Chapter 11 This hatred lasts forever
In his memory, his life before the age of seven was happy, he lived in a wealthy family, and he grew up with fine clothes and food. He has the careful care of his mother, the pity and protection of his sister, and the kindness and doting of his father.
However, all this happiness came to an end on the day of his seventh birthday.
He remembered that day, when the house was full of guests and friends, and his father seemed to have great power, and those people congratulated him vigorously, flattered him, and brought him many gifts.
On that day, he was elated and excited, running around behind his father, accepting everyone's blessings and, most importantly, everyone's gifts.
However, happy times always seem to be short-lived. That night, when the feast was over and the guests were gone, two people suddenly came, and they said that his father was a wicked man and that he wanted to bring him back to redeem him, and that his family was a wicked man, so he had to go back with them.
The father was naturally unwilling, so he led his subordinates to resist, but the strength of the two was several points higher than his own strength, and the father was defeated, and the whole body mana was abolished on the spot, and the family was then taken prisoner.
When he was young, he watched his home being burned to ashes by these two people, and the servants in the family had no intention of sacrificing their lives to repay their masters.
Only one night, he fell from heaven to hell.
The father was cursing in exchange for a merciless whipping. The mother was crying, in exchange for a resounding slap in the face. Her sister put her arms around her, trembling where she was greeted with a night owl-like mockery.
His young heart was filled with fear of the future.
However, the worst he could think of became the ideal life he dreamed of.
The family was brought into a valley, which was large and beautiful, and in the deepest part of the valley there was a courtyard that was just as beautiful, but an infinite number larger than the others. His name repented of the hospital.
They were imprisoned in this courtyard, and a separate courtyard was assigned to them, and the two men told them to reflect here, and if they could be forgiven by a thousand people in this valley, they would be free.
At that time, they even had a gleaming in their hearts that the situation did not seem to be as bad as they imagined, and at least they could still live.
Reality tells them that sometimes life is more difficult than death.
The day after he was imprisoned, his parents died.
The reason was that an unknown person had entered their yard, who seemed to be a resident of the valley. He had a wooden stick in his hand, and when he saw his father, he didn't say a word, but he hit him with his head and face, and his father seemed to want to struggle, but his limbs were so weak that he couldn't use any strength, so he could only curl up there and let him beat and curse.
Because of the sinners who enter here, the monks will be abolished, and then everyone will be picked off their tendons, although it will not affect their daily actions, but they really have no strength to speak of.
The mother cried heartbreakingly, and rushed up to press on her husband's body, but the man ignored it, and still waved the wooden stick in his hand like crazy.
But inadvertently, the man saw his mother's face, and the mother was extremely beautiful, and the moment the man's eyes saw his mother's face, they emitted a faint green light like the eyes of a wild wolf.
He threw away the stick in his hand and threw himself on top of his mother, tearing at her clothes frantically. The father was overwhelmed with grief and indignation, and although his body could not exert any strength, he still struggled to open his mouth and bite the man's leg, screaming and using up the only strength left in his body, and not letting go.
The man was in pain, and let his mother go for the time being, and instead roared and punched and kicked his father, but after a few punches and kicks, he found that he could not get rid of his father's entanglement with him, so he took out a dagger from his bosom and plunged it into his father's heart.
He will always remember that his father's eyes when he was dying were bloody and terrifying, but he felt the reluctance to his children, the cherishing of his wife, and the irresolvable remorse in those eyes.
He will always remember his mother's last heart-rending roar, like a cuckoo crying blood, and the voice drilled into his mind, echoing in his mind forever and forever.
Her mother also died, and she could not be humiliated in front of her husband's corpse, so she bit her tongue and committed suicide, and when she died, she was freed.
Before he died, his mother screamed at his sister, who was ten years older than him, and he screamed: "Cha Cha, kill your brother, and then commit suicide." ”
He didn't understand it at the time, but then he figured out why his mother wanted his sister to kill him and then kill herself, because she was afraid, afraid that her sister would suffer the same and even more humiliating torture as her, and that they would sink into this hell and never be able to live again.
After all, my sister didn't listen to my mother's instructions, she couldn't do it, and my younger brother was still so young, he shouldn't have ended his life so early.
He later thought that it would be nice if his sister had followed her mother's instructions.
The man who was inferior to the beast really didn't let go of his family, and his sister didn't escape his clutches after all, and in front of his eyes, he saw the ugliest scene in the world.
He tried to stop him, but it was useless, and he was almost killed by the man.
The man was finally gone, and the ragged sister hugged him with a gossamer, as if talking to herself, as if to cheer him up: "Brother, we must live, no matter what, we must live." ”
But what is the purpose of living? My sister is for him to live, but what can he do if he lives?
The man was gone, and another person came, and when he saw the two corpses in the courtyard, he smiled strangely, took out a knife, and ignored the sister and brother who hugged their heads and wept. With great interest, he slashed indiscriminately on the two corpses, until the flesh and blood of the two corpses were blurred, and he seemed to be tired, so he didn't look at the two sisters and brothers, and turned his head and left.
In a few moments, another man entered, but it was a woman, and the siblings hoped that the woman would not be as violent and ferocious as the man.
The reality, however, was that the woman lifted the whip in her hand and beat them like disobedient brutes in the house, until she was exhausted.
The woman was gone, and the two siblings lay limply on the ground, and they didn't even have the strength to speak. But that's not all, and it's just getting started.
The doors of the courtyard were opened and closed, closed and opened, and the people who came in were all different and different, but they all came for the same purpose, and that was to torture them, and they called it atonement for their sins.
This situation lasted until nightfall, and the people here seemed to strictly follow the law of life that works at sunrise and rests at sunset, and as long as night falls, they must return to their homes and never go beyond a step.
It was the first day the siblings had spent here, and on this day, their parents died, the sister's virginity was gone, and his tears were gone. They became numb and lay in the house like the walking dead, waiting for an unknown tomorrow. Or, if you don't wait for to-morrow, tonight, you will be in darkness forever.
They waited until the sun of the next day, but they were greeted by a day of endless torment.
At night, he said to his sister, "Sister, I want to die, you can kill me." ”
The sister gave him a slap in the face and said, "You can't die, you have to live." ”
But can you really live? Here, there is endless torture every day, and only a little bit of pitiful food is given every day. Maybe when you fall asleep, you won't be able to wake up again. But my sister said that he couldn't die, so he had to listen to his sister and try to live, although the front seemed to be eternally cold, but beside his sister, at least there was a little bit of warmth.
As the days passed, life did not improve in the slightest, and there was still endless rape, torture, whipping, and violence.
My sister's beauty makes no one kill them anymore, although the torture is endless, but it will eventually leave them a life, and most people's attention is on my sister's body, so naturally most of the torture is borne by my sister. In this way, the sister and brother survived with difficulty.
This survival lasted for three years.
This year, he was ten years old.
That night was his tenth birthday.
That night, it was very cold, and the sisters and brothers hugged each other for warmth.
That night, he felt that his sister's body was getting colder and colder, until there was no warmth at all.
His heart gradually became cold, his blood was no longer boiling, only the hatred in his heart was surging.
He hated this day and gave him a tragic fate.
He hated the land, and buried his loved ones.
He hated himself, incompetent and cowardly.
He hated his father and was a wicked man.
He hated his mother and gave birth to himself.
He hated his sister and died before him.
He hated the people here, and he was inferior to the beasts.
He hates the world, bloody cannibalism.
He swore that he would turn the world into hell. The people of this world will taste their own suffering.
In order to fulfill his vow, he wants to live, at all costs.
The next day, the first person to arrive found his sister's body and whipped him with anger, but he no longer felt a trace of pain, his heart was filled with hatred, and nothing could be squeezed into it anymore.
That day, there was no food delivered in the evening, and this small courtyard seemed to have no need to exist anymore because of the absence of my sister, so it was forgotten.
The next day, no one came to this small courtyard, naturally, there was no food.
For seven days, he didn't get a drop of water, and he knew he was going to die.
But he couldn't die, he hadn't fulfilled his vow.
But how can you live without food?
Actually, it's not completely nothing.
He dug up his sister's body and lowered his head to kiss his sister's cold forehead.
"Sister, we will always be together in the future. ”
Two months later, he opened the door of the courtyard, which had been closed for more than two months, and stepped out of the courtyard that had been closed for three years.
Since no one came to him, he went to find someone. For the sake of the vow in his heart, he can endure any torture.
He saw a man, and he went to kneel before him, kowtowed, and begged him to give him something to eat.
The man beat him severely, and then walked away without any charity.
He didn't give up, he knelt down in front of another person, kowtowed, then beaten, and then got nothing.
When you meet someone, you kneel, and when you see someone, you beg, more like a dog than a dog.
At the end of the day, there is a harvest after all, he can finally live, and if he lives, there is hope.
From that day on, the residents of the valley who came to this courtyard noticed an interesting phenomenon, there was a child who did not stay in his yard to hide, but often appeared around the courtyard, kowtowing to people, and being beaten and scolded just to beg for a little food.
They love it, because it never happens.
The penitential house is very large, about 10,000 people can live here, but it has never been full, although people are locked up here every day, but the speed at which people come in is far less than the speed of the dead here, and few people who are locked up here can live for more than three years.
There are probably less than 2,000 sinners here.
This number can no longer meet the needs of the people in the valley, but now there are people who take the initiative to jump out to give them anger, and they are naturally very satisfied, so they give more and more food.
Gradually, he began to stop being hungry, and in this environment, he was able to eat two meals a day, and he could eat enough for each meal.
He lived humbly and stubbornly, repeating the process of being tortured day after day, and he forced himself not to sleep, because he was afraid that he would be like his sister, and he would not wake up from falling asleep.
Every night, he returned to his small courtyard, licked his wounds alone, looked at the night sky, and thought about how to fulfill his vows.
He thought about it for three years.
In the past three years, in addition to being tortured repeatedly every day, two special things have happened.
The first thing is that a man said that he was so beautiful as a boy that he was really a tyrannical thing, and it was better to be a girl, so he cut off his credentials as a man.
The second thing is that a woman said that he was not male or female and was so beautiful, whether he wanted to seduce men or women, it was really disgusting, so she wrote the word "ugly" on his face with a knife.
He doesn't care, he can give up anything as long as he lives.