Chapter 23: The Dream of Yellow Springs
Under the attack of the Dark Holy Lord Cheng Qi, Qin Mu ran out of a gap at the last moment, but he didn't know whether it was his soul or a wisp of his remnant soul, or an illusion, in short, he felt his body flutter out.
Flew over the river, flew over the stream, flew over this life, flew over the afterlife.
On the way, he saw many relatives, friends and enemies he once knew, but none of them paid attention to Qin Mu, a passerby.
With a bang, Qin Mu, who was flying in the air, fell down rapidly from the air, but he didn't feel any pain.
Rubbing his buttocks, Qin Mu came to a cement path.
Here the creek is babbling and the pine waves are bursting, and occasionally a few dragonflies and butterflies fly over the brake is pleasant, and I looked at it in surprise, not only the water is yellow, even the soil in the water is also yellow, and then I look at it all yellow, even the grass on both sides is also yellow.
"Could it be that I came to Huangquan Road?"
Qin Mu muttered to himself, looking at everything here intently, everything was so strange and so familiar.
"Where did you come from, the stinky boy dared to stand in the way of Lao Tzu here, and he was impatient!"
Qin Mu, who was looking carefully, didn't know who kicked him away, but now he could fly in the air again, and he flew faster, all he saw along the way were not people, not fierce beasts with teeth and claws, or those devils who ate people.
Frightened, he fell from the air several times and played a few heartbeat games of bungee jumping.
"Father, why are you here?" Qin Mu saw his father in his previous life on an island surrounded by grass, and the sourness in his heart couldn't help but come out, tears fell from his cheeks, and he fell into his father's arms and cried.
"Don't cry!" Wiping away the tears from Qin Mu's cheeks, Father Qin smiled kindly, "Mu'er, I've been waiting for you here all along!"
"What, father?" Qin Mu asked in surprise, "What's the matter, you're going to wait for me here?"
"Mu'er, it's all over, let it go!" Father Qin stroked Qin Mu's messy hair, still smiling, "My death is purely an inevitability of a natural law, birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable, neither your mother nor I have ever blamed you!"
"No!" Qin Mu was even more sad, "If I work hard and don't make you so sad, maybe you won't get sick, I have a strong sense of guilt." I know that you are only comforting me by saying these things today, but I can't forgive myself no matter what! If I had listened to you, finished my college studies well, and didn't insist on doing a pyramid scheme, you wouldn't have been angry at all!"
Thinking of the memories of the past, Qin Mu's tears rained down, and the movie version of the past flashed in front of him.
When he was in his second year of college, one of his high school classmates did a pyramid scheme, he bore the brunt of being deceived, and he also started a pyramid scheme, giving up the opportunity to continue his studies in college, and Qin's father didn't say anything at that time, just silently accepted it.
Later, when he came out of the pyramid scheme and went to society, Qin Mu became depressed, and this depression was five years.
In the past five years, Qin Mu has done nothing, and in the worst case, he is penniless, stealing things and picking up garbage to live.
Later, Qin's father was seriously ill, and Qin Mu suddenly found out.
However, it was too late, and his father died in a few months, and he didn't even close his eyes when he died.
Qin's father's death became Qin Mu's biggest regret in his previous life, and it was also the biggest knot in his heart.
He didn't let go of this knot until he was reborn again in this life, and the knot in his heart has always been trapped in his heart and haunted in his mind.
According to the doctor, the main cause of his father's cancer was that he was depressed and angry all day long.
Qin Mu, the culprit, naturally attributed Qin's father's death to himself.
The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't know, and the son wants to raise but doesn't wait, so Qin Mu is even more depressed.
"Father, it was me who was wrong before, I didn't listen to you properly, so that you regretted dying without turning a blind eye, this time I will definitely seize the opportunity to try my best to make up for the previous shortcomings, I will not repeat the mistakes of the past!" Qin Mu looked at Father Qin and said firmly.
"What did you say?" Father Qin was annoyed and angry, and pushed Qin Mu away, the green tendons on his forehead suddenly bulged, "This is not a place for you to stay at all, nor is it a place where you should come, do your own thing, this is what you should do!"
"Father?" Qin Mu's face was confused, he couldn't understand which sentence made his father unhappy, "Where should I go?"
"Mu'er, go where you should go!" After Father Qin finished speaking, his whole body began to blur, turning into a little starlight, "Go, go where you should go, do what you should do, let go of what you should put down, don't dwell on the past anymore and extricate yourself!"
"Father!"
Seeing the starlight that his father had turned into disappear one by one, Qin Mu's heart ached violently.
The sky fell, and he felt that everything was so powerless, that he had no strength to even shout "Father".
Collapsed on this island, let the cold wind blow the bones and erode the heart, let the sea dry and rot, let the moon rise in the east and set in the west, Qin Mu didn't say a word, there was not even sadness in his sad eyes, all was indifference, indifference to life.
The heart is dead!
Time passed minute by minute in Qin Mu's heart death.
Time no longer means anything in his mind.
A thunderbolt, his body shook suddenly, he felt that the heavens and the earth were suddenly dark, his body shook suddenly, Qin Mu couldn't move, his body suddenly trembled, and bursts of cold breath quickly penetrated into his body at lightning speed, and he couldn't help but tremble.
As if you were naked in the ice and snow, you were about to be frozen, Qin Mu's feeling.
"Am I really dead?" Qin Mu's first thought.
I used all my strength, trying to stand up and see the surrounding environment clearly, but I couldn't do anything, not only did my eyes not open, but even the small joints of my body didn't listen to him, and my body didn't seem to be his at all.
It wasn't until four hours later that Qin Mu finally opened his eyes, and the moment he opened them, he was dumbfounded, the first sight that came into his eyes was completely pitch black, so dark that there was no light at all, so dark that he couldn't even see his five fingers, it was terrifying.
I don't remember the first time I woke up, it should have been at night, because Qin Mu didn't see any light, and he still felt that he was in a dark space, but the cold aura on his body was not so strong, and there was a little heat surging in his chest.
When he woke up again, Qin Mu opened his eyes, only to see the moths fluttering and shaking in the faint light.
The coldness on his body is gone, and his whole body is warm and hot, but unfortunately at this time, his whole body has the feeling of a skeleton jumping apart, and there are thousands of insects and ants all over his body, and his ears seem to hear the vague sound outside, accompanied by small sobs.
Qin Mu knew that he was not dead, but his body seemed to be damaged, and the other joints of his body, except for his eyes, he couldn't control them.
A painful feeling suddenly came to him, followed by the loss of consciousness, and Qin Mu also fell asleep again.