According to the views of the monk and Gyatso, the duel just now was obviously a strong conversation between a pseudo-bigwig-level listener and a half-step senior audience, but in the end it turned into an entanglement and scuffle between two street gangsters, which made the two monks who were almost holding melon seeds and mineral water in their hands feel a little regretful. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's like going to a movie theater with the expectation of watching a Hollywood blockbuster popcorn movie, but what appears on the screen is the movie version of "Country Love".

When he returned to the house, the monk saw that Hai Meimei was thrown on the tile floor, Xie Yu was still sitting on the sofa, the little guy and Jixiang should go back to the bedroom, and Su Bai was standing alone by the floor-to-ceiling window outside the living room, surrounded by the vine.

In the room, there is no feeling of returning victorious, and there is no atmosphere of fighting and braggling back to brag to each other, the monk himself feels that the rhythm of this day is really dull and a little unusual, if Su Bai is a prisoner, he and Gyatso are actually passers-by A and passer-by B in the cage next door, and their daily work is that when the camera is aimed at Su Bai, they shout twice like two people playing tricks next to them, "I'm so hungry" and "let me out" and so on.

However, there is one thing that the monk vaguely feels in his heart, this world of punishment stories seems to be a little too deliberate for Su Bai, or rather, a little made.

The broadcast is obviously not to "die" as the final punishment, but in a way of "transformation", perhaps, in the eyes of the broadcast, a Su Bai who has completely cut off the past can inspire a weather similar to the bloody corpse of the year. Radio rarely uses its own power to intervene in real-world events, but in the case of the blood corpse, radio really did something deliberate.

In the real world, the story world is only five minutes long, so that the blood corpse perfectly avoided the death of his wife "Ye Zi", and when he returned from completing the mission, he saw his dead wife.

Deliberately, full of deliberateness, but in fact, what the blood corpse did later was enough to show his excellence, but he may not even have thought of the broadcast, but in the end, the excellence of the blood corpse was all used for revenge, and even unscrupulous means for revenge, and finally forced the broadcast to forcibly pull the blood corpse that secretly came back into the story world to kill it, and decompose it as fertilizer for reuse.

But it's really interesting.

I remember that in Su Bai's morning narration, he said that he was now lying in the coffin of the preaching place as a gatekeeper, which was actually equivalent to half a civil servant position, and from here, it seemed that it seemed that the strategy of broadcasting had begun to undergo some changes.

The monk knows that his thinking can only be limited to today, because tomorrow he will be zeroed back into a "silly white sweet", so all his current thinking is a useless exercise, but the significance of human beings being higher than other animals is that people like to do some meaningless things and are willing to pay a great price for this, such as the so-called "artwork", its additional attributes can neither be eaten nor worn, but it is the tireless pursuit of human beings.

First there was a man and a woman, and now there are lychees, those three people, if they become more and more powerful and begin to threaten the structure of broadcasting, then according to normal logic, Su Bai, who has a direct opposite relationship with these three people, is undoubtedly a good investment object.

It seems that this is indeed the truth.

All of this also depends on the height that the man and the woman and the lychee can get now, if it really makes the radio feel that it is about to shake and threaten itself, then according to the qualifications of the broadcast, it will naturally subconsciously prepare, such as deliberately cultivating some people to come out, but here there is another question, that is, why does the radio think that the people it deliberately cultivates will really listen to his words and become its loyal fans of broadcasting?

After all, the lessons of the bloody corpse are not far off.

Jaime Mei's mouth was closed one by one, looking very confused, this look, as if she had taken an overdose of poison all of a sudden, The same thing, in fact, it's about the same, as Lychee walks in the real world, he has done a lot of things, and has used that mask more than once, every time he uses that mask, it is a pain for him, first of all, his self-consciousness will be slowly diluted in use, as if he was forcibly imposed a new personality into his mind, and his original personality that belongs to himself will naturally be suppressed and eroded, and the other is that his own strength will be withdrawn, which is also the reason why it has been difficult for Hai Meimei's strength to improve。

You must know that when Su Bai first entered the world of paper man stories, Hai Meimei was much stronger than Su Bai, even if Su Bai was a standout, his strength improved quickly, but Hai Meimei was not eating dry rice for nothing after all, his strength has been standing still and even regressed a little, the reason is here.

Xie Yu's face was cloudy, just now, the monk told him some facts, it was obvious that Xie Yu did not have such a transparent state of mind like the monk and Gyatso, he was still a little unable to let go of the world of punishment stories that he was a clone and all this was just designed for Su Bai alone.

I woke up in the morning as a new high-level listener who felt good about myself, but now I suddenly found that I was just a clone, and it was difficult for most people to accept it directly.

However, it's one thing to not be able to let go, but from a rational point of view, this seems irrefutable, because although he has stayed in the house and has not gone out, he can sense the movement outside, and can even see it through his "divine sense", after all, he is a master of illusion, and his own spiritual cultivation is undoubted, and the strength shown by Su Bai and the hysterical madness of Jaime do prove that what the monk just said to him is true.

"Alas. Xie Yu sighed, he originally came to see the play, but he found out that he was the background of the stage, which is really not very good.

Su Bai was still squatting outside the floor-to-ceiling window, as if he didn't plan to come over to interrogate Hai Meimei, who had become a "dead fish", the monk walked over, if he could, the monk was willing to help Su Bai search for the soul of Hai Meimei, even if the danger factor of the soul search of the same level was very high, but the monk didn't care, anyway, he was a clone, and there would be a new self coming out tomorrow.

But when the monk approached, he saw Su Bai stretching out his hand and plucking a young leaf and putting it in front of his eyes to look at it, this plant monk remembered that it was planted by Jixiang with brain flowers as fertilizer, and now it has grown vines.

After a while, Su Bai sent the leaves into his mouth, and then, Su Bai's body began to tremble, and the terrifying corrosiveness was frantically eroding Su Bai's internal organs, as if there were countless sharp knives cutting and tearing wildly in his body.

The monk's face twitched slightly, Su Bai, who had just been the victor, was mutilating himself at this time, looking at him lying on the ground and trembling all over, the monk was really a little speechless.

But what you should do, it seems that you should still do it, so as not to waste it.

There was no need to wait for Su Bai's reply, the monk walked directly in front of Hai Meimei, first ran the formation in the room to bless himself, and at the same time motioned to Gyatso to help him protect the Dharma.

Xie Yu saw what the monk was going to do, and he also got up from the sofa to see the excitement.

And over there, Su Bai slowly regained his composure after getting through the initial pain, lying face down in the yard, three months of self-harm training on the desert island made Su Bai understand a truth, sometimes the pain of the body can temporarily cover up the pain from the soul, but according to mainstream values, this is a cowardly behavior, of course, most of the people who can say this kind of thing also stand and talk without backache.

Turned over and faced the sky on his back, the sky at this time had begun to be gloomy, and Su Bai's abdomen had melted into a big hole, and many holes had appeared in his arms, thighs and even his face.

At this time, Su Bai's body was not the body of a high-level listener, even if he became a high-level listener in the future, he ate it with yellow eel with leaves at the suggestion of Gyatso, which can be regarded as a kind of pharmacological hedging, but at this time it was eaten dry.

The painful feeling is over temporarily, but the body also becomes broken.

Turning his head sideways, Su Bai saw that I was next to me by the windowsill, the little guy was looking at himself with his hands on the glass, the little guy's face was full of tears and distress, a pair of small meat hands kept patting the glass window, he wanted to go out, he wanted to come to Dad, but Jixiang on one side was unmoved, in fact, Jixiang is in a bad mood now, and it can even be said to be very contradictory.

When Su Bai told the monk Gyatso about them, he did not avoid Jixiang, although at this time Jixiang did not experience the pain of being slapped by the lychee-like Haimei Mei Mei to smash his body and soul, but what should be understood Jixiang still understood.

Therefore, Jixiang can understand Su Bai's pain, and also understand Su Bai's pain, after all, it is a cat with a blood corpse and a lychee, and it is not so strange to some things and unbelievable things in the story world.

After the great pain, it seems that even the soul has stopped a little, and the little guy's cry should have been deliberately blocked by Ji Xiang, because Ji Xiang knows that what Su Bai needs now is quiet, and the little guy's cry is likely to have the opposite effect on Su Bai at this time, and even aggravate Su Bai's disgust and disgust.

The hands were slowly raised, and slowly put down, and a drop of rain fell on Su Bai's face, with a little coolness, and then, a breeze with moisture,

It's about to rain.

The hole in the body is getting bigger and bigger, and the self-recovery ability of the blood clan seems to be unable to catch up with the residual corrosive erosion for the time being, but Su Bai doesn't care at all, because death is not the end here, but another boring beginning, when death loses the characteristic of the end, then death really has no deterrent effect.

Su Bai suddenly thought of Xu Fugui, and he didn't know what was going on with the goods, he had been lying in the coffin for twenty years, and when he went out, he should go to see his wife, children, and maybe even grandchildren.

After thinking of Xu Fugui, Su Bai naturally thought of the place of preaching, the punitive story world of "One Day Prisoner", in fact, it is easy to get out, you only need to lower your head and accept the transformation from the radio, in fact, Su Bai is more inclined to this, because this kind of repetition day after day, especially on this special day, is really a huge pain and torture, but I don't know why, in my heart, there seems to be that little bit of persistence.

Su Bai couldn't find where to insist, but he just couldn't put it aside, was it the last bit of hypocrisy, or was it insignificant or even ridiculous self-esteem?

This kind of persistence doesn't seem to be for the little guy, because when I look at the little guy now, even if the little guy is crying so miserably there, but his heart has no fluctuations, he is really numb, and he is really disgusted.

This kind of persistence should not be to the past self, because his past, it seems that in addition to suffering or suffering, in childhood, in youth, there really is not much worth sticking to, Su Bai is not those believers who take three steps and kneel to make a pilgrimage, he is a selfish person, a person who pays more attention to self-feeling. Therefore, in the last today, the monk saw that Su Bai seemed to be deliberately giving up on himself, so he couldn't help but remind him.

Well, their own insistence............ And what is it?

If it were someone else, such as Gyatso, such as a monk, they had just swallowed a corrosive leaf from Su Bai's point of view and temporarily gained a moment of clarity by relying on huge physical pain, they would probably take this opportunity to desperately think about how to break the situation and how to save themselves, but Su Bai used the time exchanged for great pain to think nonsense.

It's extravagant and wasteful, like a person who has worked so hard to build a model of the city, but only to light the last fire to see the city burn.

I thought of Xu Fugui, thought of the place of preaching, thought of the jade seal of the Dian Kingdom, and thought of the Ruyi there,

subsequently

Su Bai thought of the group of faceless lamp-bearers by the Yellow Spring.

Su Bai remembered that the first time he saw the lamp bearer was when a group of people were exploring the place of enlightenment, and the big guys were all studying and observing around the coffin at that time, and his hand touched the coffin, and in an instant, a killing and violent aura began to fill his mind, but in the end, fortunately, the psychotic state at the bottom of his bones was stimulated to open, and he forcibly restored his calm and did not become a walking corpse that only knew how to kill at that time.

Su Bai's eyes suddenly flashed with a flash of realization, this is the world of punishment stories, the radio station is in the sky watching all this, it should expect me to completely collapse and become what he wants,

But I seem to have another possibility,

It's like in the place of enlightenment, either you go to the annihilation of your self-consciousness and become a walking dead who only knows how to kill, or you can stimulate the violence in your heart and enter that state.

But Su Bai now feels that even if he is sick, it will be useless, because the people who are targeting you now have been transformed from lychee and sea plums to broadcasting.

You want to find the radio table, but first you have to find out where the table is, even if you are holding the Xuanyuan artifact in your hand, but your situation is still to draw your sword and look around at a loss.

soon

The time of clarity gained by the pain of the leaves began to end, and the pressure and pain of the soul hit again, and the visceral disgust surged like a tsunami.

It's a suffocating feeling, and it's a feeling of powerlessness.

Su Bai subconsciously stretched out his hand,

Despair, disgust, disappointment, sorrow, all kinds of negative emotions almost drowned him,

At this moment,

It's so similar, it's so familiar,

Just like he who had just left his mother, he was directly rinsed by Su Yuhang under the bathroom faucet.

Just as being placed in a petri dish, looking at the scroll blankly to fill in the memory,

Just like when taking a family photo, he quietly knelt in a corner of the photo with a piece of rune paper on the door of his head,

Su Bai was looking at himself when he was looking at those three pictures,

But Su Bai suddenly had a feeling,

That's the self in those three pictures, and they seem to be looking at themselves now!

When you just leave your mother's body and are put under the faucet to rinse your body with cold water, when you are like a tool and a part that is filled alone, when you are forcibly suppressed in your body as a puppet, like a zombie in the corner of someone else's family portrait,

When you are helpless, when you are afraid, when you are sad, when you are completely unable to resist and unable to help yourself,

What was I thinking at that time?

Su Bai's eyes slowly became sharp,

Suddenly he understood,

At that time,

I should be thinking, one day in the future,

As long as I have the opportunity, as long as I have the possibility, even if it is only a small glimmer of light,

I'm going to do whatever it takes.

Even if you can only get a moment of freedom to breathe freely,

also

At all costs!

Because I have experienced too much torture and depression, I will not allow myself to bow my head and be wronged again in the future.

This is the source of the violent factor in the depths of his soul, the anger that his childhood has accumulated under the suppression of that man and woman,

It's also the reason why I have mental illness!

At this time, Su Bai felt that the only remaining illusion he had before was shattered.

After knowing his life experience, Su Bai's feelings about broadcasting naturally brought some expectations, because he knew that what the man and woman did was against the will of broadcasting, and therefore, Su Bai felt that broadcasting and himself were a battlefront, and in the future, broadcasting would also help him avenge himself.

But now, Su Bai seems to have completely woken up, the man and the woman were indeed using themselves as pawns to squeeze and use themselves, and now, what is the difference between the behavior of broadcasting?

Can you suffer from Stockholm syndrome?

Su Bai's eyes began to be filled with a touch of resentment and hysteria, but this time the resentment far exceeded the rejection and disgust of this story world for this day,

A familiar feeling was hitting Su Bai's body and soul,

Because of the hardships that I have experienced, I can really recognize myself.

At this time, the monk in the living room was searching for the soul of Mei Meimei.

Hai Meimei's soul is very disordered, the process of soul search is not smooth, after the soul search, his expression is depressed, facing the gaze of Gyatso and Xie Yu's inquiry, he can only shake his head helplessly, the monk tried his best, but nothing was found, Hai Meimei's soul level is very high because of the entry of lychee, so the level is very high, plus Hai Meimei herself is also majoring in spiritual strengthening, so it is really too difficult to search for his soul and read some information.

At this time, the three people in the living room seemed to have noticed something, and looked out of the living room together, where Su Bai was still lying very decadently, as if he was no different from before.

Often, only people who are empty and extremely lonely will choose to use self-harm as a childish way to prove their existence, to enrich their sense of existence, they are mediocre, they are ordinary, they are a grain of dust in society, their existence or not, really has little impact, at most it can only affect their parents and relatives, so many people use the pain of self-harm in this context to remind themselves: Ah, I was still alive.

And Su Bai actually used this way just now, which is indeed a bit low-end.

The corrosiveness of the leaves, in fact, is the most terrible, not for the body, but for the soul.

At this time, after a period of precipitation, its corrosiveness began to exert a real effect, and the erosion of the flesh before was just an appetizer, but now it is a hard dish!

The pain of the soul was suddenly countless times stronger than before, all kinds of entanglements and tears hit Su Bai's nerve center again and again, plus the rejection and disgust in this "one-day prisoner" story world suppressed and distorted the soul, this is a kind of torture of the soul, it is a soul torture that Su Bai has never experienced.

But Su Bai's face became more and more calm, the last time at home, with the help of the Buddha, Su Bai devoured the yellow eel, in fact, in addition to obtaining the memory of the female corpse, there were some characteristics remaining in Su Bai's body, but they were not discovered, but now, because of the re-consumption of leaves, the hidden attributes of the yellow eel were stimulated.

Su Bai's consciousness began to distort, gradually splitting into three, and in his mind, it seemed that three other selves appeared.

The female corpse had stayed in the Abi Hell, and was even found in hell by Su Yuhang, Xu Fugui and others, which also meant that the existence of the female corpse spanned several time periods, plus when Su Bai was promoted to a senior audience, Jin Zi made a force, and when the two characteristics were concentrated, it made Su Bai's inner memories that had been covered and filled in the depths of his heart begin to wake up.

In a trance,

Su Bai found himself in a cold, damp bathroom.

"This kid is too dirty, don't give it to me. A woman's voice came.

"Hehe, wash it and it's clean. ”

The man walked to the edge of the pool with a palm-sized baby in his hand, turned on the faucet, and the cold water rinsed the baby's body, and the baby let out a piercing cry.

Suddenly, the man seemed to sense something and looked at his side.

And Su Bai, who was standing beside the man, seemed to be unprecedentedly not afraid, but calmly looked at him.

yes

Father and son, strictly speaking,

Look at each other for the first time!