It's like living in a nightmare these days!
In order to make a living, I chose the chef industry!
But when it comes to talking about dreams, I just want to read and write quietly, smoke a cigarette, drink a cup of tea, and talk to my family!
However, nine times out of ten, life is not as good as it should be.
The fortune teller said that I was eight defeats, and my hits were bad. Originally, I didn't believe in fate, but I experienced too much, failed too much, and suffered too much, and I was pushed from materialism to idealism by my own experience!
Originally, I thought that if I learned to be a chef and had a skill in hand, I would not have to worry about food and clothing for the rest of my life. Can you believe it from the day I learned to be a chef: when I was chopping fish, someone reached for a knife and I accidentally cut off his hand...... When I was stir-frying, my hair was burned by the fire...... When I'm driving, I get a hard brake in front of me...... I open a restaurant in the busiest place, and I don't have a single customer in the restaurant for a day......
There are too many unsatisfactory things in life.
I cry when I'm no, and I laugh when there's someone.
I like to read books, and the world in books is always so beautiful. I have read countless books, financial management, philosophy of life, and of course, my favorite is the fantasy world brought into by the ancient "Journey to the West" and "Romance of the Gods".
More than 20 years ago, when I came into contact with novels, I was still only Jin Guliang Wen...... Later, the gradual transformation of martial arts towards fantasy.
Wu Ji, Chen Qingyun, Dragon Man...... Their martial arts have gone from traditional to exaggerated...... Huang Yi began to transform, and "Cold Moon Empire" at that time can be called a classic now.
One day, the starting point continent appeared.
On the novel continent of the starting point, one dream after another took root and sprouted, Xiao Ding, Xiao Qian, Sanshao, blood red, cloud sky......
On the way to growth, some seedlings are broken, and some grow into towering trees, even if a hundred flowers bloom today, but he is still towering to the sky.
I am a spectator, watching the ups and downs of the world. When thousands of stories and thousands of lives have been experienced, when I look at him again, I suddenly feel that it is the same, and there is always something missing!
Maybe it's a soul!
I wanted to write my own story, create my own world, take my own roots, sprout my own sprouts, but I never had the chance.
In the past two years, I have opened two restaurants and poured countless efforts into it, but unfortunately the blood is empty and I wake up from my dreams!
My career was not successful, so I had no choice but to work for others.
The villager's restaurant was sluggish, and he asked me to help with the cooking, and the salary was not low, so I readily agreed, and I was very grateful that he could help him when he was bleeding.
At the beginning, the day was really idle, and I finally had time to take root and write my story on the starting continent.
I want my world to be less cookie-cutter and more human, but I don't have much confidence in my world from the moment I take root.
One is fate;
the second is that there are too many big trees and no land;
The third is that the place where I take root is shady, the sun has a fixed trajectory, and the sun will only be sprinkled in a hurry in the shady place;
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Seedlings that no one cares for!
But I always believed that he would grow into a towering tree, because he only budded on the ground, and his roots did not know where to go under the ground...... No towering tree has as deep roots as he has, and no root has as many roots as his beard......
The seedlings are waiting for the sun to shine and look forward to the care of everyone...... It's a pity that these haven't waited yet, but they have ushered in a raging storm!
The originally deserted restaurant, the moment he chose to take root in the starting continent, business inexplicably improved.
Write a few words, drink a cup of tea, and it is likely that you will welcome several waves of guests halfway through. Think of a plot and a line of thought, and there will be several fast foods to fry.
Getting better and better business.
In disguise, it squeezes the space for seedlings to grow. He worked hard and worked hard, working twelve hours a day, writing four hours, and eating and drinking and sleeping the rest.
He had just taken root in the starting point continent, and who wanted to mutate the storm and clouds let him survive the catastrophe in advance.
Originally, I thought it was a 39 small tribulation, but when I faced it, I realized that it was a 99 tribulation. I thought that four hours a day of writing would be hard and tiring and gritted my teeth, but who would have thought that I would suddenly move to a factory and order a meal directly in the restaurant, which was originally busy with work, and nearly 200 people were added to eat at once, and the four hours of writing time were gone!
Sixteen hours a day, with little spare time of more than 10 minutes...... I wonder how many people will be intimidated by this kind of life?
In fact, I wanted to back down at the first time, even if I had tens of thousands of wages. It's a pity that the fellow countryman is sending charcoal in the snow, if I retreat and leave, his business that has just improved will be yellow.
The grace of dripping water is reciprocated by springs.
He reached out when I was bleeding dry, and I would rather bleed dry again when he needed it!
The shoots on the ground are broken, and I still have the roots of the ground, even if it is a long nightmare, there is always a time to wake up.
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Seeing this, I believe you also understand!
Yes, I'm taking a leave of absence.
You should not be moved by the above story, because no matter who it is, it is a legend that will not be copied.
Next year, my fate will come to a dead end, but there has been a saying since ancient times. Writing this book, I am crossing my own catastrophe, changing my life against the sky, it depends on him whether I can turn the tables around!
I won't give up on this book.
But I need a little time, I will give myself a good holiday after this month, when the young shoots and dead trees will be in the spring, I hope that friends who have read this article can come to help loosen the soil and water it......
In the wind and rain, we witness together!