Chapter 108: Alive

Wang Sibo, who was lying on the ground, was full of enthusiasm, and told him countless times in his heart to rush up, but he knew that if he rushed up, Du Fengxing might be able to break into the door and pick up the camera to shoot when he heard the movement, and when the time came, he could only marry Du Ruoxi, Wang Sibo didn't want to do this, because he really couldn't give any girl this thing to grow old together, which was why he was very distressed and didn't have a relationship with any girl who loved him, because he knew that he was a passerby in this world, he was just a top bag, but he couldn't control his emotions, his love for those girls。

"Huh~" Wang Sibo took a deep breath and asked: "Ruoxi, you seem to have changed, I feel that your attitude towards your father is wrong, you used to be very close to your father, it seems that you have to stick to him at any time, I was a little jealous of your father at that time, now I feel that your attitude towards your father is a little cold, you won't even forget who your father is, right? I want to ask you if you have a dream in a coma? Can you tell me what you have dreamed about? Anyway, it's still early, and I can't sleep, I always feel that you are completely different from before. ”

"Really, what do you think is different about me?" Du Ruoxi asked.

"I can't say it, I always feel that you don't keep up all day long, you forget me, I can understand, but you forget your father or my attitude towards your father I really can't understand it, you seem to hate him very much, but how much you liked your father before, not only me, but your mother was jealous of you. ”

"Oh~" Du Ruoxi sighed, some pictures suddenly appeared in her head, she looked at the moonlight outside the window and said, "Do you want to know my dreams?" I guess you won't believe what I said, the future world is unimaginable, you may not know that you can hold a mobile phone and buy things without money, a mobile phone can open a video meeting anytime and anywhere, a lot of things you can't think of now, there may be in the future, as for Dad, I don't know if it's a reality or a dream, anyway, I don't like him, but here I feel that he is different from him in my memory. ”

"What's the difference? Your dad is an honest man who does tea trading, it is said that he used to be bullied in business, I remember once I went to the magic capital with you to see that he was still blackmailed by a few gangsters, and I went up to teach them a lesson, but your dad actually looked at me and didn't help me, your dad is a big man and three thick, I didn't expect his character to be so cowardly, he will suffer sooner or later in business. ”

Du Ruoxi laughed helplessly when he heard Wang Sibo's words, the father in his memory is the head of the Hongmen, not to mention a few gangsters, as long as he moves his fingers, dozens of gangsters may not be alive, bullying him? There are only a handful of people who can bully him, and he is lucky not to bully people.

"I don't know how to explain it to you, I really don't have a good impression of my dad in my memory, I don't even know if it's a dream or it's real, but I think it should be real, I saw you there, you're a super rich second generation, but you're a little timid, I'm a little witch who does all kinds of evil there. ”

"And this?I'm the second generation of super rich.,How good it should be if it really is.,How did you become a little witch.,I don't think it's possible for you to become a little witch.,Can you tell me about it?If you don't talk to me.,I'll be thinking.,The things your dad brought me made people uncomfortable.,Or we~"

"Get out~ Listen to me slowly, don't think about it. Du Ruoxi was willing to tell Wang Sibo a story rather than let him go to bed, Nima saw a big bulge in the middle of the quilt he covered, this is going to bed, and he estimates that he will not be able to stand up straight tomorrow.

Du Ruoxi was afraid that Wang Sibo would think wildly, so she told the secret that had been buried in her heart for many years, a very, very deep secret, this secret she didn't want to tell anyone, to be precise, before, but now she thinks that this is another world, and she probably won't be able to go back to her own world, maybe this is her original world, and she can't tell which world is true.

Du Ruoxi's eyes were confused and she told the secret of her heart: " I remember when I was a child, my father was not very busy at that time, and I had a lot of time to accompany me and my mother, until one day my grandfather asked my father to take over as the heir of the Hongmen or something, since then, my father rarely came back to accompany me and my mother, and I can feel that my father's temper is getting worse and worse, and my mother seems to be more and more afraid of him, sometimes my mother will be counted by him if he says the wrong word, often angry and go, every time I come back is in a hurry, and one day I was wrapped in a dumpling and lay in the hospital, and there were other aunts next to the bed to take care of him, all of them are very young and beautiful。 ”

"Mom's tears are getting more and more, I often find her secretly hiding in the room crying alone, once I talked back to my dad at the dinner table, my mother looked at my dad in horror and said to me angrily, how can I talk to my dad like this, don't talk back to my dad in the future, I have to listen to my dad for everything, I felt that my dad was no longer the dad he used to be, he became more and more indifferent, and often went home drunk, I don't know what he was busy with every day, there were more and more bodyguards around me, there were more and more things that restricted my freedom, and my privacy space became less and less。 ”

"When I was eleven years old, after my mother went out to buy vegetables, she never came back, and then I learned that my mother was actually kidnapped, her body was found in the sea, I didn't feel any heartache at all, I always felt that it was all fake, my mother did not die, she would come back, come back to cook for me, come back to put me to sleep, my mother used to be such a beautiful and cheerful person, how did she become less and less talkative, why was she kidnapped, I didn't dare to look at my mother at the time, I didn't look at her body, because I knew it must not be her, my mother will come back to tell me stories, will cook for me。 ”

"I hate my grandfather, he let my father take over, when what bullshit Hongmen is a family, I hate my father even more, because he can choose to refuse, we should have lived happily as a family of three, all of this was caused by my father's own hands, and then I grew up a little bit to know what Hongmen probably did, everyone said that Hongmen is very powerful, Dad is very powerful, but what is the use of being powerful, still did not protect my mother's safety, forever let me lose my mother, I hate Dad hate Hongmen, I hate all men, because men always make his beloved women bruised, I want revenge, I want to make myself cowardly to all men, I don't want to become my motherI wanted to go with my mother, but my mother often told me to live well no matter what, and I couldn't let her die without seeing her, so I survived in this false world. ”

"I began to like the whole person, the more the whole person is happier, the more painful others are, the happier I am, I want to let the people of this world feel my pain, I want my father to put his mind on me every day, since my mother left, he has never quarreled or even lost any temper with me, I think he is ignoring my existence, I want him to face up to my existence, I keep causing trouble for him, no matter who I dare to rectify, even international politicians I have rectified, anyway, everyone says that Hongmen is powerful, I want to see if he can't help me one day, being hanged and beaten, I want to watch him step by step towards the abyss。 ”

Du Ruoxi cried as she spoke, as if she wanted to tell all the secrets and grievances, her body was twitching, Wang Sibo listened to the heartache, this may be love until it hurts, she may not know why her father wants to be this heir, Du Fengxing may have refused at that time, when he couldn't refuse, because there are countless people whose lives are in the Hongmen, he must take on this responsibility, as for the love for Feng Linglong, maybe it is because of the pressure that Du Fengxing has become irritable, he may have forgotten how to love a person, how to care about a person, after all, he has been in a position for a long time, sometimes develop the style and tone of the superior to say the same.

This is a tragedy, a complete tragedy, a tragedy kidnapped by responsibility, a tragedy caused by responsibility, the only victim of this incident is the young Du Ruoxi, ruined her life, ruined her values and morals, ruined her childhood and future, she has completely become a different person, maybe Du Ruoxi at the age of eleven has gone with her mother, leaving only the soul of hatred to support this shell to survive, or a promise to her mother to keep her alive.

"Cry, cry happily, vent your grievances and anger. Wang Sibo suddenly ran to the bed and hugged Du Ruoxi and hugged her into his arms again.

Du Ruoxi lay in Wang Sibo's arms and cried bitterly, she was tired of crying, maybe she was faint from crying, she actually fell asleep, Wang Sibo's clothes were wet with her tears, maybe she didn't want to be a whole person at all, she just wanted to get her father's attention, maybe she was still that little girl, a little girl who longed for her father's love and lost her mother's love.

It was late at night, Wang Sibo slowly put Du Ruoxi down, Du Ruoxi's hand grabbed the corner of his clothes, Wang Sibo gently brushed away her hand, quietly got out of bed and walked out of the door, Du Fengxing actually sat in the living room, he didn't sleep in the bedroom, he was worried that Wang Sibo, the bastard, would not bully his daughter, but he kept hearing his daughter's cry, he wanted to rush in several times, but he didn't dare, he wanted his daughter to have a home, but he was afraid that his daughter would not contact him if she had a home, and forgot him, the contradiction in her heart made Du Fengxing can only stand there stupidly and look at the photo in his hand, which is Feng Linglong's photo。

Wang Sibo gave Du Fengxing a look, the two big men quietly walked out of the house and came to the bottom of the building, Wang Sibo handed a voice recorder to Du Fengxing, and then handed him a bottle of wine and a pack of cigarettes, and went upstairs again, he was afraid that Du Ruoxi would wake up in the middle of the night and not see himself.

Du Fengxing put on headphones and turned on the recording and listened, he sat on the ground, the more he listened, the more uncomfortable he became, this Hongmen should be added, he was the number one boss on the world stage, he actually cried, he cried a lot, they all said that men don't shed tears, maybe it's just not to be sad, he drank the liquor one by one, he kept smoking, his tears seemed to have forgotten to turn off the valve faucet, he wanted to roar, terrible disturbed his daughter, all this was caused by himself, all this is to blame, if he doesn't go to be this bullshit Hongmen familyMaybe he is not a child of Hongmen, their family can live a happy life, his wife, his most beloved woman will not be kidnapped by the enemy, and Ruoxi will not lose his mother at a young age, he hates himself.

No one knows how painful Du Fengxing is at this moment and blames himself, but what happened irreparably happened, what about Hongmen's family? It is impossible to set back time, he did experience a lot of things in the years when he first took over Hongmen, and he hovered on the edge of life and death several times, because no matter internal or external, many people don't want to let themselves be Hongmen as a family, and many people want to let themselves die, he can only make himself strong enough to protect himself and his family, but he was wrong, he neglected his family, and he was focused on his career, and now no one in Hongmen dares to say a word to him, but what is the use? His daughter's hatred for herself has reached the point where it is difficult to recover.

He can't even give happiness to his daughter, so what's the use of being a family member? Over the years, he has tried all means to make up for his daughter, but it is too late, she has already regarded herself as an enemy.

A note suddenly floated down upstairs, Du Fengxing picked it up and looked at it, it was actually written by Wang Sibo: You lived for Hongmen in the first half of your life, and you lived for Du Ruoxi in the second half of your life, some things have been powerless, so spend the rest of your life to make up for regrets, Auntie may not hate you, because she has never chosen to leave you, what qualifications do you have to give up yourself, live for Auntie, live for Du Ruoxi, maybe he has slowly forgiven you.

Maybe Du Ruoxi didn't know that her father had rejected her grandfather back then, and it was her mother who asked her father to go, because it was a mission and responsibility, her mother secretly cried because she was worried about the safety of her father outside, and she didn't quarrel with her father because she wanted her father to come home without wearing a mask and be a person, but it was all over, because Feng Linglong was gone.

Du Fengxing secretly made a decision, this decision may change many situations and the fate of many people, he also wants to find out the murderer of his wife back then, and let him break his body into pieces.