I'm sorry for the interruption for so long.

There are many people who say that the book is almost a eunuch.

It's true, and I myself even had the thought of "let's cut it" countless times a while ago.

Friends who have come all the way should still remember the eunuch declaration that was once issued - strictly speaking, this book is already a book of eunuchs once.

After that, I planned to continue, but I continued vaguely and in a trance.

In retrospect, I tried to summarize the reasons.

In reality, busyness is one thing, and although I once blamed all the blame on this, in fact, I know in my heart that this is not the most important thing.

No matter how busy you are, as long as you are motivated, you can always squeeze out time.

The most important reason is that the mentality has collapsed.

This book has often been scolded since the book was issued.,I don't care too much about this.,Before the book was issued.,What level is my new person and new book?,I have a lot of pressure in my own heart.,It's not normal for no one to scold.。

The real mentality began to collapse, or the period when he entered the battlefield of years and was scolded.

The cause of collapse is a kind of serious self-doubt, self-denial, and self-overthrow.

After all, it's not the trolls who start scolding at a glance at the introduction, but the book friends who have come all the way to read the book carefully.

Although he claims to write according to the outline, he is a newcomer's outline...... In a way, it is extremely vulnerable.

I had thought about something very cool, interesting in it, and I had poured a lot of thought into it, but I was denied when I wrote it, and I suddenly had a self-denial about whether I was capable of writing this book.

No matter what you say, as an author who has already been watched, of course, it is impossible to really be completely self-congratulatory, and subconsciously will not do that.

So the plot of sealing the memory is still brushed over in the end, as a book friend said, "Sealing the memory is a failure, and recovering like a child's play is an even greater failure, making people completely confused about what the author wants to write." ”

Yes, it's normal to not understand what I want to write, because at that time, I couldn't figure out what I was going to write as an author.

Is it funny, is it hot-blooded, is it calmly pretending?

It's a mess in my head, I'm in a state of complete loss, and the outline ?—— just let me know what the ending is....

Then after a series of exams, I naturally started to break off.

Broken, but also confused, remembering that since the opening of this book, I have gone all the way, I am afraid that I have invested the most effort in my life so far - for it, I lost two or three months of summer vacation, which is already a huge effort for a student who is looking forward to the vacation every day.

At least, I can't guarantee that I will be able to put in a steady stream of energy for months on end.

I haven't even been like this in the college entrance examination.

Although I have been interrupted these days, I still open my book every day to look at it, look at the number of words, and look at the update date of that chapter, which has given me an extreme sense of accomplishment.

More than 300,000 words is a drop in the bucket for online articles, but when printed, it can already be printed into a book.

I think every day, is it just broken?

Guaranteed to be updated over the weekend, but until the weekend passed, I didn't start typing out a word.

I really don't want to break.

A book, every sentence, is typed out by the author word by word, as if it has become a part of his soul, eunuch, the reader is unhappy, and the author feels good in his heart.

But week by month, year by year, step by step, how is it different from a eunuch?

November.

I'm going to see if that changes in November.

When this book was released at the end of September, it was almost interrupted for a month in October, so it can be said that the results have long been obsolete.

Maybe it will also help me really calm down.

Since November 1st, the author has been in retreat, and the book has been renewed.

However, it is possible that you will not read the book review section anymore.

I won't read the book review area, I won't read this chapter, I won't let my thoughts go back and forth, and I won't really calm down and write a book.

Of course, this is definitely more likely to bring some drawbacks.

For example, there is likely to be a plot that everyone doesn't like, I regret it, and I wish everyone to abandon the book as soon as possible and get out of the pit.

And if there's a plot that everyone likes, then I'm very pleased.

If there is really something urgent, such as the order of the chapters is out of order, I hope that the book friends who have joined the group can @ me in the group.

Okay, apologize again, today, October 30, November 1 is the day after tomorrow.

Let me calm down and think about it for the next two days.

Starting the day after tomorrow, it is updated daily, but the time is uncertain, it may be in the early hours of the night or five in the morning.