PS: This episode is an interlude, and it will explain the appearance of Xu Jiajia (Ka Ka) in the next episode.

Now turn the perspective back to Earth, Hangzhou. The time is a day ago.

At the Hangzhou Psychological Counseling Clinic, Dr. Zhang, a well-known psychiatrist, was looking at the girl in front of him in distress, wearing a big black hat, and bowing her head with a nervous expression. The girl had a fair face, looked extremely innocent, and had a unique spirituality of a Jiangnan girl, but the medical book on Dr. Zhang's desk read: "Name: Xu Jiajia, age: 18 years old, diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder 12 years ago, ......etc."

On this day, Xu Jiajia's parents were very distressed because Xu Jiajia refused to go to college, so they chose to take her to a psychiatrist for the Nth time.

Avoidant personality disorder is a psychological disorder, this type of person is afraid of people, afraid of strangers, withdrawn, timid, and has a very rich inner world, often this type of person is very intelligent, but not good at expressing himself, and avoids interpersonal interactions, extremely insecure, and unwilling to trust others.

Xu Jiajia is like this, because of escaping from the world, such a beautiful girl could have been popular in the group, but she chose to face life alone, she locked herself in the house every day, due to the extremely serious psychological disorder, and even tried to commit suicide when she was a child. So she was very special and did not go to elementary school, junior high school, high school, and was home to self-study and read books alone. However, due to Xu Jiajia's talent and intelligence, she miraculously was admitted to university on her own, although her parents forced her to take the exam.

At this time, Xu Jiajia was extremely nervous, she pinched her fingers, and didn't dare to look at Dr. Zhang's face, I am afraid that it is the right thing for her not to go to school, otherwise with her appearance, she will be bullied by her classmates when she arrives at school. So, Dr. Zhang sincerely said to Xu Jiajia: "Hello, Xu Jiajia. Can I have a chat with you?".

Hearing the stranger mention her name, Xu Jiajia lowered her head and didn't even dare to come out. Her right hand grabbed the fingers of her left hand tightly, and said timidly, "You... Good ......". Xu Jiajia's big hat covered her face again, like a shy little mushroom, and her parents next to her gently stroked her shoulders, trying to make her relax.

Dr. Zhang frowned and asked, "Why don't you want to go to university?"

Xu Jiajia shook her head, still lowering her head, and the parents next to her looked at Dr. Zhang helplessly and sighed. Dr. Zhang tried again to ask, "Don't be afraid, I just want to help you." ”。

Finally, Xu Jiajia said timidly: "I, I don't want to go outside, I... I'm scared ......". Xu Jiajia's mother was a little anxious when she heard this, and said: "This child has never left the house since she was a child, she locks herself in her room all day long, and as long as she sees strangers, she is afraid, and as long as others speak a little aggravated, she will cry!"

Dr. Zhang nodded and said, "This is indeed tricky, if you want to communicate with this child, you have to gain her trust, and it is very difficult to gain her trust, I am afraid it will take a long time." ”。

Xu Jiajia's parents looked sad, and Dr. Zhang continued: "After testing before, although this child's IQ is indeed very high and talented, her EQ is still that of a few years old. I suggest that this child can engage in writing novels, drawing pictures and so on in the future. Or some work that can be done in isolation by a person in a private space. Regarding schooling, I think that I still need to be supervised by others, because such children are prone to self-destructive tendencies, and I am afraid that if they encounter something at school that they can't solve by themselves, they may ......," Dr. Zhang shook his head, hesitating.

Xu Jiajia's parents knew that the psychiatrist couldn't solve the problem either, so they had to say, "Thank you, doctor." My child's dad and I could try to accompany her to college to see how it goes. Dr. Zhang nodded, and Xu Jiajia's parents took Xu Jiajia home.

After Xu Jiajia returned home, she immediately hid in the house again and locked the door. Xu Jiajia's room closed the curtains, slept in a small single bed, and the bed was neatly lined up with all kinds of pillows, quilts and clothes, and surrounded herself, just like a child playing at home to make an indestructible bunker for himself.

Xu Jiajia's bed is also covered with a thick quilt in the middle, which is covered like this all year round, probably because she is afraid of the dark at night. Her room has a large bookcase full of books with many mystery novels in it. There is also a computer in the room, and the drawer of the computer desk is full of all kinds of old anime album CDs, the top of which is "Detective Conan". There is also a cabinet next to the bookcase, and in the drawer below are clothes and pants, and the lattice is full of all kinds of good-looking large hats, which shows that Xu Jiajia not only likes reasoning, but also a hat controller who likes to cover his face. Finally, Xu Jiajia also has a notebook on her desk, on which she writes many dreams about herself.

On the last page of the notebook it reads: "I always dream of a man who seems to be called Eros, Piaofei, maybe he is my only friend." Today I dreamed of another person, and I remember her name, Victoria, Luo Feng. She seems to be directing me to a strange place, will she be my friend?"

Boom, boom, boom.

Early in the morning, there was a knock on the door. Xu Jiajia slowly opened the door, only a crack was exposed, and when she saw her mother, Xu Jiajia opened the door, and her mother said: "Jiajia, my father and I are going to work! The food is on the table, so if it's cold, you can heat it in the microwave. ”。

Xu Jiajia replied in a milky voice: "I know, Ma Ma, you come back early." After saying that, he closed the door again, and lay on the bed hugging the bear, as if he was pondering something again.

Xu Jiajia's parents went out, and after a while, Xu Jiajia came out of the room, heated the meal, took it into her room, took it out again after eating, and washed the dishes and chopsticks, but accidentally, she cut her hand and bleed. Xu Jiajia looked at her blood in horror, quickly wrapped it up layer by layer with gauze, ran back to her room, grabbed her fingers and lay on the bed, and began to cry. Slowly, I remembered that my mother once said that we must learn to be strong and not cry when I am wronged, so Xu Jiajia held back her tears and fell asleep like this.

When Xu Jiajia woke up, it was already noon. Xu Jiajia also felt that her hands didn't hurt anymore, she didn't eat, but picked up the book and read, reading Xu Jiajia felt that it had been so long, why hadn't her parents come back yet, but when she looked up, it was already half past four. Xu Jiajia thought that they had come back at this point, so she began to worry, and slowly it was five o'clock, Xu Jiajia began to fidget, trying to call her mother, but she couldn't get through. At six o'clock, Xu Jiajia was scared, began to think crankily, ate two biscuits, and had a feeling of wanting to cry while lying on the bed.

It was getting dark, and Xu Jiajia was getting more and more scared. At seven o'clock, Xu Jiajia's mobile phone rang, and it was an unknown number. Xu Jiajia's address book only has the mobile phone numbers of her parents, and she didn't dare to answer strange calls, but she thought that it might be someone else's mobile phone used by her mother, so she answered it.

"Hey, this is the central hospital, is it *** and ***'s relatives?"

"Yes......" Xu Jiajia said.

"Hurry up and come to the central hospital! Your two relatives are in a car accident and are being rescued, please wait for the results at the door of the rescue room!", after speaking, the phone was hung up.

Xu Jiajia was at a loss, cried, plucked up her courage again, put on thick black clothes, put on a big hat, and went downstairs.

She stretched out her hand crookedly, and a taxi stopped, and the driver shouted to her, "Where are you going?"

Xu Jiajia lowered her head and cried and said, "Go, go, Central Hospital." ”。 The driver was frightened by Xu Jiajia, knowing that the situation was urgent, and shouted: "Then hurry up and get in the car!"

Xu Jiajia was frightened by the driver's voice, but still mustered up the courage to get into the car, the driver sighed, and drove to the hospital at a fast speed.

"17 yuan!", Xu Jiajia nervously took out her pocket and handed the money to the driver with both hands.

Xu Jiajia ran into the hospital with no sense of direction, and her brain was blank at this time. Following the prompts of the tip board, she finally found the rescue room. At this time, she kept thinking in her heart, maybe Mom and Dad were just injured, it was just a nightmare.

But a doctor walked out of the emergency room, and asked Xu Jiajia regretfully: "Are you a relative of *** and ***?", Xu Jiajia nodded lightly, and the doctor said apologetically: "I'm sorry, they are too seriously injured and have no power to go back." We've done our best!", and with that, he left.

Xu Jiajia was stunned, standing in place, she didn't believe this fact, she felt an unprecedented sense of helplessness. Until, when she saw the bodies of her parents in front of her, Xu Jiajia was completely desperate, she cried and cried for a long, long time. That night, Xu Jiajia stayed awake all night, guarding the body. At this time, Xu Jiajia was only sad and sad, and she also had a sense of fear for the future.

Because Xu Jiajia's relatives were out of town, the next day, Xu Jiajia walked back to her home by herself. She was so hungry that she ate a few cookies and, as before, locked herself in her room. She didn't dare to face the world, and she thought about how she was often bullied when she was a child because of her cowardly character. She has no financial resources, she has no social experience, she has no ability to communicate with others, and she has no trusted friends and relatives to rely on. All Xu Jiajia wants in her heart is to find a corner without hustle and bustle, without sin, and spend her life quietly.

Xu Jiajia became more and more frightened when she thought about it, and at night, a thought appeared in her heart that she had thought about but didn't dare to think of, she gave up! She wrote the last sentence in her diary.

"If Mom and Dad are in Heaven, I want to be there for them!".

Xu Jiajia looked at the big moon, her heart was very quiet, she felt that there was only loneliness and fear.

In this way, Xu Jiajia took more than 10 sleeping pills in one go and lay quietly on the bed. Slowly, she had a splitting headache, fever all over her body, and her heart was racing. After 5 minutes she calmed down, she had a dream she had been having for years, she saw Eros, Drifting, Victoria, and Loffeng. She seemed to have been dreaming about this dream for a long, long time, and slowly she lost the slightest consciousness, and she fell asleep.

Xu Jiajia woke up, she seemed to be still dreaming, she dreamed of the "Garden of Eden" she longed for!

This is a forest, the sun is incomparably bright, shining on Xu Jiajia's face, making her more pure and beautiful, the air is incomparably fresh, and she feels that her troubles have been drained away with filth. She was lying on the ground, the ground was full of leaves, and the natural "bunk" was so comfortable, and she enjoyed it very much.

It's like an angel who has been in the dark for a long time reborn!

On Earth, the next day, Xu Jiajia's relatives opened the door. However, there was no one in the house, only a pile of sleeping pills scattered on the bedside.