postscript

There was a time when I wanted to be a writer, a career of honor and social status, and the main thing was that I liked to fiddle with words and make a pride of it.

When I grew up, I experienced some things, only to find that I was getting farther and farther away from the ideal of being a writer, and there were too many helplessness and desires in this era, if I was just good at writing, not only would I not necessarily be able to get glory, but I would even become the object of disdain of others, even if they did not have this ability.

Now, I suddenly realized that I was good for nothing but my not very good writing skills. I also became more and more identified with the people who had denied me in the first place, and I thought that if they had denied me to a greater extent, perhaps, I would have put aside my vanity, picked up my diligence, and walked out of a more practical path like them. However, I just can't ignore that I don't have any advantages.

I rarely read, and I have read even fewer novels, but when I was a child, I read half of "Water Margin" and half of "Journey to the West" (because I didn't have the second half at home), and I read "Fengshen Bang" and "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" in junior high school, and I borrowed a martial arts novel from a classmate in high school.

At the beginning of this work, I just felt that Luo Guanzhong, Jin Yong and other millennium generations of geniuses were respected and respected by people, to see if I could create a few novels, and if I could also be worshiped by people, the purpose was very utilitarian.

As I grow older and mentally, after experiencing some things, I know that some things cannot be said, some things need to be said implicitly, and some things have to be said. Gradually, these words were integrated into the work, and later, I felt that the work should be more responsible and more rigorous, so I began to collect all kinds of information on Baidu, repeatedly arguing whether the characters, content, and plot of the work are reasonable and whether it can attract more people to read.

Sometimes I am very distressed, because after all, I have read few books, no connotation, and I know that my works are not perfect, and there are still some plots and content that need to be improved, but when I hit a wall, I am haggard, and I don't have more energy to perfunctory, but fortunately, as long as I complete the lowest goal - give myself an explanation!

I'm in my thirties, and fate hasn't opened a door to success for me. Fortunately, at this time, your novel website opened a window for me to admire the bright night sky and the brilliant morning sun. I have no reason not to be grateful, even if I didn't sign a contract or put my work on the list, but I left footprints on the Internet, and I did my best to give an account to myself and all those who care about me!

In the same way, I am very grateful to everyone who read my novels, thank you, I will continue to work hard and may our tomorrow be even better!

If one day, I might be able to succeed, I'm sure I won't forget about your website, after all, it's where I started. If I'm still not named, I'll remember your website too, after all, it gave me a platform to show myself.

Life is just a longing for the future, a moment of vain time and a moment of looking back, I hope that every step I take, closely follow my dreams and go all out, I hope I live up to my fate!