Chapter 360: The Kingdom of Mountains (13)
Her outlines were blurred, her features blurred, but Filin knew she was angry from the way she was standing.
After a while, he continued: "Although the film man is not here, the film has dreamed of you. She still didn't speak, which gave Filin more courage to continue. "Filin dreamed of you when he was raided in Muddy Bay," Filin struggled to speak with his voice not shaking, "I dreamed of fires and robber attacks.
In the dream, you are protecting two children who look as if they are your own flesh and blood. Her silence was like a wall blocking what Filin said, and perhaps she thought Filin was talking like a stupid fool who was dreaming nonsense.
But why, why did so many people in the world let Ariana see Film's inhuman form?
"But you're safe and sound in Fort Buck now. Filmin tried to steady his trembling voice. "Filin is glad you're safe. But what are you doing at Fort Buck?"
"What is Filin doing here?" her voice was as tense as Filin. Anger made her tone cold, but it also made Filin feel that it was accompanied by fear. "Filin came to find a friend. She paused for a moment, as if she was suppressing something.
When she spoke again, her tone was unnaturally calm, almost softly euphemistic, "You know, he became a debtor after his father's death, so my creditor took my shop and forced me to live at a relative's house in Mud Bay to help with the harvest, make money, and start a new life, and Filmin couldn't guess how you could have figured it out."
I made some money, and Cousin Film's agreed to lend the rest of Film's money. It was a good harvest season, and I was going to go back to Fort Buck the next day, but Muddy Bay was raided, and he was there ...... with my niece."
After a while, her voice became ethereal. Filmin reminisced with her, the shipjacking, the fire, and the sword-wielding laughing woman. Filin looked up at her, almost focused. Filin didn't say a word, and she looked over my head and looked ahead, speaking calmly.
"Cousin Filin lost everything, but was lucky that the children were alive, and Filin was unable to borrow money from them at this time. In fact, they couldn't pay Filmin for his work at all, and even if Filmin asked, it would be in vain.
So the homeless Filmin returns to Fort Buck when winter is approaching, thinking that Filmin and the new kid have always been friends, and if they want to borrow money for emergencies, they should be able to find him.
Filin arrives at Fort Stag to look for paperwork errands, but everyone shrugs their shoulders and takes Filin to see Filensmann, but he only frowns when he hears it, and then sends Filin to Constellation. Ariana paused meaningfully.
Filmin tried to imagine such a meeting, but shrugged his shoulders and thought about it. "She made Filin work as the maid's maid. Ariana said softly. "She said this is the only thing you can do after you put Filmin to shame. ”
"Shame on you?" said Film, slamming to his feet. The whole world shook violently around Film, and Film's blurred vision melted into sparks. "How did Filin disgrace you?"
Ariana's voice fell silent. "She said you had clearly won my affection, and then she left Film. Film's assumption is that you'll marry Filmin one day, so that's why you're courting Film. ”
"Filmin doesn't know," Filmin stammered...... "People are friends." Film: I don't know if you think people are more than just friends......"
"You don't know?" she lifted her chin, and he remembered the position. If it had been six years ago, she would have punched Filin in the stomach next. Fei Lin still flinched, but her tone became calmer and calmer: "Fei Lin wants Fei Lin to expect you to say that, this is easy to speak." ”
Now I'm angry with Film. "It was you who left the film without even saying goodbye, and you were with the sailor named Ah Jian. Don't you think Filin knows him? Filin is there, Ariana, and he sees you taking his arm and walking away with him. Why don't you come to Filmin before you leave with him?"
She straightened up: "Filin is a woman with a vision, but she turned out to be a debtor in a daze. Can you imagine what it was like for Filin to be neglected when he learned that his father was in debt?
So, should he come to you like a beggar and beg you to take him in?
Filin thought you cared about me and believed you would...... you, why would he admit this to you!" Her words were thrown at Filmin like a stone. Filin knew her eyes were burning and her cheeks were flushed. "Filin thought you were going to marry me, and she wanted to plan the future with me.
Filin wanted to contribute something to this, not lose his future pennilessly.
Filmin heard a strange sound and tried to figure out what it was. Then, he knew that Ariana was crying, sobbing along with her breathing. Filin knew that if Filin tried to get up and walk towards her, he would fall face to the ground.
Or, if Filin reaches out his hands to her, she'll knock Filin down. So, he still repeated the previous question like a stupid drunk: "So, what about Ah Jian? Why did you go with him so easily, why didn't you come to Filin first?"
"Filin told you! He's Filin's cousin, you idiot!" her anger burned in her tears. "When you're in trouble, you ask your relatives to help you. Filin asks for help, and he takes Filin to his family's farm to help with the harvest. There was a moment of silence, and then, coldly and skeptically, she said, "What do you think? Is Filin the kind of woman who has two boats on her feet? Filin makes you pursue Filin and then have a relationship with someone else?"
"Nope. Filmin didn't say that. ”
"Of course you have. Her tone sounded like a sudden realization. "You're like Film's father, who thinks Filmin is lying, just because he keeps lying: 'Oh, he's not drunk. 'When he stinks and can't stand steadily, he says he's not drunk;
And your stupid story, 'Filin dreamed you were in Mud Bay'. Everybody in town knows that Filin went to Mud Bay, and maybe you'll hear the whole story when you're sitting in a tavern tonight. ”
"Nope. Film, no, Ariana. You have to believe in Film. Filmin grabbed the blanket on the bed to straighten herself, and she turned her back to Film.
"Nope. Filmin doesn't believe you! Filmin doesn't need to trust anyone anymore. She paused as if in deep thought.
"You know, back when Filin was a little girl, before Filin met you," her voice strangely calmed, "at the Spring Festival, he asked his father for a few copper plates to see what was being sold at the stall, and he slapped Filin in the face, saying that if he didn't waste his money on stupid stuff, he locked Filin in the shop and ran out to drink, but Filin knew how to escape.
Filin went back to the stall and looked, there was an old man in the stall who used crystals for divination, and you know how they did it.
They put the crystals on the candlelight and look at the various lights reflected on your face to help you tell your fortune. She stopped.
"Filin knows. Filmin responded to her silence. Filin knew the kind of witchcraft magician she was talking about, and she had seen various colors of light dancing on the face of a cross-eyed woman.
Now Filin only wanted to see Ariana clearly, thinking that if he could look into her eyes, he would let her understand what Filin was saying, but he was telling the truth. Filming looked forward to standing up and walking towards her, trying to hug her again.
But she thought that Filmin was drunk, and I knew that Filmin was likely to fall, but I couldn't humiliate myself again in front of her.
"A lot of girls and women came to tell fortunes, but Filin had no money so he had to watch from the sidelines, but then an old man noticed Filin, and he guessed he thought Filin was shy.
He asked Filin if he wanted to know my fate, and he started crying, because Filin wanted to know but was penniless. Then Brianna, the fisherwoman, laughed and said that Filin didn't have to pay any money to know my fate, because everyone already knew my fate.
Fihrin is the daughter of an alcoholic, will become the wife of an alcoholic, and then give birth to a group of alcoholics. She whispered. Everyone laughed, even the old man. ”
"Ariana. Filmin said. Filmin didn't think she heard.
"Filin is still penniless," she said slowly, "but at least Filin knows that Filin will not be the wife of an alcoholic, nor will he make friends with such a person." ”
"You'll have to listen to Film. You're not doing it right!" Filin's disobedient tongue muttered out my words, and the door slammed shut ...... Filin.
A sudden shiver struck Film, but Filmin didn't want to lose her so easily.
Filin barely took two steps to his feet, and the floor shook behind Filin as he fell and fell to his knees.
Filin waited for a moment, his head hanging like a dog.
If Filin could find her, he thought she wouldn't be moved by my crawl, but might kick Filin.
Thinking about it, Filin struggled to crawl back into bed. Filin didn't change his clothes, just pulled the edge of the blanket to cover his whole body.
My vision dimmed, and I closed my eyes in the darkness around me, but instead of falling asleep immediately, I lay there thinking about how stupid Filmin had been last summer. Filin pursues a woman, thinking that Filin is dating a girl.
Film cares so much about the three-year age gap, but in the wrong way.
Filin always felt that she only regarded Filin as a boy and didn't expect Filin to win her heart, so Filin acted like an immature boy, but did not try to make her treat Filin as a man. Then, the boy hurt her, yes, lied to her, and lost her forever.
The night fell, and there was darkness all around, leaving only a swirling spark.
Love is always so unpredictable, two people who love each other can't be together for various reasons.