Chapter 339: My Heart Is Deep
Author: Skyrim Drive
Feng Ran withdrew his hand, leaned over, squeezed He Yue away, and lay down in that warm place, buried his face slightly on the pillow, and said with shame and disgust: "You come in." 』”
He Yue suddenly sobered up: "Don't make trouble. ”
Feng Ran's face buried on the pillow was as hot as fire, and he stammered: "My body is well, I can go into the water, but some scars haven't fallen off yet." I think...... You, come ......" He doesn't understand the moon before the flowers, nor does he understand Qingqing and me, he doesn't understand the amorous style, he doesn't know the euphemism, he can only go straight. He Yue just likes the wanton arrogance of the wind dye, swaying and straightforward, he has been holding back for a long time, listening to this sound, he likes infinity, he hugged the wind dye suddenly, turned over, rode on the wind dye, and went to take off the wind dye clothes, and shouted: "Xiaofeng Xiao Dye ......"
Wind dye: "......"
used to be happy with He Yue, but Feng Ran was in line with the attitude of "everyone is a man, and we all have to solve our physical needs", this thing is quite frank, and it can be called shameless. But after liking each other with He Yue, he did this again, but he always made Feng Ran ashamed, like a little boy who had just learned things, he was at a loss, hugged He Yue tightly, only buried his head in He Yue's chest, and let He Yue strip his clothes. He Yue smiled lightly: "You are dangling in front of my eyes all afternoon, all night, just for this?"
These words made Feng Ran even more ashamed, and he pressed against He Yue's chest fiercely, and said angrily: "It's ...... Not...... Yes...... Hmph!"
After many twists and turns, many waits, and going around and around, He Yue and Feng Ran finally had a real good time, very lingering, extremely happy, and each other has achieved unprecedented happiness. He Yue hugged the wind dye, a greasy and crooked, and kept calling "Xiaofeng Xiaodye". Feng Ran is even more obedient to He Yue, and he caters to him, and he can't wait to rub himself into He Yue's body.
It wasn't until the wind stopped raining that He Yue helped Feng Ran to wash in the back bath of the bedroom, and the bed was re-laid out, and the two of them went back to sleep.
He Yue seemed to be a little excited, her hand gently stroked the wind-dyed skin, touching a scar that had not yet scabbed, and suddenly seemed to remember something, and asked, "Fengran, I whipped you like that, do you hate me?"
After a while, Feng Ran said, "Don't hate, forget." ”
"You lied to me. "If you don't hate, if you forget, why do you have to think for a while before you can answer?" He Yue asked again: "What about the whip?"
"Thrown. ”
He Yue hugged Feng Ran tightly: "I'll tell you something, you know, you can't dislike me." ”
"What?"
"I'm crazy. ”
It took a long time for Feng Ran to come back to his senses, pushed He Yue away slightly, looked at He Yue in the dim candlelight for a while, and then pulled He Yue back, snuggled up to He Yue's chest, and said with a smile: "I'll tell you something too: I'm stupid." ”
"What I said is true. He Yue's fingers swam gently and slowly on Feng Ran's body, and she sighed softly, "Originally, I didn't want to tell anyone...... But if I don't say it, you'll always have a scar in your heart, deeper than the scar on you. Others envy me, I was born a prince, but being a prince is really not as good as others think. ”
Feng Ran thought of He Xiang, He Xiang is a noble status, and the food and clothing are the best, but Feng Ran looked, He Xiang was not necessarily happy, and was taught by the Queen Mother and Mama Jiao Xi all day long, so young, he began to practice harem etiquette, and required that his behavior should be in line with the identity of the prince, so that a lot of people who are not allowed to do so are not allowed, and he has to pretend to be like an adult every day! Feng Ran looked at it, and felt that He Xiang was pitiful, and not his own children felt heartache, so Feng Ran especially liked to tease He Xiang to play, how happy to play. About He Xiang had a good time here in the wind dye, and found happiness, so he especially liked to stick to the wind dye.
Feng Ran replied softly, "Hmm." "Presumably, in He Yue's growth, there has never been a person like himself who can protect He Yue and play happily.
"I knew from the moment I woke up that I had an older brother who was ten years older than me, and he was a very remarkable man. The queen told me to surpass him so that I could sit on the throne, and if I didn't pass him, I would have to die. "As soon as I woke up, I knew that I was standing on the edge of a cliff, and I could only survive by my brother, which was a lot of pressure for a child who was only a few years old, and it was a difficult task for a child who was only a few years old to go over the teenage boys. He Yue didn't seem to want to recall this past, and said in a low voice: "I don't remember whether I played when I was a child, I just remember that I was always desperately learning all kinds of things, as long as I relaxed a little, the queen mother would teach me a lesson, and the people around me would also advise me......" When he was young, there was nothing worth recalling, he was always studying desperately and catching up.
Feng Ran seemed to be able to feel He Yue's sadness, hugged He Yue gently, and comforted He Yue silently.
He Yue paused for a long time before he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "...... I don't know when it started, I always felt irritable, I wanted to curse, I wanted to hit people...... I even want to run away...... But I didn't dare. I can't do this, I have to take care of the prince's demeanor, no matter how annoyed, I can only hold it in my heart...... I remember when I was twelve years old, my grandfather was old and in poor health, and he had the intention of abdicating the throne, He Feng began to do things for his father, and the queen mother came forward to ask my father to send me some errands......
Feng Ran interjected: "It's only twelve years old, it's very young." ”
“...... However, the battle for the throne is not like that between you and me, it is your life and death, and it doesn't matter if you are small or small. He Feng can contribute to his father's affairs, and in the future, he must get his father's respect, so he can infiltrate the court, win over the ministers, and then make his power bigger and stronger. I am ten years younger than him, I have not yet started, I watched He Feng in front of my father to be favored, the spring breeze was proud, the queen mother was anxious, afraid that my father would be partial to He Feng, so I asked my father for an errand for me, but my father thought I was too young and asked me to raise me in the prince's mansion. When I came out of the palace of the queen mother, I was extremely depressed, but there was nowhere to vent, and I happened to meet a little dog raised by my father, barking at me, I somehow did not control it, I remember smoking it with the horsewhip in my hand. Pumping it, it seems that the qi in my heart can be reduced by a point, and the irritability can be reduced by a point, and I feel faintly happy...... It wasn't until someone pushed me to the ground that I came to my senses...... At that time, I remember that my brain was empty, and I don't remember what was born, and someone told me that I was in front of my father's concubine, and her dog was whipped to death, and the concubine was frightened on the spot. ”
"And then, smoke a dog to death, and you're crazy?"
“...... The queen mother didn't punish me much for this, but she just felt that if she wanted to kill the dog, the prince shouldn't do it himself. After smoking the dog, my heart was comfortable for a few days, and then I gradually became irritable, even if I practiced internal strength, I couldn't suppress it with internal force. At the age of sixteen, I smoked a man to death...... That was the first time I had killed someone with my own hands...... However, I did not intend to kill him. ”
He Yue's tone was a little anxious: "That was the first time I ran an errand for my father, but I messed up." However, there are many reasons for this, and I can't all blame my lack of ability and experience. Under the banner of condolences, He Feng sent an attendant to bring me pastries to eat, but he actually wanted to see me laugh. The matter was smashed, and I was reprimanded by my father, and my heart was already on fire, and the waiter was articulate, relying on He Feng's person, and said a few more words, which angered me, so I tied him up and whipped him...... I really just wanted to teach him a lesson, I didn't want him to die...... Just like a few years ago, when I smoked that dog, I felt happy when I heard the whip fall on him, and I felt that the breath that blocked my heart was gone, and I liked that feeling, so I pumped him hard and indulged in that feeling...... When I came to my senses and came back to my senses, the servant said that the chamberlain was dead...... It should be that when I struck, the whip had an internal force on it, which shattered the internal organs of the waiter......"
Feng Ran's mood suddenly became heavy, and he contacted He Yue who had also smoked himself twice, no good, He Yue is really crazy, at least He Yue likes to smoke people.
He Yue continued: "Pumping someone to death, everyone thinks it's just an accident, and no one cares. I didn't care, but I felt less annoyed in my heart...... I thought that I had grown up, eaten a trench, grew wise, and then ran errands for my father, and gradually became easier. At the age of eighteen, my father succeeded to the throne, He Feng was crowned Prince Rui, because of his meritorious assistance, and received an official position in the court, and I was the eldest son of the prince, so I was directly crowned the prince. However, because of his age, in the struggle for my father's throne, he performed better than me, more capable, and more stable, and was praised by many ministers. I was depressed, but I couldn't tell anyone. Once I went to the racecourse with the princes to run horses, everyone said that they were young and vigorous, they all wanted to win, and they all fought hard. However, when my horsewhip fell on the horse's buttocks, I remembered the feeling of smoking the dog in the past, energetic, relieved, and comfortable. When I fell off the horse, I realized that the horse had been killed by me. ”
Feng Ran inhaled the cold air and asked, "So, you made a whip specially to whip me early in the morning?"
He Yue breathed a sigh of relief: "Look, you still hate me for pumping you in your heart." ”
"Nope. ”
"If it were me, whoever whipped me like this, I would not forgive him for the rest of my life, and I would have to draw it back. ”
Feng Ran forced a smile and said, "What do you mean, are you asking me to pump you back?"
"...... "Who doesn't want to take the initiative to be smoked! Who is so itchy?"
Feng Ran didn't ask, but said, "After smoking the horse, what did you smoke?"
"Twenty-three, pumped you. ”