Chapter 11 The heart is not firm enough
The reason why Guo Xing wants to retreat is to think about it and thoroughly understand that he can really pass this level by killing someone, not that he can't get started, but can he pass the level in his heart, what is he killing for, is it for his own swordsmanship, no, it is definitely not the case, he can completely change his swordsmanship to learn, that is why.
What I have been pursuing is to become an immortal, but before becoming an immortal, I first broke the void in this world, which requires strength, which requires myself to overcome obstacles along the way, overcome many difficulties, and kill people, is it the first level on the road of self-seeking.
Guo Xing was in retreat, Guo Jun felt that his brows were always beating, and he didn't know whether his words were good or bad for Guo Xing, killing people was a pass, related to people's lives, if it was not solved well, it would form demons, and there was a danger of going mad.
Guo Jun himself was already 17 years old when he faced this level, the first time he killed someone, and it took nearly a year to adapt afterwards, Xiao Seventeen was just ten years old this year, can he pass, children are easy to drill the horns, if they can't pass this level, they will be ruined.
The more he thought about it, the more wrong it became, Guo Jun stood up and walked back and forth, and the maids and guards next to him didn't know what was wrong with the prince today, and how to make the usually calm prince become like this when the prince came over.
The time of the day passed quickly, the food in the secret door was changed three times, each time it was complete, Guo Xing did not eat, after three times Zhou Quan couldn't sit still, Guo Xing if there were three long and two short he couldn't eat, what to do, and didn't dare to disturb, walking back and forth, anxious temper skyrocketed, and after a while, he dealt with the two servants seriously, you must know that Zhou Quan is still very kind in the hearts of the servants, wait and see, Zhou Quan is restless to comfort himself.
The new meal was made and delivered twice, looking at the way it was taken back, Guo Xing didn't eat it, Zhou Quan really couldn't sit still, what should I do, I can't open the door of the secret room by myself, and besides, the retreat room is designed to only be opened from the inside, and it is difficult to open it from the outside.
found a clever servant Chen Jin, "You immediately ride to the palace of Prince Zhong, let him come quickly, and say that there is an urgent matter, if you are no longer in the mansion, then look for it until you find it, you know" Chen Jin looked at Zhou Quan's anxious appearance, knew that the matter was very big, and hurriedly said that he knew, and went out.
This Chen Jin rode away from the mansion and went straight to Guo Zhong's mansion, all the way was a fast horse, provoking the roadside pedestrians was a good scolding, and when he got to Guo Zhong's mansion, he jumped off the horse and said to the porter that he was the seventeenth prince Guo Xing's mansion, and he was in a hurry to meet Guo Zhong, and the porter didn't dare to slack off when he heard it, and they all knew that Guo Zhong and Guo Xing were born to the same mother of the two brothers.
Guo Zhong really didn't go out today, he called a drama troupe, he was listening to the play in the back garden, and he was on the rise, and someone here came to report that Guo Xingfu had sent someone to come, and he was in a hurry to see himself, so he immediately didn't listen to the play and walked to the living room.
As soon as he entered the living room, he asked, "You are from the Little Seventeen Mansion, what is the urgency?" Guo Zhong asked.
As soon as Chen Jin saw Guo Zhong arrive, he immediately asked for peace, and then said directly, "Lord Wang, come to our house and have a look, our Lord has not eaten for five meals in retreat, and the housekeeper Zhou Quan is dying, let me invite the Lord Wang."
"What, why didn't you report it earlier" Guo Zhong was anxious when he heard it, he didn't have the talent to practice martial arts, Guo Xing was talented and dedicated to martial arts, in this world where martial arts are respected, the future will be the guarantee for the rest of his life.
"Thoughtful bastard. Come on, prepare the horse" Guo Zhong was completely anxious, and directly began to shout.
Out of the house on the horse, the two of them rushed to Guo Xing's mansion, but also because this was the dinner point of the road There were not many pedestrians on the road, and after a while, they came to Guo Xing's mansion, and they went straight to the mansion when they got off the horse, and the people did not dare to stop them, so they led the way to Guo Xing's retreat.
When I arrived at the door, I saw Zhou Quan walking back and forth, without saying a word, he came up to Zhou Quan is whip, and scolded him, "You bastard, how can you report it?" Zhou Quan reasoned with the loss, and after saying that the identities of the two were there, one was the master and the other was a slave, even if the force was higher than Guo Zhong, he didn't dare to resist.
Zhou Quan endured it, and said in his mouth, "Lord Wang, you will fight later, take a look at Lord Wang first, it's been ,...... for two days" Guo Zhong also stopped, now is not the time to settle accounts with him, the key is to see if Guo Xing has any problems.
When I came to the door of the retreat room, I patted the door and didn't respond, so I slapped it a few more times, but it still didn't reflect, and I was even more anxious, so I shouted while patting hard, "Little Seventeen, you say something, I'm your third brother, you are talking."
Guo Xing was thinking about it, when he heard someone shouting, he felt dizzy when he stood up, and hurriedly held on to the wall, how long had he been thinking about it, how could there be such a reaction, his stomach was growling, hungry, I was dizzy, I hadn't eaten a few meals, I wanted to shout but didn't have the strength to shout, so I could only go to the entrance and press the door to open it.
Outside the door, the third child was still thinking about it, shouting that if it didn't open for a while, they would have to report to the palace, so that the palace would send a master to forcibly break the door, and they were patting, the door opened, and they were startled, and they heard the people inside say, "Third brother, what's the matter, so anxious to knock on the door."
As soon as the third child heard this, he walked inside, and saw Guo Xing leaning against the wall next to him, so he went over to help Guo Xing and said, "What's the matter with you, it's been two days, you don't eat or drink inside, what do people think."
Guo Xing felt very strange when he heard it, so he said, "Isn't it a while, at most one day, how can it be two days."
As soon as Guo Zhong heard that his hand slapped Guo Xing's shoulder, Guo Xing's body fell forward, and he hurriedly supported Guo Xing and said, "One day, one day, your body can be like this, if you hadn't sent someone to find me, I wouldn't know, old seventeen, you can't scare my brother so much."
As soon as Guo Xing heard it, he understood that his body would not be like this one day, so he said, "Let's go, third brother, I'm dying of hunger, and I'm tired."
Listening to Guo Xing's words, Guo Zhong helped Guo Xing to go out, and when he got outside, he saw Zhou Quan waiting there with a anxious face, and when he saw Guo Xing coming out, the tears fell down in a heap, crying and saying, "Lord Wang, you finally came out, I'm going to die in a hurry."
The third child was impatient when he saw it and said, "Don't cry and be depressed, hurry up and let people boil some porridge, remember to serve it in a small bowl, a bowl of thin, a bowl of thick."
Zhou Quan hurriedly said, "I'll go", turned around and arranged for someone to boil porridge, it didn't take long, the porridge was boiled, Guo Xing drank two bowls of porridge, and his spirit recovered.
The third child next to him saw that Guo Xing had recovered, so he asked, "Old Seventeen, what is it that made you think about it for two days and make it like this."
Guo Xing smiled bitterly and told the third child about the matter, the third child flattened his mouth and did not speak, he knew that he could not give the old seventeen advice, not to mention that although the old seventeen was small but very assertive, the things that were generally decided were basically not changed, not to mention that his martial arts had not yet reached this realm.
Guo Zhong thought for a while and said, "Seventeenth brother, you have been assertive since you were a child, and the third brother doesn't persuade you to do anything, but you have to remember that you don't live alone for yourself, you still have your father and mother behind you, and my brother and me, and all the brothers, if you have something, you think about what the mother concubine will be like, but if you have any decisions, do it, there are people who step down on this, there is a father, the emperor, the mother, the concubine, the elder brother, me and a group of brothers, there is nothing to consider, hesitation is a big taboo" Guo Xing was stunned when he heard it, how could such a big truth come out of the mouth of the third brother.
Guo Zhong looked at Guo Xing stunned and knew what Guo Xing was thinking, smiled and said, "Why, is it the third brother's words that make you feel very much."
"I was surprised when these words came out of the third brother's mouth," Guo Xing nodded and said truthfully
"Don't be surprised, although the third brother I can't write martial arts, but I understand all these truths, but I am usually too lazy to say it, the third brother can't help you with anything in martial arts, but in terms of other eating, drinking, and having fun, your third brother and I are the grandmaster", Guo Zhong said with a smile.
"You've thought about it for two days, have you figured it out," Guo Zhong asked.
"You're right, third brother, I figured it out, I'm mainly not firm enough in my pursuit of goals, and I'm a little wavering, but now I won't, I've thought about it very clearly, I know what I want, and this kind of thing won't happen" The third master Guo Xing saw that Guo Xing had figured it out, and he showed the appearance of letting go of the burden of a thousand catties.
"You have a good rest, I'll go back, if you don't understand something, go to the third brother, as long as the third brother knows, he won't hide it from you" Guo Zhong said directly.
Guo Xing stood up, very moved, this is his own brother, he still cares about himself, and said, "Thank you, third brother" The brothers smiled at each other, and Guo Xing personally sent Guo Zhong out of the house.
In the past few days, Guo Xing has honestly not run around in the house, I don't know if it's because he figured it out, or if he sees himself clearly, his temperament has changed a lot, and he has become a little cold, and his daily homework is arranged very tightly, but there is no progress in swordsmanship.
After Guo Xing asked the emperor, he went to Longyuan Pavilion and learned a set of swordsmanship [Breeze Blowing Willow Sword] but he couldn't practice it halfway, and he automatically ran to the Thirteen Swords of Death at every turn, Guo Xing understood that he had a heart barrier, and it seemed that he would not calm down if the problem of [Thirteen Swords of Death] was not solved.
At noon on this day, Guo Xing rode to the palace, first went to see his mother Concubine De Niangniang, Concubine De Niangniang was very happy, left Guo Xing to have lunch in Yuehua Palace, and then went to the queen to ask for peace, and then asked people to see Emperor Guo Wei.
Still in the study, after entering the room, Guo Xing saluted the emperor, royal etiquette is indispensable, Emperor Guo Wei looked at Guo Xing behind the desk and said, "Yes, it seems that you have not been out of the palace for many days, this martial arts is making progress again, let's say, what's the matter."
"Thank you for your father's compliment, the child came over today, firstly, I missed my father recently, and I came to see my father, and secondly, I wanted to ask my father for advice, so that the child could go out to travel for a while" Guo Xing said truthfully, not hiding anything.