"But now it's different, you're really standing in front of me. I might be able to kill you and replace you......" The black-clothed Mao Yu's face was a little hideous at the moment. Filled with murderous aura.

Looking at the subconscious full of murderous intent, Mao Yu chuckled in his heart, the muscles in his body tensed, and his nerves became alert. The brain is running quickly, but I think about it. Immediately let down his guard. Meaningfully looked at the black-clothed Mao Yu and said.

"Then you're here to kill me, come!, you're lonely here, you're lonely, you must want to replace me!, right?!"

Saying that, Mao Yu spread his hands, and he wanted to kill or chop whatever he wanted.

"You're really... Not afraid?"

The black-clothed Mao Yu looked at the man with a pale face, and the murderous aura that was full just now was gone, and he said with some hesitation.

"You can't kill me, can you? Suck .."

Mao Yu grinned, accidentally pulled the wound, and gasped in pain.

"You can't kill me, or in other words, you and Ben just can't kill me"

Mao Yu said with a look of being stunned.

"You...... How do you know?"

The last bit of luck was vetoed by Mao Yu, and he asked with some surprise.

"You really want me to die... Your killing intent really made me feel it. You are ruthless enough, maybe it's because I didn't protect Zhu Ruirui and made me angry. Again, part of the reason is that you're trying to see if you can kill me.... You punched and kicked me, but you didn't hurt me in any way. Some skin trauma only. Only the body can be tortured. I can feel that if there is any possibility, you will not hesitate to kill me..."

Mao Yu slowly said what he was thinking.

"Huh.. Scold.. Yes, that's right, I really can't do anything about you. Helpless...... But you are wrong about one thing, and that is... Even if you can die here, I can't kill you, because I don't know what will happen to you. That's something I can't control. You and I are one. Maybe kill you, and I may cease to exist. Maybe not being able to kill it is the best outcome. Otherwise, I really can't say that I'm going to gamble and I'm going to kill you. If you win, I will occupy your body, and if you lose, it may be death."

The black-clothed Mao Yu sneered a few times and said leisurely, at this time, his heart seemed to have knocked over the five-flavor miscellaneous bottle, helpless, pity, and relief. No one can tell how complicated his feelings are at the moment.

"You...... Is it just me, do you have to let me die?"

Mao Yu looked at Mao Yu in black like this, and he had a question in his heart, more uncomfortable, he didn't know why his subconscious hated himself so much, and he had to let himself die. Even at the expense of giving up his life and not dying.

The black-clothed Mao Yu heard his question, maybe he was tired, so he sat up with his legs crossed on the ground. Deep pitch black, eyes full of confusion.

"I've been stuck here for more than 20 years, since I can remember. Alone, and the only thing that accompanies me is these cold memory crystals around me. I can see what you think and do here. Even I can feel your emotions. Your joy, your sorrow, your loneliness. But I've never touched any of these... The taste of the food... The temperature of the air.. Even the hands of lovers.. To me, these memories are like fakes, they don't belong. It's as if I'm a third person in your life."

His voice was a little stiff, and he was a little silent when he said this.

"Do you understand???! for me, do you know how much I want to feel this... Whenever you get angry, whenever you want to give up, whenever you despair! I make you persevere! Actually, I don't want to care! Problem: Every time like this, there will be a kind of bullshit sense of responsibility in my heart! There is a voice that I let motivate myself, encourage myself, like a fool?! And you?! You have a mother by your side who can encourage you to have Zhu Ruirui! And me!! I'm just a fucking person! Bear it alone in this kind of bullshit place!"

At this moment, Hei Maoyu's eyes were full of despair and a kind of hysterical madness, and he clenched his hands. Keep hammering the ground.

The man was silent at the moment, looking at the crazy black-clothed Mao Yu in front of him, his heart was full of distress. If there is someone in this world who understands you, then this person will definitely feel sorry for you. But who understands themselves better than themselves? And every sentence of the black-clothed Mao Yu is heart-wrenching. The deepest scabs in Mao Yu's heart seemed to be peeling off inch by inch. Sadness, loneliness, and despair enveloped him in an instant.

And this large amount of negative energy seems to materialize, turning into a small demon constantly gnawing at the bodies of these two people. The two of them had been completely enveloped in negative energy, and their consciousness had become wooden. Under the gnawing of the little demons, the figures of the two people are a little illusory, maybe after these demons completely devour them, their spiritual power will completely disappear from this world, leaving only a shell. There is no such person as Mao Yu in the world.

The two illusory bodies were even somewhat transparent, and the two bodies actually began to slowly merge together, instinctively resisting these little demons and negative emotions. The bodies of the two people gradually merged, and their consciousness began to become clear. The two of them worked together to resist these demons, but there were too many demons, and the smaller demons began to divide. Even if it is two people together, it is difficult to resist, their bodies are illusory, one will look at Bai Maoyu, and the other will look at Hei Maoyu, but at this moment their faces are full of painful looks.

The azure memory space became a little quiet at the moment, and the crystal of memory kept playing with memories. Two phantoms loomed over a body, struggling in pain. With a "bang", the little devil finally gained the upper hand, and Mao Yu fell to the ground in response. Lost consciousness, and at this time, a crystal suddenly flew out in the corner, emitting a warm blue light that swept Mao Yu's body, and the little devil quickly dispersed like a mouse seeing a cat, and did not dare to devour "their" body again. And some of the little demons who don't die are also annihilated under this beam. The blue mirror-like engram has a memory playing on it.

The woman is as warm as spring, and the green silk is like a waterfall but it is already gray. At this time, Xiao Xiaoyu was already five years old, and his eyes were full of tears. His face was full of grievances and some scars, left by fights with others. The woman's deep eyes were full of pity and some reprimands, and she said softly.

"Yu'er, why are you fighting with children... It's not good .."

"They said I didn't have a father. . . , and scolded mom that you are a white-haired monster"

Xiao Xiaoyu said stubbornly, and puffed out his mouth, looking very cute.

After listening to Xiao Xiaoyu's words, a trace of loneliness flashed in the woman's eyes. Don't pet Xiao Xiaoyu's head. Said softly

"I know that my family Yu'er is the most well-behaved, it's not good to fight, does the wound hurt..."

Xiao Xiaoyu's eyes were full of stubbornness

"It doesn't hurt, what if they still bully me. ”

A hint of fierceness flashed in the woman's eyes

"If they're bullying you, you hit them. Then come back to your mother, and her mother will support you."

Xiao Xiaoyu looked at the woman as if she was a little angry, and she didn't dare to speak. I could only nod my head.

As soon as the color disappeared, he looked at the wound on his son's face full of heartache. Women are really strange creatures, they don't let their sons fight in the last second, and they are afraid that their son will be bullied and will stand up for a second.

The woman's body was lowered, squatting and looking at Xiao Xiaoyu, looking at each other. Said in a serious tone

"Yu'er, you promise your mother. Be sure to be a kind, brave, and persistent man."

Xiaoxiao didn't understand what her mother said at all, and asked with some questions

"Mom, what do you mean by a kind person?"

"Not Giving in to the Evil of the Heart"

"What about the brave ones"

"Not Giving in to the Fear of the Heart"

"Hold on"

"Not succumbing to the inertia of the heart"

As the words fell, a crack suddenly appeared in the blue memory crystal, and this small crack affected everything, and the crystal shattered inch by inch visible to the naked eye. With a bang, the crystal exploded. The blue powder was scattered on Mao Yu's body like a little starlight, and it was pulled out in an instant when it was still fusing black and white, and the remaining starlight was gathering little by little, turning into a blue figure, and the thin figure was shining brightly.

The blue figure squatted down, and gently touched the black and white Mao Yu's hair with both hands at the same time. And the two Mao Yuben's painful expressions suddenly calmed down, and even suddenly looked a little stable. The blue figure moved his lips, but did not make a sound.

The blue figure suddenly flickered, and the next second the figure dissipated. The remaining blue starlight then sprinkled out, and fell on the black and white Mao Yu's body. The two men then woke up.

They looked at each other blankly. It was Mao Yu who spoke first

"What happened.."

The black-clothed Mao Yu also shook his head blankly. Then start checking your body.

Mao Yu began to look around, and found that there was still some blue starlight in the air, which made him feel very kind, and his face was full of surprise when he found a mass of black little devils, and he instinctively felt that these black little devils were dangerous to him.

It seems that the blue starlight only banished the little demon, but did not completely destroy him. And these little devils were still circling around the black and white Mao Yu, ready to find an opportunity to continue devouring their "food", and they were a little afraid of Mao Yu after he woke up. They can only wait for the opportunity to move

And Hei Maoyu also seemed to feel some dangerous and surprising emotions suddenly appeared in his heart, which made him a little confused. He turned his head to look at the man, and he also found the little black devil, but it made him a little fried. Living here for a long time, he can more easily understand the fear of that little devil.

And the same Mao Yu also felt the emotions of fried hair. He suddenly realized that he suddenly looked back at the black-clothed Mao Yu beside him. An idea crept through his mind? He thought it was a little ridiculous, but he tried anyway... Say a word in your heart...

Then he stared at the black-clothed Mao Yu, and the black-clothed Mao Yu also turned his head and looked at him impatiently

"What are you telling me to do?"

At this time, Mao Yu's face was full of horror, and he silently recited a sentence in his heart. but no sound was made.

The black-clothed Mao Yu looked at Mao Yu like a fool

"It's just the two of us in this place, and you can still talk to others?"

Mao Yu didn't speak, just looked at Mao Yu in black deadly, then pointed to his mouth, and thought silently in his heart

"Didn't you notice that I didn't open my mouth at all?!"