"What, is it a little difficult to adapt?" Han Luanshou walked to Xiao Baiyu's side, learning his fingers to be crossed, and his forearms propped up on the wooden railing of the balcony.

"Of course I won't be able to adapt, but it's barely acceptable. Xiao Baiyu returned, the majesty of the night was a little cool, but it was not violent, it just blew the corners of the two of their clothes fluttering, and their hair was blowing, "What you said just now is right, all this is far beyond my imagination." ”

"He's a calm boy, no worse than your father. ”

"So, I'm much worse than my dad in other aspects?" Xiao Baiyu frowned.

"Haha, why are you still like your father even if your memory hasn't recovered?" Han Luanshou smiled, "Listen, there aren't many lives like this now, at most, when you graduate from junior high school, you will officially contact the Protoss and Plato's Academy, and at the same time bid farewell to your current life." If there are any precious memories and friendships, they should be cherished, and of course, if there is a young love, they should pay more attention. ”

Xiao Baiyu: "Are you talking......

"At that point, you'll never have the chance to spend most of the day alone in a daze, and you'll never have time to wander around this neighborhood without a purpose. In fact, if you tell you so much, you should have discovered it yourself, and I am so sure of you, you have no chance not to face all this. In other words, whether it is your choice or not, but all this fate has chosen you in this way, and you will not be allowed to resist......"

Xiao Baiyu nodded, with the so-called "divine blood" flowing in his body, then there is no right to choose, only the fate of being chosen. As for what is people-oriented, what is the legitimate interests of citizens, tell your political teacher to go, the Protoss seems to refuse to accept it.

"Do you regret it, what you imagine is extraordinary may not be the same as your future life. In contrast, I'm afraid your life is the best right now. ”

"Regret, as if I didn't know all this now, and in three months I would be able to die begging for nothing. Anyway, you have to die, die early and be born sooner. ”

"Hehe, you can think about it. However, I can tell you that when you are capable enough, you can choose your own life, like the 'Celestial Death' of the Divine Generation, or the Celestial Descendant 'Dictator'. But when that time comes, will you, who is closer to the 'source' than anyone else, give up everything?"

"I don't know, maybe philosophers' admiration for truth and scientists' enthusiasm for truth are like the relationship between addicts and drugs, and when we touch those fields, no one can refuse the temptation, after all, who will refuse the right to ask the world?"

"That's the fate of those people too. ”

"This is what fate is called, taking away everything you have without any reason, and then stuffing you with everything new without any respect for your opinion, and yet you have to thank it for its kindness, because you have no ability to resist, and in the end you can only comfort yourself with 'this is a great cause.'" ”

"Because you can't resist, you choose to go against the grain?"

"Isn't this reason enough?" Xiao Baiyu turned his head and looked at Han Luanshou quite seriously.

"When did you become the old stubborn personality of the late Qing Dynasty who was timid and resigned to unequal treaties?"

"Hehe, it seems that you still learned Chinese history back then. ”

"I'm not kidding you. Han Luanshou's tone suddenly became solemn and serious, "Some people can win the applause of countless people just by standing there, because his experience is enough to make those who cheer for him awe-inspiring, and your history will determine where you can stand today." As for the phrase 'heroes don't mention the courage of the year', it is used for self-humility, and it is not an excuse for you to use to escape from reality. ”

"And then?" Xiao Baiyu said, "And then that awe-inspiring person is still the same as the people of the past for thousands of years, who have struggled all his life for the so-called cause and ideals of the Protoss, and has spent his whole life tinkering with the ancient Protoss for thousands of years without coming up with something that came to fruition? I want to ask you, for most ordinary lives, which is more important than the meaning of living tomorrow? For ordinary people, ideals are originally extraordinarily extravagant!"

"No, it's different. Han Luan Shou said, but he didn't know how to refute it, because Xiao Baiyu was right, no matter how hard you struggled, you couldn't escape from that shackle, this is a fact after all, it's just that he has his persistence, "People who inherit the genes of the Protoss will not abandon those arrogance, and our great soul will not allow us to give in to fate." ”

"Do you know what you look like now?" Xiao Baiyu smiled coldly, "Just like the followers of ***, holding the Quran and proclaiming Allah's long live Allah, with great reverence and devotion." The difference is that *** is the supreme ideal of dedicating the soul, and religion is their spiritual sustenance, but you believe in the blood left by your ancestors in ancient times, believe that the people who flow with these blood are noble and great, and even believe that these blood have universal abilities, and faith on the physical level can intoxicate you, maybe I should praise it. ”

"Is that what you think of what I call the Protoss?"

"Yes, I'm a little disappointed in the so-called Protoss in your mouth, the power of the power is accompanied by excess self-awareness, they feel that they are beyond the object, they feel that the creatures with 46 chromosomes are not on the same level as them, but they are enjoying the achievements of scientists and philosophers in human history, and they think they are superheroes in American science fiction movies. ”

"You've seen so little, no, I think you've forgotten too much, and I can't play word games with you. ”

"Word game? Aren't we having a debate around what you call the Protoss, why do you become a word game when you fail? Do you mean, what did I say wrong, or which of my words had subjective conjecture? I admit that I was touched when you talked about the origin of life and the truth of all things, but maybe I would be interested, but I don't have that dedication, and I am more suitable to be an ordinary person who thinks about how to live than a great man who explores the meaning of life. ”

Han Luan was speechless, and looked at Xiao Baiyu in a daze.

"You just forgot about it all, and you will believe me when you come into contact with the truth of this world. ”

"Okay, I will obey the party's arrangement. Xiao Baiyu smiled, "No matter what the road ahead is, I gladly accepted it today, isn't it, maybe I haven't been influenced by your so-called divine doctrine, so it's just a little different from your thinking." ”

Han Luanshou knew that he couldn't say anything about Xiao Baiyu, so he simply didn't argue: "When you go through something afterward, you will understand." But you have to know that many times, our lives in the black abyss are gray and silent, and our hearts will be numb in the face of the white world, and what we insist on defending in the end is an eternal glory and a vestige of dignity. ”

"Glory, dignity, and such noble rhetoric?" Xiao Baiyu sighed, "This is what I call excess self-consciousness! Shouldn't true dedication throw away honor and disgrace?"

"Do you know what we have to do if you forget everything?In my opinion, denying your former self is also a very bad thing, as for your high-minded talk, it is meaningless......" Han Luan Shou became more and more excited, "You can talk freely about your past sadness, but you can't admit that your past is like garbage!"

With that, Han Luanshou walked out of Xiao Baiyu's bedroom, leaving him alone. Looking at the gloomy night sky with no stars and no moon, Xiao Baiyu always felt that there was something more in the world and something worse......

I don't know if my uncle will be angry, maybe what he said today is a bit excessive, and when he said some things, he was startled, when did his insight into the world become so profound? Moreover, when mentioning some past events, the uncle is particularly paranoid, perhaps, this heartless guy is a person with a story.

In fact, everything Xiao Baiyu said was just a protest against his fate, he would not protest by force, and he was unwilling to protest silently, so he used tonight's words to declare a protest to the Protoss and fate.

said that a "believer" of the god race could not refute it, not only satisfied his sense of achievement, but also seemed to shake the faith of those "gods", and proved that his original life was the most meaningful, and vented his inner dissatisfaction and helplessness.

But Xiao Baiyu clearly understands that in fact, he is the clown, unwilling to be at the mercy of fate but helpless, he said that sentence eloquently, but his heart is like a child who is angry, he successfully angered others, and he is not necessarily very happy in his heart......

In the final analysis, Xiao Baiyu is still a little lion who is full of complaints and has nowhere to complain, and he can't ask the keeper to take him back (mainly because he knows that the keeper is resolutely impossible to bring him back), so he uses a critique of the survival rules of the entire prairie to satisfy his competitiveness, so that all creatures that follow these laws can say, "Look, I'm right, your rules of survival are meaningless."

Even, the level of his complaining is far less than that of people a thousand years ago, and looking at others, "Si is a bad room, but I am Dexin", "I feel cool when I drink greedy springs, and I am happy when I dry up" and other famous sentences that have been popular for thousands of years. In comparison, he could only say that Han Luan was speechless.

In fact, it knows that it is useless, and tomorrow when the sun rises, it will have to forage for food alone, and whether it is a rabbit, a mouse, or a tree bark, it will have to rely on the sky for food, but it will feel better when it says those words.

Oh, what a typical Ah Q spirit!

......

No matter how much tribulation your world has experienced, even if it collapses and collapses and rebuilds, the world that does not belong to you has not changed, and the sun will rise in that direction and time the next day.

Even Xiao Baiyu's original living state is not much different, at half past five, the uncle told him to get up on time to wash, go out on time at six o'clock, run for half an hour, exercise for half an hour, and then send him to school, as soon as the classmates still sit in their positions, they take out the information books, textbooks or question banks and start their busy study and life.

Xiao Baiyu finally understood that his uncle had always insisted that he go to bed early and get up early every day, run and exercise, and it turned out that it was related to everything he was going to contact from the beginning.

Looking at the familiar campus, Xiao Baiyu suddenly felt that this place was much more cordial than usual, and when exchanging homework with the representatives of the Chinese class, he no longer spared words like gold, but exchanged two more sentences than usual......

Before he really left, did he have the feeling of "it was just ordinary at that time"? Xiao Baiyu could only smile helplessly.