In the past half a month, it is definitely a kind of torture that is more unbearable than going to prison, but Su Bai's current move has some other meanings, it can't be said that he is giving up on himself, but he can't talk about how good his mental state is now, and it must not be compatible with positivity. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

However, the feeling of lying in the river now is indeed good, as if a person is immersed in the dreamy vertigo of the poppy, knowing that this will sink him, but he is unable to extricate himself, and he is too lazy to extricate himself,

This feels, not bad,

Even, it's good.

This is the reason why many people choose to smoke that kind of thing and go to the point of no return, to put it more simply, there are many smokers in the world, and the vast majority of people know that smoking is harmful to health, and every cigarette box says that smoking is harmful to health, but smokers still ignore this and continue to swallow the clouds.

Many things are known to be wrong, but there are still many people who choose this way.

Floating and sinking in the river water, this feels like the ups and downs of life, this is just a kind of emotion, because Su Bai only has emotion left to do now, and the original strong mental state has basically been worn out in the past half a month, after all, this is not an ordinary prison, every day you stay here, it is a kind of physical and mental torture, even if your heart is as tough as iron, it is also forcibly tortured into finger twisting.

People always need to choose to indulge, and it is impossible to maintain a sober and rational state all the time, after all, people are not machines, they need to rest and relax.

When he was in the river, through the turbid water, Su Bai saw a group of densely packed people in white standing on the sides of the bank, which was a scene that could make people's scalps tingle, but from now on, Su Bai looked like it didn't matter.

Love whoever you want, this damn place, no matter how many secrets you have, no matter how many mysteries you have, Lao Tzu doesn't care.

Goodo......

Goodo......

Goodo......

Su Bai is sinking lower and lower, sinking lower and lower, which also means that Su Bai is sinking more and more.

"Come on...... Come on...... Come on......"

"Come on...... Come on...... Come on......"

The voice is calling, the fog is misty,

Su Bai's eyes gradually blurred, everything in front of him became not so real, all around, some people were dancing, some were singing, some were gambling, some were playing, and even, some people were announcing yin during the day.

It's a world of indulgence, it's a country of wantonness, it's a wonderful place, and it's a place that people can't stop.

Who can leave?

Who would want to leave?

Who wants to leave?

Knowing that it is a mouthful of poison, he willingly eats it in one bite, and he doesn't need to worry about the consequences, and he doesn't need to worry about any gains and losses.

life

Come to an end

So be it.

At least in one way like this, it seems wonderful to die.

Although this move is more like a kind of suicide, it is also good to be able to commit suicide in such a beautiful way.

In the river, there were corpses and bones clinging to Su Bai's body, dense, circle after circle, like a spider web, absorbing a lot, and implicating a lot.

Everyone sinks together,

Everyone dreams together,

Hi everyone,

It's like a party that never ends.

When a person has been suppressed for a long time, he really needs this way to relieve pressure, especially when Su Bai has no smoke, and there is no woman here, he can only choose a kind of self-destruction to complete the final pleasure.

Because Su Bai can't hold on to the next story world, he doesn't want to hold on.

Probably because of the entry of fresh life, there were more and more corpses that came to cling to Su Bai, and naturally, this circle began to sink more and more.

Su Bai's body slowly began to decay, and in some places, there were traces of white bones, which was a normal thing, and when your mind chose to sink itself, your body would naturally slowly decay.

It's a process that can't be changed, and it's like being blindfolded and cutting a cut on your wrist and then scaring yourself to death by listening to the sound of dripping water.

It's just that when he went down more and more, Su Bai's eyes, through the vast yellow water, saw that there seemed to be something below,

It's a piece of tombstone,

Tall tombstones.

The tombstone clearly bears the traces of time, after all, it is constantly being washed by the dirty river, but it can also clearly distinguish the old and the new of the tombstone.

On the latest tombstone, the words engraved are much clearer.

"Lychee"

These two words, clearly engraved on the tombstone, are not as conventional as the tomb of so-and-so, just two words, simple and crisp, which seems to be very in line with the character of that woman.

Her tombstone?

She has been here, Su Bai can understand and accept it, she can indeed come here at the beginning, and she should have come here, because according to the records here, there have been many bigwig-level listeners who have been here.

But what is the reason for them to be here?

No one knows.

And now, Su Bai was obviously aware that it seemed that the truth of those bigwig-level listeners coming here had been presented in front of him.

There are many tombstones here, at least in Su Bai's sight, there are almost twenty, there must be more, and the latest one is left by Lychee.

"Bang Bang ......"

The water flow didn't know what the reason was, so he hit a whirlpool, and directly hit Su Bai and the corpses that were clinging to him around him to a deeper place, like a big dandelion flying in the wind, and there was no way to control himself at all.

"Knock Knock Knock ......"

Because there are too many corpses, perhaps because there have been no new lives to join for too long, the old residents here seem to be more excited, they are eager to witness a new life sinking here, to experience the pleasure together, it can also be said that they have sunk, that hope that all the living people will sink like them, otherwise their hearts will be unbalanced.

But because there were too many corpses clinging to it, when it was thrown by the whirlpool, this large piece of scallop-like surface of the corpse smashed directly on a tombstone below.

For a moment, this huge spider web, or scallop, was smashed to pieces, and Su Bai's body also hit this tombstone, and then slowly slid down.

His blood, his flesh and bones, are constantly separating out, and it has reached the point where half of his face is half of his bones and half of his bones, but Su Bai still vaguely saw that the tombstone he hit was engraved with five sonorous words:

"The Tomb of Su Yuhang"

Is it his tombstone?

How could it be his tombstone?

Su Bai suddenly felt so ironic, too ironic,

When he was going to indulge and sink for the last time, he was actually destined to die by this man's tombstone, a guy with the same blood as himself, a guy he wanted to torture and kill with his own hands,

Is he going to be completely terminated under his tombstone?

There is a touch of unwillingness in my heart, but this kind of unwillingness is so worthless in the almost irreversible sinking now, some things, some decisions, once done, there is no way to change it, it is difficult to recover, this is the truth.

Although I feel disgusting, I certainly feel very sarcastic,

But Su Bai also knew in his heart that he was probably going to die on this tombstone.

This pair of men and women, for their own experiments, did not hesitate to use their own flesh and blood as experiments that could be sacrificed and played.

so

Did you calculate that one of the test subjects would eventually become your grave keeper?

Really, waste recycling......

There was a last angry roar in his throat, and Su Bai's fist smashed on the tombstone very weakly, and now this little bit of strength naturally couldn't shake the stone monument in the slightest, but at least it could allow Su Bai to vent his resentment before he died.

I thought I was dying with a beautiful and comfortable hallucination, but the reality was that I poured a basin of feces on myself before I died.

This transformation is enough.

It's just that when Su Bai's flesh and blood hit it, this tombstone underwent a special change, and the words on it became a little brighter.

At the same time, in front of the tombstone, a phantom appeared, this phantom Su Bai knew, after all, in his memory, this figure has always belonged to his father, of course, Su Bai is naturally clear now, his childhood memories basically come from that picture.

"I, Su Yuhang, leave a tombstone here, cut off the past, isolate the present, and block the future, in order to get rid of cause and effect and achieve self-achievement!"

Suddenly, this voice also came into Su Bai's ears,

Now Su Bai finally understood why so many bigwig-level listeners were coming here, this seemed to be the place where they preached, and it was also the place where they obtained the attainment of higher existence from the transcendent high-level audience.

The tombstones here are like seals,

Leaving your own tombstone here represents a kind of self-determination, a kind of transformation, and a kind of rebirth!

This is where the broadcast acknowledges?

Why did you choose to be here?

There are a lot of questions in Su Bai's mind, but now he is powerless to think about it, and he is too lazy to think about it, after all, he wants to sleep with this man's tombstone.

This ending,

In Su Bai's opinion, it is simply bloody......

It's just that the image of the man in the phantom has not completely disappeared, he seems to have glanced back, and there is a touch of confusion in his eyes,

"Who is it?"

This is a record of the image of Su Yuhang's tombstone left here when he preached, so at that moment more than 20 years ago, he seemed to have noticed that more than 20 years later, someone would come to his tombstone.

Before dissipating, the phantom stretched out his hand and slowly lifted it up,

"No matter who you are, this is the place where I preach, you are not allowed to blaspheme, get out of me!"

As soon as the phantom's voice fell, it immediately dissipated, but the water below suddenly trembled, and a huge column of water rose up, directly rushing Su Bai out.

When breaking out of the water,

Su Bai raised a middle finger with the last bit of strength,

"......"

This is how Su Bai feels now,

And then

There was a crisp sound, and Su Bai fell to the low-lying place on the edge of the river.

The black cat slowly walked over and circled around the half-skeleton,

It seems to be sure if this thing is dead or not?