Chapter 098: It's not love that you want to cut off

Darkness is always in the distance, and when it gets closer, it will not be so dark. The scenery along the way is changing, and the greenery of the factory disappears, as if it has been coated with a heavy layer of ink, and it has become blurry and unrealistic. The scenery was dissolving, crumpled into a chaotic mess, the dark matter stirred even more, Zhan Tao's collar was shaken by the wind, and his eyes narrowed slightly, because he saw a friend.

And it's a friend who has died, it's a monkey, that sharp-toothed and quick-witted guy. He smiled at Zhantao, smiling freely and nostalgically. He beckoned to Zhan Tao and asked him to come over to his side, his eyebrows were friendly, sincere and warm. Whether you want to admit it or not, Zhan Tao has some sympathy for him, which seems to make the monkey's life even more tragic. It took Zhan Tao a lot of time and thought of a lot of ways to make the golden fat man remember the monkey, and for the others, there was nothing he could do.

I remember that Zhang Xi fell in a high sacrifice [Immortal Mountain], and later, for some reason, all except for Zhan Tao lost part of his memory, so that the monkey was forgotten, and even his best friend Jin Fat forgot him. Hou Debang has never done anything great in his life, and he is not remembered after his heroism, and no one can imitate such an aggrieved life.

So when he saw the monkey again, Zhan Tao was not happy, but sad. For he was convinced that the monkey was dead, and that what he saw before him was nothing but an illusion. However, Zhan Tao still walked over and held one of the monkey's hands, and the warmth of his hand made his heart move. It's too real, if it weren't for Zhantao's determination, he would have been deceived. The moment the two hands were clenched, the monkey's other hand stabbed at him, it turned out that he was holding a short blade and grabbed one of Zhantao's hands in order to make it inconvenient for him to move.

Fortunately, Zhan Tao was already on guard, and he grabbed the monkey's wrist and used his strength to let his short blade get out of his hand. Strangely, he didn't say a word.

Zhan Tao asked him, "You can't speak?"

The monkey was silent, as if he couldn't understand what Zhan Tao said, and he realized that the monkey was just the embodiment of evil thoughts, and he didn't have the ability to think, and he didn't have any connection with the deceased monkey. Zhan Tao picked up the short blade as a knife and slashed diagonally upward, and the monkey's face froze and dispersed as black smoke. Zhan Tao threw away the short blade, sorted out his mood and continued to move forward, he thought that he was about to reach the temple, and it was time to see his true face, but unexpectedly, after the black fog, there was still a dark chaos that could not see the end.

Zhan Tao saw the second light, brighter and purer than before, like the dawn of dawn, which made people mistakenly think that the front was an exit, and generated unnecessary hope. Three steps of the temple, such as 10,000 light years apart, this is the Buddha's magical power, want to see the Buddha, Zhan Tao must pass this pass. What treats him at this pass is Mu Xiaozhi, Zhantao's reverse scales or dead holes, which are also his few weaknesses.

"Little sister?" Zhan Tao said softly, unable to calm down any longer.

Mu Xiaozhi was wearing thin, but it was clearly snowing in the place where she was, she shivered with cold, looking pitiful, Zhan Tao was very distressed, and quickly stripped off her clothes and covered her body. Human reason only exists in certain limited occasions and specific objects, and for Zhantao, Mu Xiaozhi can make him lose his mind with a smile. That's right, Zhan Tao's eyes were as tender as water, and he hugged Mu Xiaozhi with pity, for fear that she would be frozen. Zhan Tao didn't notice that although the snow was sprinkled, the temperature was not low, and after giving his coat to Mu Xiaozhi, he only had a thin shirt, but he didn't notice a trace of chill on his body.

The world in the fog is false, Mu Xiaozhi is naturally also fake, Zhan Tao is not ignorant, he just doesn't want to think, even if Mu Xiaozhi is not around, how can he kill him ruthlessly? Some things, easy to say, but difficult to do, Zhan Tao is not a god, there are complete seven emotions and six desires, he can't cut love, whether it is family affection or love.

What shook Zhan Tao's heartstrings even more was that the little sister had thoughts and could speak, she looked at Zhan Tao's hand on her shoulder, lowered her head slightly, and said a little shyly, "Brother, thank you." ”

Zhan Tao just looked at her, but didn't want to speak, Mu Xiaozhi would never thank him to him, because with their relationship, this sentence was redundant. Zhantao's lake-like eyes, with a trace of ripples, he recalled many stories of the brother and sister, both sad and sweet, but more of them were the pain of struggle after the ordeal. If Zhan Tao's feelings for the monkey are more of a kind of sympathy and regret between brothers, then Yu Mu Xiaozhi and Zhan Tao are very apologetic.

He has always felt that he is an incompetent brother, compared to his dedication, Mu Xiaozhi has done more, and in the past time, it was more Xiaomei who took care of him. I remember that in junior high school, he confessed to his favorite girl and was rejected, and the young Zhantao was so depressed that he felt that the whole sky had fallen, if it wasn't for the little sister dragging him to see the girl dating someone else, Zhantao didn't know how long he would be obsessed. Yes, what you think in your heart is something that is within reach in the eyes of others, and the so-called inviolability has become the object of playing to the point of vomiting in others.

There are too many stupid people in the world, and Zhan Tao is not stupid this time. Later, in the last round of mock exams at the beginning of the high school, Zhan Tao played abnormally, and his ranking fell sharply, and he thought that he couldn't go to the same school with his little sister, and he wanted to die of depression. If you take the exam with this mentality, Zhan Tao will definitely not be able to go to Nancheng Yigao, and then, Mu Xiaozhi came forward and used a bucket of cold water to wake up Zhan Tao who was lying on the sofa with a dry corpse at home.

Xiaomei helped him too much, Zhantao knows his nature, he is a weak and incompetent person inside, he can't protect Mu Xiaozhi, let alone liberate all mankind, he is just a coward who likes to stay at home and have nothing to do. However, this side, only Mu Xiaozhi has seen it, and only the person he loves the most has seen it, so how to let him start.

The fog is bigger, so thick that people can't open their eyes, Zhan Tao's clothes are soaked with dew, it can be seen that it is already early in the morning, you can know how difficult this decision is for Zhan Tao. What's even more difficult is that Mu Xiaozhi just hugged him tightly, without any superfluous movements, she didn't mean to harm Zhantao, perhaps, her emotions are real? Perhaps, she herself is a part of the little sister? Zhantao can't confirm it, so he can only let his heart guess, the more chaotic his heart is, the more chaotic he is.

Then, Mu Xiaozhi said, "Brother, have you ever liked me?"

Zhan Tao was stunned, as if he had been poked in the soft underbelly by a sharp blade, and the whole person was terrified, he stared at Mu Xiaozhi with wide eyes, very hurried and cramped. After a while, Zhan Tao calmed down, and the knife in the sea flew out, and there was no hesitation when he slashed it in the air.

"Nope. Looking at the dissipated fog and the return to normal street scenes, Zhan Tao said very seriously.

Ahead is the temple, the temple of the Buddha.