Depressed!

It's been two months since I wrote it, and I've been shot from the beginning of passion to three, two, and one, and I've been pushed by reality until I can't shoot.

I haven't been able to shoot yet, but I'm still there.

There's no way to avoid it.,There's too much to write a novel.,Experience is one of the most important.,There's also the coherence of the plot.......

At the same time, it is necessary to keep pace with the times, and even then, there will be bugs, because it is too difficult to describe a world, a life. Therefore, mistakes are inevitable.

I'm alone, inexperienced, and I work behind closed doors, groping alone.

In addition, I didn't follow the routine, everything is my imagination, if I can write a good novel like this, it will be a ghost.

Some time ago, I took leave to go home, in fact, there are a lot of code words in the world, but I don't have code words, it's not that I'm lazy, but I can't write it.

It's more than 200,000 words and I haven't signed a contract yet, and all the recommended votes add up to only two hundred, only a few people have voted, and three of them are often voted, one of which is me. The book review section adds up to less than ten reviews.

You may not know how important recommendation votes and reviews are for a new book, as well as the conditions for signing a contract.

100,000 is inferior, 150,000 is garbage, and 200,000 I don't know what it is.

I don't know if it's right or not, I guessed it, and no one told me in detail about it.

I don't know, but I think my guess should be pretty much the same.

There are more than 200,000 unsigned contracts in this book, and I am really panicked and have no bottom in my heart for such a result.

Thinking about it, the more I thought about it, the more flustered I became, and I didn't even have the courage to write it down again.

As soon as I have free time, the first thing I do is to click on the assistant to look at the collection, see if there are any book reviews, and if anyone votes for a recommendation to encourage me.

The most I hope to see is that the old driver can comment on it, light a lamp, and let me see if there is a dead end ahead.

Having said all this, it is still necessary to say the results that you don't want to say the most.

It's probably going to take a while, and I don't know how long it will take.

Personality guarantees, absolutely will not abandon the book, it is only a matter of time.

Two more words of bitterness in my heart.

There are three main reasons for stopping, first, I get up at half past seven every day to go to work, and I don't go to bed until two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, which is too tired.

Second, I have no bottom in my heart and lack courage.

Third, because of the above reasons, my spirit was not good, and my phone fell into the toilet bucket.

it!

The repairer of the mobile phone said that he wanted to change the hardware, and as soon as he opened his mouth, it was more than a few hundred and one thousand, and I decisively refused.

When I went home some time ago, I contributed all my savings to my mother, and in addition to living expenses, where was there any money left.

I won't change it if I have it, and I will buy a new one when I have money.

Now the phone is just cleaning up the water, I thought it could be used for a while, but my phone is out of battery, and I want to code words while charging.

The problem is out! Freeze screen, freeze, freeze.

It's not that the long-term screen is not a big problem, but the code word has a long-term bright screen!

Otherwise, I will never stop changing, and I can be less and more when I am tired, but unfortunately this method will not work.

The most regrettable thing is that a few days ago, I sent a red envelope of more than 100 yuan, hoping that this book could be brought back to life, and now I can only see it in a dream.

I'll go to the mobile phone store tomorrow and continue to write if I can.

After all, I've put too much effort into this book.

I don't have a routine, it's all hard work to come up with. I didn't make up the number of words because of the number of words, I racked my brains and wrote it little by little.

This is also since the book was opened, although it has not been well received, but everyone has not scolded me in the book review area. As for this chapter, the assistant can't see it, and I don't have time to rummage through the chapters, so I don't know.

That's why I've been writing it down.

Hopefully there will be good news tomorrow, even if not, when I save enough money to buy a mobile phone and continue writing.

I've put so much effort into this book, and I don't know how many brain cells have been burned.

Well, although there are a thousand words in my heart, the mobile phone is really not powerful.

Whether you want to leave or stay, I hope that capable friends and old drivers with views will help me point out the maze for the sake of fate.

Thank......