at your eyes, and you are saying this to get attention, so as to show that your eyes are useful. ”

"Father, I thought you would. Zhan Ling'er was a little hurt, "Father, Ling'er is like this in your heart?"

Listening to Zhan Ling'er's words, Zhan Rinyuan was a little moved, "Ling'er." ”

Zhan Ling'er pushed Zhan Rinyuan away and stretched out his hand, "I know what I'm going to do, I also know what I'm doing, what to say, I didn't think it was useless when I chose this clairvoyant, although I was very sad about the ridicule of others, but I didn't care at all, but, father, you don't believe me?" Zhan Linger's hurt eyes made Zhan Rinyuan feel uplifted.

Zhan Ling'er ran away and ran to the stream where she often walked after being injured before.

"What does it have to do with me, I said you don't believe me, look, tomorrow will attack you, you will all die. Zhan Linger said angrily, throwing stones and throwing all his anger into the water.

"Just because I'm a child? Why don't I believe what I say? Why should I lie? Should children not be trusted?"

"Father, why don't you believe me, why do you think I'm here to attract everyone's attention, I'm not so childish......"

After Zhan Ling'er finished the fire, he sat by the stream and looked up at the sky, the surrounding was dark and scary, but he could see everything around him clearly, he was not afraid, there was nothing to fear.

Zhan Ling'er thought, what if it was dawn and many enemies attacked, his family, clansmen, and the creek that accompanied him would all be gone, the more Zhan Ling'er thought about it, the more scared he became, and when Zhan Ling'er came to his senses, he was already in front of the Zhan He clan's arsenal.

Zhan Ling'er secretly moved out these things that could be ambushed little by little.

The next day, the enemy attacked.

"Patriarch, it's not good, the Rampant Tiger is coming. Everyone was shocked, this rampant flame tiger was almost one of the most ferocious demon beasts, far above the wolf.

"It's down the mountain. ”

"Prepare for battle, go to the arsenal. ”

Under the leadership of Zhan Rinyuan, he quickly entered the battle state. The most powerful weapon of the Zhan He clan is relatively heavy and takes time.

"It's too fast, and the weapon doesn't have time to get it. ”

"Send more people. ”

"The Rampant Tiger is already at the bottom of the mountain. ”

Peng ...... Ah......"

"It's not good to have an ambush ......" Rampant Tiger slowed down. Zhan Rinyuan was a little fortunate that he could win more time. "Who set up the ambush? Zhan Rinyuan's first reaction was actually Zhan Ling'er.

"Ling'er"

The organ set up by Zhan Ling'er can only delay time, and with his strength, he can't move large weapons, so he can complete all this deployment as quickly as possible to win time for the Zhan He clan.

Zhan Ling'er was busy until dawn, too sleepy, so he fell asleep, and when he woke up, the rampant tigers had already attacked in a flood of mountains, Zhan Ling'er looked around, cleverly avoided, and he was very happy at this moment. He was ever so happy that he felt that clairvoyance was so useful and that he had made a decision.

Zhan Rinyuan saw that Zhan Ling'er was almost surrounded by rampant tigers, but he could always cleverly dodge, Zhan Rinyuan pinched a cold sweat for him, and suddenly, Zhan Rinyuan knew why Ling'er was smiling so happily.

Just as Zhan Ling'er was slowly walking like Zhan Heshan's secret tunnel, suddenly, with a "coffee", Zhan Ling'er's legs were trapped by a large beast trap, and blood flowed.

Soon, Ling'er's voice attracted a large number of rampant tigers.

"The catapult has been fought. “

"Put" Zhan He clan launched a fierce attack, this catapult, using large stones, wrapped in a layer of flammable materials, thrown over, the rampant flame tiger to spit flames attack, one after another stones came over, all were stained with flames.

It's really like moving a stone and hitting one's own feet, and the rampant tiger is being attacked and retreating. Everyone saw that Ling'er was trapped, and they all reduced the firepower there.

"The attack here is weak, we attack from here, ......" Rampant Yan quickly found that Ling'er had the weakest attack.

"Quick, get the arrows. Zhan Rinyuan's eyes were bloodshot, and some of the Zhan He clan were reluctant to act.

"This is a military order. ”

The rampant flame tiger crossed over Ling'er without hurting Ling'er in the slightest.

Zhan Rinyuan ordered, "Attack Zhan Ling'er." "I was the first to shoot an arrow.

"Hmph, he didn't hesitate to sacrifice his own people, it seems that this Zhan He clan is more ruthless than us. Hahahahaha, the tigers obeyed the order and protected the little ghost of the Zhan He clan. "Rampant Flame Tiger gave an order, and the two Rampant Flame Tigers guarded Ling'er, and the wings of the Rampant Flame Tiger were comparable to armor, and they were invulnerable.

Protected Zhan Ling'er, Zhan Rinyuan attacked fiercely, and the Rampant Tiger had to give an order, after letting go of Ling'er, Zhan Rin Yuan kept shooting arrows, and the Rampant Tiger was really loose and couldn't be protected.

For a time, it was at an impasse, and the rampant tiger could not advance or retreat.

During this period of time, it was almost exhausted, Zhan Rinyuan's lifelong strength, if it went on like this, the Zhan He clan could not support it at all, and he could no longer be ruthless and continue to attack his children, Zhan Rinyuan stood on the mountain and cried.

Everyone was silent, and Ling'er could see everything on the mountain clearly, "Father." "Such a stern father cries like a child.

He knew that if he didn't die, the Zhan He clan would not be safe.

Zhan Rinyuan's heart suddenly twitched. "Ling'er. ”

Ling'er suddenly broke free from the trapped beast trap, forcibly ripped off his legs, and the bones separated, this struggle, Ling'er's half life was gone, he exhausted his last breath, and rushed into the arrow forest of the Zhan He clan.

"Ling'er ......"

"Call me ......" Everyone faced Ling'er's death, and they couldn't let go, and the rampant tiger was defeated and retreated, and his vitality was greatly damaged. Until the retreat.

Zhan He's sadness broke everything, and the drunk light boat couldn't comfort him, in fact, Zhan He was originally a person with emotions, but after the great sorrow, there was no other emotion.

"I can't imagine how a child of his age could move the contents of his arsenal out of the arsenal? I can't imagine that this child, after so much distrust, can still stick to his heart and do what he wants. Zhan Rinyuan's voice revealed endless sadness.

"I'm not a good father. ”

Drunk Qingzhou couldn't think of any comforting words for a while, and it was bitter, how could he say it in a few words.

At this point, there was silence.