readx;? Chapter 160 In this life, where to go

Author: Skyrim Drive

He Yue went to court every day, and stayed in the palace at night, and he had to come to see the wind dye once every other day, which made the days of the wind dye suddenly idle. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

With the improvement of his body, the recovery of his strength, and the calm of his days, the pain of the wind stained gradually subsided, and the accumulated scars on his heart, although far from healing, no longer hurt him so much that he trembled. When He Yue was away, in addition to practicing, there was too much free time, Feng Ran sat alone in Rong Yuan's small study, and couldn't help but think back to what had happened in the past year or so, and also to look back on what had happened in the past twenty years.

The mother concubine exhausted her life to give birth to herself, and then she was tortured by body poison to grow to the age of seven, and she was sent to Xuanwu Mountain to struggle to survive, and finally controlled the body poison and returned to the Yin Kingdom. Feng Ran He had a difficult life and was in a hurry, and he never took a good look at himself. Looking back now, I still remember the pain vividly, but after all, after some days, I have more reason and calm.

First of all, it was Zheng Chengbi's sentence "Are you afraid that my Zheng family will not have a strong son to support him?" deeply shocked him. Before going down the mountain, Xuanwu Zhenren's parting message turned out to be "Since the age of twenty-five, I have been declining before I am old, and my life span is no more than thirty." Shape up or ship out. At that time, Feng Ran was only fifteen years old, but he had already spent half of his life! Later, when he was held hostage by He Yue twice and forced to stay, Feng Ran was really discouraged, and he broke the jar and fell, anyway, his body was dirty, and he didn't live long, where to support the elderly? Zheng Chengbi's words, after thinking about it, made Feng Ran's mind gradually come alive, and he thought for the first time, if he could live a normal life, what would he do? Before, his life had nothing to plan, he wanted to wait for Lu Feiqing to "wake up" and return to the mountains and wilderness with him. Now Feng Ran thinks that it is naturally impossible for him to stay in the Wind Garden and be a male pet for the rest of his life, so what is he going to do?

Secondly, his unruly feelings for Lu Feiqing have gradually faded. Since Lu Feiqing escaped, he still missed him very much, knowing that Lu Feiqing had recovered from his injuries and won the top spot in the Dingshan competition, he was thrown into the Tingguo Barracks. Later, I knew from Zheng Jia's words that Princess Phantom Sand seemed to have a blue eye for a low-level general surnamed Lu, if the general surnamed Lu that Zheng Jia said was Lu Feiqing, then Lu Feiqing was approaching the woman he liked. When Feng Ran knew that Lu Feiqing liked a woman, his heart was so painful that he was dripping blood, and now when he knew that Lu Feiqing was approaching the woman he liked, Feng Ran only felt a little melancholy, compared with the stark pain at the beginning, it was like a world away. Lu Feiqing has already fallen in love with women, he will never "wake up" for a long time, and his feelings for Lu Feiqing are destined to be hopeless. Now that he is dirty again, he is no longer worthy of liking a pure and clear person like Lu Feiqing, this relationship, whether Feng Ran wants it or not, he must let go. Feng Ran was a rational and calm person, and he could afford to lift it and let it go, knowing that if he didn't let go, he was just adding to his own pain in vain. After groaning, after the pain, Feng Ran finally resolutely gave up this unruly relationship that had never begun. Fortunately, Feng Ran has never behaved rudely to Lu Feiqing, they are still brothers! The relationship between brothers has been cultivated little by little since childhood, and its profundity is not inferior to that immoral feeling. Feng Ran thought that if Lu Feiqing was in danger, he would still sacrifice his life to save him. His scarlet deserves what he does!

broke off the emotional entanglement with Lu Feiqing, and looked back at his relationship with He Yue. No! Where did he and He Yue get their feelings? Some of them were just toyed with and toyed with! Imprisoned and imprisoned! Held hostage and held hostage! No matter how warmly He Yue treated him, how meticulously he cherished him, and how he was very spoiled and spoiled, he couldn't hide the iron-clad fact that he was He Yue's male pet! No matter what kind of feelings He Yue had for him, he would never be emotionally attached to He Yue! He liked He Yue more and more the pleasure that He Yue brought him, and that was only physical liking. Feng Ran admits that he is physically weak and indulgent, but that is only physical sinking, and has nothing to do with feelings!

Putting aside the personal grudge with He Yue, Feng Ran had to admit that He Yue was a good emperor and had a tendency to become a generation of Ming Monarch Holy Lords.

Watching He Yue fight the ministers almost every day, step by step indomitable and exhausted to implement his policies and decrees, his tenacity and perseverance made Feng Ran feel admired. Although He Yue's martial arts are far less strong than his own, He Yue's feeling to Feng Dye is powerful. Yes, He Yue is powerful, if He Yue is not strong enough, how can he imprison himself again and again, defeat himself again and again, and finally trap himself by his side and become his prison?

Feng Ran watched He Yue move towards his holy lord Mingjun day by day, towards his own grand cause, but he was doing nothing day by day, wasting his time, and finally his heart was moved, and he finally felt emotional. Watching He Yue keep working and busy, living so vividly and fully, but he is like an ordinary male pet, waiting for him to be blessed with emptiness and boredom, waiting for He Yue to give him a physical pleasure.

People have the heart of comparison, and after the comparison, Feng Ran gradually felt a little unwilling. He is also a prince, even if he is not a son-in-law, if he goes back to become the young master of the Zheng family, he will also have a chance to ascend the throne and become the emperor!

After getting along with He Yue for a year, Feng Ran was still able to calmly admit that He Yue was better than him in many aspects, and in the battle with He Yue, even in extreme pain, he had already lost convincingly. No matter how unwilling he is, it is actually difficult to have a chance to turn over under He Yue.

However, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, He Yue always inadvertently taught him some skills and abilities such as governing the council, ruling his subordinates, checking and balancing parties, and mediating contradictions. If he wanted to, he could actually learn a lot from He Yue.

After all, Feng Ran had just turned twenty years old, and after all, there were still some young people who liked the habit of dreaming, he thought, why didn't he learn He Yue's skills, and then regroup, and then defeat He Yue? Losing to He Yue before didn't mean that he would lose to He Yue for the rest of his life, as long as he was alive, as long as he didn't admit defeat, there was hope to turn defeat into victory, didn't it?

Since Zheng Chengbi told him conclusively, he could use the double cultivation method to rely on other people's essence and blood to prolong his lifespan. Regarding the double cultivation method, although Zheng Chengbi's statement is different from Xuanwu Zhenren's statement, Feng Ran believes that Zheng Chengbi will not lie to him, and Zheng Chengbi, as the head of the Zheng family, will not support a short-lived person to fight for the throne. Although it is clear that the method of prolonging life that Zheng Chengbi said is very inhumane, but Feng Ran still wants to live longer, in this life, there are some deeds, leaving a name in history, and he did not come to this world in vain. Feng Ran thought, after practicing the double cultivation exercises, if he doesn't harm others, he will pick He Yue's flowers! Who told He Yue to treat him so shamelessly, why should he be benevolent and righteous when he treats He Yue? Besides, Feng Ran knows his own cleanliness and habits, and it is impossible for him to have such an unbearable thing with others, and he can't even bear to have such a thing with Zheng Xiunian. In this life, the only flower he can pick is He Yue's!

Kazeran is glad that after all that has happened, he is still alive. Especially in the past year or so, he has been hovering on the edge of life and death several times, and it was He Yue who grabbed him to death and was reluctant to let go, so he left him in the world. Do you want to be grateful to He Yue? He Yue saved himself again and again, that's right, but what He Yue wanted to save was just a play he liked, just a slave who sold himself to him, he saved him, or didn't save him, it was a matter of course, why should he be grateful to He Yue? It's just that since he survived with so much difficulty, this life, in the future, he should cherish it, and he will never do that stupid thing of seeking death and life. Sometimes when I think back to the several times I begged for death in the past year, Feng Ran felt secretly frightened.

The situation in Fengmeng Continent now looks calm, but Feng Ran clearly feels that the war is approaching, on the one hand, He Yue is ambitious and wants to dominate Fengmeng, on the other hand, the Zheng family has been planning and preparing for war for many years, and wants to set foot in the world. If both sides want to achieve their goals, war is inevitable. What's more, there is also the map that Mao En gave him through the hand of the queen, I am afraid that the war is imminent, just in the past two years! Feng Ran has been taught by Zheng Xiunian since he was a child, and he has learned the art of war.

After a moment of quiet contemplation, Feng Ran finally cheered up after a moment of self-abandonment and extreme dead silence. He thought, first steal the teacher from He Yue, make up for his previous shortcomings, practice the double cultivation method, and then pick He Yue's flowers, and then find an opportunity to defeat He Yue, just like He Yue destroyed himself at the beginning, destroy He Yue! This kind of revenge is considered home, isn't it?

After experiencing depression and decadence, Feng Ran hid alone in Rong Yuan and licked his wounds, dissecting himself rationally with an almost cruel calmness, learning from the pain, and planning the way to go in the future.

At that time, Feng Dye was twenty years old, scattered in the mud, and reborn in shame.

I don't know if it's my own delusion, He Yue always feels that since Queen Mao visited Feng Ran, the decadence and depression on Feng Ran's body have slowly faded, and he is no longer so dead and alive, and everything does not linger in his heart. Although Feng Dye is far less vivid than the one on the top of Dingshan back then, at least Feng Dye looks like a living person, in addition to practicing and rejoicing, Feng Dye gradually began to pay attention to the political affairs of Suo Yun Kingdom, as well as He Yue's new measures in the official system, criminal system, etiquette system and other aspects. Although Feng Ran was still silent, He Yue saw Feng Ran secretly flipping through the notes he had reviewed a few times.