Something you can not see.
Something simply.
"The Enlightened One" is written here, there are about 170,000 words, and it is still a child, if the story of this book is subdivided, it is probably the appearance of the three volumes of "Yourself", "Heaven and Earth" and "All Beings", and the first volume of "Yourself" is only the beginning now.
As I said before, when I wrote this book, I was more willful, it mixed with a lot of my personal goods, and also carried a lot of things that I had outside the book, I don't want to talk about human nature and other things, let's just talk about this book, first talk about the title and idea.
Enlightened person, literally speaking, may be understood as a very powerful person, many people think: "The protagonist you depicted has been upgraded by fighting monsters, standing at the peak of this world, cultivating to be the first in the world, and then mastering what heavenly dao, great avenue and the like are transcended, then, this person can become an enlightened person." ”
I would say, it's not like that.
Its Tao is not the Tao in our traditional sense, it also refers to a kind of attitude towards life, and the so-called enlightened person can also be regarded as a kind of comprehension of life.
On the same thing, at different times, there will be different ideas, such as expressing love for your beloved girl.
When you are ten years old, you may be ignorant, when you are fifteen, you may be a little shy, at twenty-five, you will think that this is a romantic thing, at forty, you may be indifferent, if you are seventy or eighty, then it is a different thought......
In every time period, people are constantly changing, looking back at what happened to them, sometimes you may think: "Oh, so naïve, is that really me?" This kind of mentality, I think is an inevitable mentality that the enlightened person has, which shows that people, all the time are undergoing transformation, maybe you have not reached the peak of life, but this is already a kind of walking on the road to enlightenment, the so-called enlightenment of the detachment, the most essential thing is still the person himself, otherwise you think that after the world is invincible, people who have not experienced these things, they can be regarded as enlightened, maybe it will be very powerful, but what is the use?
In this world, all people are like a flat boat in the vast sea, compared to the sea, everyone is very small, it is possible that a small wind and waves may be swallowed up in an instant, the world is like a bitter sea, the body is a raft, each of us is struggling in this world called the bitter sea, in order to survive, for some other things, there are pays, there are compromises, but mostly, we will still keep changing our lives.
So in this book, I probably want to write about the gradual transformation of the life of an enlightened person, which may not be like that at the beginning, after going through different things, people sometimes have great contrasts, and what I want to write about is probably this.
But in a world, it is unrealistic to use one person to embody this kind of thing, it requires a lot of people, a lot of things, and a lot of materials to show, so sometimes, in the depiction of every character in this book, it will be a living and true portrayal, in the supporting roles, I spent a lot of pen and ink, I don't want them to be a group of boring people, as if they are marionettes to repeat the same thing.
Here's one.
The second, also because I am trying new narrative techniques, it is undeniable that multi-shot description, in the direction of story description will appear more three-dimensional, will appear more realistic, of course, things are good and bad, in this way, there are many people will feel very messy, because you look at this kind of multi-lens description, the mind needs to be integrated, different things happen in different areas, you need to turn out some of the plots you have seen before out of your mind, and the deep experience is naturally no problem, but if you narrate like this, it will still cause obstacles to some readers, so in the future, I will try to write less about this complex description, it may be much better to change to a dual lens or interspersed narration.
Again,When the sky is free,,I will also take out my mobile phone to read book reviews and the like.,I also read the suggestion of the black pig classmate.,It's really a good suggestion.,When I have time in the future,,I'll consider writing some extras to post on the work.。
Then we're talking about some of the protagonists, Chu Xuan, you don't have to complain about the name, especially Qinglian, my first debut novel more than ten years ago, the protagonist's name is Chu Xuan, for me, this name has a different meaning, the name of this thing is harmless, you can also call him by another name - Kill Shengren, a name that sounds very stylish.
This name was given to him by his master, of course, there is a story around the name, which will be written later, we just simply talk about him, after all, it is more than two o'clock in the evening, the time is not early, and he has to go to work tomorrow, so ...... Quick.
From the very beginning, I was hesitant, I have been thinking about whether I should let him be the protagonist, because I conceived three characters with different personalities and different encounters at that time, and the role of Chu Xuan has too many qualities, which may not necessarily be recognized by others, I can say that if he is made a male partner, he will definitely be better than becoming the protagonist, and in the end, the time lasted for more than half a year, all kinds of entanglements brewing, all kinds of outlines, for various reasons, in the end, I still chose him.
Perhaps many people think that this person, who is young and amazing, has made a name for himself in the world, and is full of brilliance, and he can attract the attention of everyone in the world as soon as he is born, and there is a more powerful master, and then that master is still very protective...... All of this adds up, and he should be one of the happiest people in the world.
- However, this is only a façade.
As soon as he was born, he had no father, at the age of five, his mother died, and after that, although he met a very powerful master, but in the shaping stage of life, all his trajectories were run according to his master's ideas, and children of this age were what you taught, and there were not too many subjective thoughts of their own, and his master instilled some of his life values into him, cultivated him into a big devil who was ruthless, and even told him clearly that all people in the world are ants, but you are different from them, your eyes should be on the sky, eat yourself, eat the heaven and the earth, eat all sentient beings, and finally have only one purpose, enlightenment!
Of course, this is his master's way, so could it be his way?
This kind of question will gradually generate an answer after a person grows and transforms. Am I on the wrong path? Am I on the right path? Is this the path I am going?
It's almost like asking what you've been through, if you can keep going, it's easier to accept this way, but if you waver, it will be a devastating blow on the road of life.
The path arranged by others may not be suitable for him, after adulthood, some unusual experiences made him gradually understand some truths, and there was some rejection of this kind of fighting and killing, with the migration of time, a seed of disgust gradually appeared in the depths of his heart, and later, he met a woman, the seed germinated, and then, his master noticed that the master, who had always been so strong that no one dared to disobey, wanted to talk about this kind of sprout to be eliminated, he killed the woman, and forced him to "eat" dropped her, but the rift in the apprentice's heart became even bigger, and the situation that evolved in the end became normal, it must have been a trouble......
In fact, at this time, his heart should have collapsed, and the master, who was as close as his biological father, became the murderer of his lover, and whether you would avenge this revenge or not? On the one hand, he was a master who had the grace of nurturing and teaching, and on the other hand, he was a lover who promised to stay with him for a lifetime, and a huge problem was placed in front of him, and this state of mind was beyond the comprehension of ordinary people.
In fact, I have always believed that no matter whether a person is ruthless or strong in their own aspects, there is always a weakness in his heart, and most people are no exception. I remember that CCTV had a public service advertisement, talking about an old man with Alzheimer's disease, who had a bad memory and looked at everything, and even his family didn't remember, but the only thing he remembered was that his son liked to eat dumplings......
This is true of special groups, how can a whole person have no weakness? Why are you an exception? Are you a stone?
Therefore, the killing of Shengren was disheartened and made a ten-year covenant, which was a silent protest, and as a figure standing at the peak of time, his master's temper may not be much better, and he shot in a rage, he was pierced through his shoulder blades, suppressed in the Eye of the North Sea, and only got out of trouble after a year, and finally, the scene at the beginning happened.
This is the antecedent, the background of the development of the story, so after returning to Baiyun City, I don't think his current temperament will have much initiative to promote the plot.
So in dealing with Yin Lihua, we must first understand his character.
Once as a demon-like character, whether he wants it or not, the instinct to kill has been integrated into his life and has become a habit, so killing Yin Lihua is no different from accidentally stepping on an ant to death for him, and his heart may not even have some waves, besides, death is not a terrible thing for some people, I have always believed that loneliness is the biggest obstacle in my heart.
Therefore, banishing in the Dao method of "the end of the world", I think it is appropriate to deal with this matter.
Then there is the sultan fish.
A woman's little sister, the only descendant of Huangquan Dao at present, and the only relative of her sister in the world, when facing this kind of person, I think, his mood must be complicated, the sentence "I owe you a favor" may not be the catharsis of some emotion in the heart, you can see it as a kind of compensation, it can also be seen as a sequelae of negative emotions, but in any case, in the matter of treating her senior sister, his inner pain is indescribable.
Uh, writing here, I looked at the time, 2:59, it's 3 o'clock, damn, I'm going to work tomorrow......
Okay, I'll speed it up.
Update or something,Because you still need to earn full attendance on the shelves.,Now full attendance seems to be four thousand or six thousand a day?I'll check it when I have time.,This is the lowest update standard.,Of course,If the results are better,It seems that there is a half-year bonus.,This is even worse.,It seems to be 180,000 words per month.,That's six thousand a day.,If the results are better.,Of course, you have to fight for it.,Anyway, after the shelves,,The update is the bottom of the number of words in full attendance.。
People are forced out, and if they are used to it, they are used to it.
Well, it's time to sleep, my mind is a little messy, I guess the words will be even more messy, and then, let's talk about something very important and serious.
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PS: Needless to say, there is a Sanjiang ticket this week, that is, enter the Sanjiang page, there is a place to click to receive, and then find this book and vote for Sanjiang.