Almost everyone has their own little circle, and what about themselves, although they are responding to everything with a false smile, there are always uneasy wounds in the dark places of their hearts, as if they are ready to tear at any time and give you a painful memory.

Such a person is like an exiled sinner, burdened with inexplicable sins, and his heart is sent to the frontier of restlessness, and then he is to fend for himself?

Xiao Baiyu once mentioned this confusion to his uncle, thinking that the uncle would say to his children in a serious voice, like the elders he had seen in many literary works: "Go, child, you will find your friends, and you will have friendship and joy like them." ”

The bastard, however, rubbed his sleepy eyes, and said, with the same earnestness, "Yes, it's early, you'll get used to it." ”

A thousand alpacas galloped past in Xiao Baiyu's heart, and at the same time thought of the classic lines in Xingye's movie - it's okay, you can get used to it when you spit out. I can't help but feel a chill.

Sure enough, the days without my father and mother are sad.

If Han Luanshou knew Xiao Baiyu's thoughts, he would definitely vomit blood--am I so easy?Do you think I have eaten all day long and don't do my job to take care of you, a little brat? I think I am respectful, dedicated, conscientious, and hard work, even if you don't know how to be grateful, at least you know how to do it......

As usual, the lights in the classroom will still be on for a while after the evening self-study to provide convenience for those who still need to study. However, Xiao Baiyu is neither the kind of student whose grades are very good and wants him to stay, nor the kind of student whose grades are very poor and the teacher who wants him to stay, so he will never stay in the classroom to study by himself after evening self-study.

"Yo! There is growth, today I actually learned to prepare a sedan car in advance. Out of the school gate, Xiao Baiyu saw Han Luan waving to him in the car, he was a little surprised, he had been waiting for himself in the past, but this private driver, who was not professional at all, had not yet come, the most angry thing for him was that Xiao Baiyu waited for nearly two hours, not to mention the classmates who studied in the classroom, even the seniors in the high school had left class, and this old unreliable one had not yet come......

Han Luanshou rolled his eyes: "There's a lot of nonsense, get in the car." ”

The car that Han Luanshou used to pick up Xiao Baiyu was a Santana bought in the second-hand car market, and when he saw this car, Xiao Baiyu said in his heart, Are you sure that this was stolen from the second-hand car market and not from the scrap car factory that was going to destroy the fuse? If it hadn't been refurbished and replaced with a lot of parts, Xiao Baiyu suspected that this car would fall apart directly on the road.

However, after several repairs by Han Luanshou, although the car is still a broken car from the outside, at least it looks much more pleasing to the eye inside. The fly in the ointment is that this car can't drive on the highway, because the engine of this car is simply not very good, and it can't drive 60 yards at the fastest......

"Another day has passed. Xiao Baiyu propped his head with his hands and leaned his elbows on the car door, "Uncle, although my grades are not very good, there is no problem in going to a provincial key high school, which middle school should I go to in the future? ”

"Whichever one, you can learn it for the time being. The old man said with a lazy face.

"Do you want to go with the flow?" we seem to have been going with the flow for the past few years," Xiao Baiyu looked at the street lights that kept flashing outside the window, and muttered, "I've been like this for three years, and although my grades in the three years of junior high school have remained above average, I feel that this shouldn't be my life." It's like something is missing, shouldn't you study hard like your parents and engage in scientific research? ”

"Haha, you've started talking to me about life, yes, people always have to grow," the corners of Han Luanshou's mouth hooked up a subtle arc, "So, what do you think of your current life?"

"Actually, I don't think there's anything bad about life right now, at least from a rational point of view, I don't worry about food and clothing, and I have a lot of pocket money, and you treat me well, uncle......"

"Have you considered any university, if you study hard, you will send you to Blue Fly University or New East University after graduating from high school......" Han Luanshou smiled.

Xiao Baiyu ignored him and said to himself: "Except that I haven't been able to see my father and mother, I feel that my life is relatively good, but I still feel that something is missing." It's not just that we can't see our parents, but perhaps, as our political teacher said, we need to reflect our own life values. And I think the value of my life should not be reflected in the fact that I finish junior high school and study hard for three years in high school, then go to college for four years, find a good job, find a good wife who is gentle and beautiful like my mother, and then spend my life ordinary. Sounds good, but I just don't want to be like this, I feel like a voice in my heart is shouting, 'Bastard, it's stupid if you want to live your life like this, you have a reason why you have to escape from this ordinary life', but I clearly can't find a suitable reason, but if I go against the voice in my heart, I don't think it's anything, the ghost knows what kind of strange thoughts it is, but it's just a little unwilling, really unwilling......"

"Okay, boy," Han Luanshou said lazily, "Didn't you listen to politics class much, why do you remember what the politics teacher said?"

"It seems that you have also paid attention to my studies," Xiao Baiyu glanced at Han Luanshou, "Just because I don't do political homework doesn't mean that I haven't listened to politics classes." ”

"Oh, I see, it seems that you haven't given up on that subject...... But you still have a lot of thoughts about marrying a wife who is as gentle and beautiful as your mother when you grow up," Han Luanshou smiled lightly, "It's just that you haven't finished talking about your mother's advantages, she is not only gentle and beautiful, but also noble and elegant, and your father is the same era as many men who follow her all day long like wild ducks, eh, how do you say that idiom?"

"Rush to it!" Xiao Baiyu glared at Han Luanshou coldly, "But this idiom is derogatory, and if you use it to describe my mother, you'd better use the idiom 'stars and moons', but those men use 'stars' to describe them." ”

"Ahem...... " Han Luanshou coughed dryly twice, a little embarrassed by his shallow writing background, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart for the breadth and profundity of Chinese culture, "This is not the point, the point is that your mother was indeed an excellent woman back then, oh, no, she should be called a girl at that time." Not only her appearance, but also her noble and elegant demeanor, as well as her calm mind and clear mind, she is very decisive in all matters. So, it's hard for you to find a girl like your mother, and you have to live the ordinary life you just mentioned......"

"Wait," Xiao Baiyu's eyes stared at Han Luanshou, "You said that my mother is not only gentle and beautiful, but also noble and elegant. Have you ever seen a noble and elegant lady who would go into a scientific research institute and not go home for four years, or even four years without seeing her family? You feel like you are lying to me, at least my mother is not studying state secrets in a scientific research institution at all!"

Han Luan Shou had never seen such a serious and serious Xiao Baiyu, he was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and said with a smile: "It's really embarrassing for me to be exposed by such a little ghost like you." You're right, though, but I can't tell you right away who your parents are and where they're going. ”

"Why?"

"Because it's complicated, and there's one thing I didn't lie to you, it's confidential. Han Luan paused for a moment, Xiao Baiyu didn't answer, and looked at him quietly, "Actually, I'm about to tell you recently, you can't remember the memory of three years ago because you once injected a 'Nanoscale Target Cell Of Nerve Center Sleepy Injection'. ”

"Medicine?" Xiao Baiyu frowned.

"NTNS for short, not so much a drug, but a neurotoxin similar to snake venom that hinders the transmission of lymphokines, but they only attack memory nerve cells that have stored memories, in fact, three years ago, there was no research on the degradation of this neurotransmitter, with your biological knowledge, you should understand what I am talking about. ”

"The reason, the reason for me to inject this drug. ”

"In a way, it's a protective measure......"

"Protective measures?" Xiao Baiyu smiled a little helplessly, "May I ask if this neurotoxin, which I have never heard of, has a degrading drug been developed now? It was put into use before the restorer was developed, I believe you will definitely say that the restorer will appear soon." ”

Han Luanshou glanced at Xiao Baiyu deeply: "The recovery drug has been successfully studied, but it's just ......"

"It's just that it may be accompanied by strong side effects, right?" Xiao Baiyu thought for a while, "I guess, did you decide to tell me the truth recently because I am about to become an adult, if my body no longer develops, the growth of the nervous system will affect the recovery of memory cells?"

"Yes, that means you're going to be using recovery drugs lately. ”

"Does this have anything to do with my parents?"

"I can't tell you this right now, it depends on what stage you can recover your memory after you use the drug, and if there is a partial loss, there will be a plan to make it up. There has been a major breakthrough in the research of restorers recently, and I have the fourth-generation restorer in my hand just in case, and it is said that the fifth generation has been successfully studied, so on the premise of ensuring that your body's cells are not damaged, we had better try to delay this time. ”

"What kind of organization do we have behind us?"

"You digest today's information first, and I'll take a moment to explain everything. ”

"Good. Hearing Han Luanshou say so much, Xiao Baiyu didn't want to ask more, so he left such a dry word and continued to look out the window, as if everything just now didn't make him half of his curiosity and interest.

However, Xiao Baiyu was a little difficult to accept in his heart, he noticed a lot of unusualness from the conversation just now, but he didn't have much longing for the "new identity" and "new life" that he might usher in, instead it was heavy.

Let the uncle stay by his side for more than three years and hide it until today, and his parents have not appeared in front of him for nearly four years, even idiots know that this is not easy. He doesn't think that what awaits him is a great cause to save all mankind like in science fiction movies, and he is a little afraid that he will become a guinea pig in some scientific research institute.

Doesn't I just feel a little bad in my current state of life, isn't it just that I miss my mother who I haven't seen for four years, and by the way, I also miss my dad who I haven't seen for four years. If you don't find the flaws in your uncle's words tonight, or if you find the flaws but don't break them, then tomorrow you will still be the ordinary, living in a quiet place, and having no heart and lungs.