Chapter 400: The Kingdom of Mountains (53)
He said, 'Women love to tell the truth,' and I know it's true, he shouldn't even tell you.
He said that if I made such a decision myself, Stars and Rem would respect Filin more, and he said...... You're not going to let Filin go......
If you think it's a decision he made for Film, you have to believe that I'm leaving you. ”
"He really knows Film. Filin had to admit to her.
"Filin shouldn't have told you," she muttered to herself, then took a few steps back and looked up into Filin's eyes, "I don't know why I told you." ”
Her eyes and show developed forest-like colors. "Maybe you don't want Filmin to let you go?" Filmin tried to ask her.
"You have to let Filmin go," she replied, "and people know that people don't have a future." ”
In that moment everything stood still, and the fire burned slowly. None of them moved, but Filin felt as if he had arrived somewhere else, deeply aware of her scent and everything.
Her eyes, herb-scented skin and hair blended with the warmth and softness of her body under her soft woollen pajamas. Filin felt her as if she had suddenly seen a new color, and all her worries and thoughts hung in this sudden awakening.
Fei Lin knew that she was trembling, but she saw her hands grasp Fei Lin's shoulders, allowing Fei Lin to steady, and a warm current flowed from her hands through Fei Lin's whole body.
Filin looked down into her eyes, wondering what he was seeing in her eyes.
She kissed Film.
That simple action was like an open flood gate.
Then, she kissed Filin incessantly, and people did not stop to think about the so-called intellectual or moral questions, but continued without hesitation. People were allowed to enter new realms together, and Filin could not have imagined a deeper union, and the wonder and joy of giving each other.
On that night, people put aside all expectations and memories of the outside world and were free to be themselves as two completely separate individuals.
Filin had no right over her, just as she had no right over Filin, but Filin vowed never to regret giving and accepting her.
The sudden sweet memory of that night has always been imprinted in the depths of Filin's soul, just because this is the most real feeling that Filin has.
Remembering that Filin had messed up the bow on the neck of her pajamas into a dead knot with her trembling fingers, and that Ariana, though she had soothed Filin sensibly and firmly, gasped as she responded, much to her own surprise, but it didn't matter, because people's ignorance had surrendered to another, more ancient perception.
Filin struggles to show gentleness and strength, only to find herself struck by her strength and gentleness.
Filmin had heard that it was a dance, and that it was actually a war.
Some men talk about it with a hearty smile, others with a sarcastic expression.
Filin had heard the stocky women in the market laugh like hens clucking at breadcrumbs, and there had been indescribable stories of the limbs they used to earn a living like the vendors boasted about the fresh fish.
I myself think it's an indescribable feeling, like the scent of blue, jasmine, and the sound of a flute.
The warmth and bare curvature of her shoulders, the uniquely soft feminine body, the chanting of total surrender, the fragrance of her throat, and the scent of her skin are only fragments.
Although it is very sweet, it still does not reflect the complete experience, and even a thousand details cannot be explained.
The firewood from the fireplace burned into dark red embers, and the candles had long since burned out. It feels like this place that used to be strange to people has become home at this time. Fihrin thought that Fihrin would rather give up what she had than leave this misty nest of love made of messy blankets and feathers, and breathe her warm tranquility here.
That's good, brother.
Filmin jumped up like a hooked fish, waking Ariana from her hazy daydream. "What's wrong?"
"Calf cramps. She laughed out loud and believed Film, but such a small lie made Filmin feel ashamed, and all the lies and distorted facts he had told made Filmin even more ashamed.
Filin wanted to tell her the truth, that Filin was the royal assassin, the king's instrument of murder, that Filin's wolf brother shared with Filin what she had done that night, and that she had given herself to a man who hunted and lived with animals.
I couldn't imagine the hurt and humiliation that would have been done to her if she had been told this, and she might have felt that the touch between people had forever defiled her.
Fihrin told himself that he could tolerate her despising Filin, but would never allow her to despise herself, so he bit his lip and told himself that it was a nobler act, because Filin felt that it was better to keep a secret than to let the facts ruin her.
So, did he lie to himself at the time? Isn't that what people are?
Filin lay there, let her hold Filin in warm hands, and her warm body warmed Filin's side at the same time, and then I promised myself that I would make a change. Filmin will stop playing her current role and will never need to tell her these nasty details again.
Tomorrow, he promised himself that he would tell Etro and Creek Filin that he would stop killing for them, and that Filin would show Nighteye that Filin must break each other's ties tomorrow. Just tomorrow.
But the dawn had come, and tomorrow was today, and he had to lead the wolf cub to hunt down the smelted, for Filin wanted to meet Creek with a new victory, so that he would be in the mood to grant Filin the favor he had requested.
When he completes his hunt tonight, he will ask him to promise Ariana and Firin's marriage. He promised himself that his permission would open a new chapter in his life, and that he would never have to keep the secret of his beloved woman again.
Filin kissed her forehead, then gently placed her hands beside Filin.
"Filin must leave you," Filin whispered as she moved, "but Filin prayed it wouldn't be long. Filmin will ask Crick to allow Filmin to marry you today. ”
She moved, then opened her eyes and watched with a puzzled look as Filyn left her bed naked.
Filmin added more wood to the fire while avoiding her gaze, then picked up the clothes scattered all over the ground and put them on.
When he fastened his belt, he looked up to see her smiling at Film. It turned out that she was not very shy, but it made Filin's whole face redden.
"Filin thinks people are married," she whispered, "and Filin can't imagine any vows that would bring people together more truly than they do now." ”
"I feel the same way," Filin sat on the edge of her bed and held her hands again, "but if all the people knew, it would make Filin feel very satisfied, and Filin's wife, it means that people need a wedding, and then Filin will swear to you in public that he is fully loyal to you." But Filmin has to go now. ”
"Wait, stay a little longer. Filmin made sure people had time to spend a short time together before anyone else got up. ”
Filin leaned over and kissed her. "Filin must go now, and get back the rope that hung on the wall outside Filin's wife's window, or else it will be revitable. ”
"At least stay and let Filmin help you get the medicine off your arm and neck wounds. Filin was going to ask you how you got hurt last night, but ......"
I smiled at her. "Filin knows. There were more interesting things to do back then.
No, dear. He's leaving, but Filin promises you that Filin will change his medicine in Film's room this morning. Calling her "dear" made Filyn feel like a real man more than any words.
While kissing her, Filin promised himself that Filin would leave this place soon, but still cherished her caress on Filin's neck, so Filin sighed, "I really have to go." ”
"I know, but you're going to tell Filin how you got hurt. ”
Fei Lin could tell that she didn't think that Fei Lin was seriously injured, and just used the topic to play well to keep Fei Lin by her side, but Fei Lin was still ashamed to lie as much as possible. "The dog bit a of a in the stable with a bunch of puppies.
Filin thought he knew him well, but Filin was wrong, and when he bent down to pick up one of his puppies, he rushed over and bit Filin. ”
"Poor boy. Okay, are you sure you're going to clean your wounds well? Animal bites are very infectious. ”
"Film's going to clean and bandage the wound again, but Filmin is really going to leave now. Fei Lin helped her cover the feather quilt, but she also regretted that she had to leave the warm quilt. "Sleep a little longer before dawn. ”
"Kaz Silverlight!"
Filin stopped by the door, then turned around and asked, "What's the matter?"
"Whatever the king says, come to Filin tonight. ”
Filmin opened his mouth to protest.
"Promise Filin! Otherwise, Filin really doesn't know how to spend the day. Promise Filin that you will return to Firin, no matter what the king says.
Remember, he's your wife now, and always will be, forever. ”
The gift almost stopped Firin's heartbeat, and I could only nod stupidly. Filin's appearance must have been quite convincing, just because she smiled at Filin as bright and bright as the midsummer sun.
Filming lifted the wooden strip from the door and loosened the latch to open the door and prepare to leave, only to see the dark hallway in front of him.
"Remember to lock the door after Filmin is gone. Filin whispered and quietly departed, leaving her to the end of the night.
Arcanic spells, like any other form of training, can be taught in many ways, and Galen, the arcane sorcerer of King Creek's reign, used techniques of exploitation and forced suffering to break down the walls in the hearts of his students.
Once they are reduced to a situation where they are left to survive, Galen can easily invade the impressionable minds of his students and then force them to indoctrinate his own arcane sorcery skills.