051 Real and Unreal

Murong Bai has been gone for more than ten days, Lu Jinghong and Wine Pig, and Li Bai have also rested for more than ten days in this villa called Liuyun Xiaozhu.

This is the first time since Lu Jinghong has had a quiet time. Get up early every day to stand on the pile, and then practice offense and defense with Li Bai and the wine pig, and secretly practice formations and talismans. Every night, I am calm and calm, and I experience the calm realm that Mao Tuan said. From time to time, Ye Fan would bring some news from the outside world, and the second prince failed to assassinate him, and he was furious. The upstarts of the three princes and the old ministers of the Taishi family fought openly and secretly. Friction on the border has intensified, and troops on other lines of defense have begun to move in full force.

Lu Jinghong just listened lightly, and his heart didn't make waves. These things seem to be far away from themselves. All he needs to do is to take action when the time comes, solve the dragon vein crisis, and leave the rest to Murong Bai and his father to solve.

Lu Jinghong always thought that after he crossed over, he would start a different life and embark on the legendary road of upgrading and fighting monsters and opening dungeons, but this calm and orderly life made him suddenly return to the simple and simple Taoist life before he crossed over and learned Qimen Dunjia with a group of senior brothers. On the contrary, my heart gradually settled down. When I meditate at night, I became more and more calm.

Gradually, Lu Jinghong began to feel a cloud of hot air gradually gathering at the tail vertebrae, and more and more saliva between the slightly closed lips and teeth. Even if you really feel that the heat is swimming in the limbs, the body is beating hot, and the heat in the abdomen is surging, the bottom of your heart is joyless and carefree, and you are silent.

Mao Tuan said to Lu Jinghong: "What is the Yuan Shen? The Yuan Shen is not in your body, it is not a tangible and qualitative thing, if you want to trace it, you have to peel it off and abandon all the attributes that the acquired qi attaches to it." For example, emotions, such as greed, hatred, ignorance, and resentment, for example, the feeling of your body, all the five senses, what you see, what you hear, what you hear, all the touches such as sweet, sour, bitter, spicy, salty, hot, cold, painful, itchy, etc., all these are acquired vainness, and when you realize this, you will have achieved something. ”

Lu Jinghong asked: "Then how can I distinguish between reality and falsehood? How do I know if my current crossing is also false? Or is my previous life false?"

"If you can truly find your truest self, there is no difference between falsehood and reality. ”

Lu Jinghong cut off and said, "Mao Tuan, you really should be a monk and sit on the stage to teach the Fa." ”

Mao Tuan smiled and said, "Do you think I'm very wise?" Lu Jinghong glanced at him, "You're so beautiful!" But I think what you said makes sense, but you can't feel it." ”

Mao Tuan said: "Don't worry, if you want to hurry, you can't reach it, you have been in Hongchen for so many years, like a bucket of water, it has long been dyed with various colors, if you want to clarify it as clear water, you can only feel it if you don't move." ”

Lu Jinghong seemed to have an understanding in his heart, but he couldn't grasp it for a while. I can't be in a hurry, but these days of meditation and meditation, as well as the unremitting recitation of the pure heart and universal good mantra taught by Mao Tuan, I do feel at peace. So I continued to practice step by step. However, the formation and talisman have been cultivated, although they have not seen any effect, but Lu Jinghong can already complete the release of the talisman in an instant, as well as use the void drawing talisman to lay out the formation within a stick of incense.

This night, after Lu Jinghong meditated for an hour, he woke up and felt that he was still full of distracting thoughts, and he couldn't help but feel a little irritable in his heart. I know this kind of thing, but I can only slowly experience the subtleties by myself, and I can't discuss it with others. Sigh at the moment and go out for a walk in the yard.

It is the bright moon in the sky, the moonlight is like water, and the bamboo shadows on the wall illuminated by the moon shadow are swaying and colorful. The shadows of the undulating mountains in the distance are deep and shallow, and the moonlight is like a light veil covering the mountains, just like thin clouds vaguely obscuring. Suddenly, a sentence came to my heart: "The bright moon rises out of the Tianshan Mountain, and the vast sea of clouds is ...... The long wind is tens of thousands of miles, blowing the Yumen Pass. ”

But I heard someone behind me praise: "Good poetry!"

When I looked back, it was Li Bai. Li Bai didn't know when, hugged a jar of wine, and sat on the wall. waved his hand and said, "The kid came up and talked." ”

Lu Jinghong smiled slightly, jumped on the wall lightly, and sat next to Li Bai.

Li Bai poured a big sip of wine and said, "The few words you chanted just now are very suitable for the feeling that I was stationed at the side of the meeting." ”

He recited softly: "The bright moon rises out of the Tianshan Mountains, and the vast sea of clouds is among them! The long wind is tens of thousands of miles, blowing through the Yumen Pass." That's what it feels like...... The Yellow Desert Desert, the wind is long for 10,000 years, and I can only hear the sound of the wind and the wind is endless. Raising his eyes and looking around, he was dazed and conscious. It's as if you are the only one left between heaven and earth, facing this lifeless vastness. That kind of wind seems to pour loneliness, loneliness, hesitation, and sorrow into everyone's bone marrow. But day after day, you still have to stand there, listen to the wind, and guard the city, even if you are really the only one left in heaven and earth, you cannot retreat. ”

Lu Jinghong said: "Why can't you retreat?" Li Bai stared at Lu Jinghong strangely: "Where the duty is, where the border is, if you retreat, will you let the alien patriarch drive straight in? At that time, I don't know how many people will die at the hands of the alien race." ”

Lu Jinghong knew that his words were inappropriate, so he couldn't help but feel a little guilty, and said softly: "I'm sorry." Li Bai waved his hand and said: "I don't blame you, people who haven't been to the side often can't experience that feeling." If I hadn't promised your mother, maybe I would still be fighting against those Hu people now. He sighed again: "In war, innocent people always suffer, obviously driven by the selfish desires and interests of those big people, but they always fill with the dry bones of the people." Lu Jinghong was silent, and admiration rose in his heart. Uncle Li Bai clearly sees it very clearly, knowing that war is just a means for the powerful to compete for interests, but he is still willing to defend the frontier in order not to make more people suffer.

Li Bai sighed, didn't care about Lu Jinghong, and said slowly: "Hanhai is dry and the bones are crying, and the yellow sand is buried in the bones. Who sees homesickness and tears? There is another war, and I don't know how many people will die in other places, being lonely ghosts, and how many families will be separated from their wives and children. He poured another sip of wine, ignored Lu Jinghong, and jumped off the wall to go back to the room.

Lu Jinghong was a little dazed for a while. Uncle Li Bai suddenly sighed, or did this bright moon remind him of something, and suddenly said these words to himself, but he left by himself.

Sitting on the wall, he was in a daze for a while, thinking about what Li Bai said, knowing that war was just a game of power, why did he still devote himself to it? For fame, power, and profit? Li Bai and the wine pig are obviously not people who value these things. So for what? Just for a peace of mind? Lu Jinghong secretly paid, it was me, if I had this ability and was in this position, would I be able to do it? I definitely don't want to. Why would I be unwilling? Because I don't want to die in vain? Because I don't think it's worth it. Am I going to be upset? It doesn't seem to be. This has nothing to do with me, so I don't want to die for others. So why does Li Bai think that this thing is worth it for him, but I don't think it's worth it? Is it because I'm selfish? Obviously not, it's because I don't have a sense of identity with this world, because I never feel like I'm a person from this world.

For a moment, Lu Jinghong's heart was like thunder.

Yes, I never thought of myself as a person of this world, in other words, I didn't think about how I could determine my worth as a person in this world. If you don't agree with this world, how can the rules of heaven and earth in this world resonate with you? If everything is like a dream, and you can't distinguish between reality and illusion, then since the only thing that remains unchanged is your own heart, then you should have a consistent code of conduct in any world, whether it is the past, the present, the future, or the illusory or the real. It can be seen that I have not really integrated into this world, in fact, I am confused by the judgment of whether it is real or illusory.

I had an epiphany in my heart for a while, and immediately sat on the wall, looked at my nose and my nose, and entered into meditation.