Chapter 605: He doesn't want to die yet
Jing Bang had never thought deeply about the impact of these things he had on his family.
In fact, he didn't want to think about it, but he didn't dare to think about it.
As an adolescent teenager, the first thing I think about is that I am not wrong, he did not mean it. He will subconsciously avoid the accusations of the outside world, and the first step of this escape is to speak wildly to hide his uneasiness.
And when the first person doesn't care about him, or doesn't dare to worry about him, he will have a kind of luck in his heart, feeling that everyone will not care, and feel that as long as he makes a mistake, his family will always calm it down for him.
But this time, Tan Yulin threw the consequences directly in his face, letting him see clearly how much impact his mistakes would have.
Jing Bang has anger in his heart, but this anger is born of fear. When a person is terrified to the extreme, he is angry. He was afraid that his actions would really affect his family, and he was angry that these people would not forgive him.
He is only in his teens, why don't these people have a sense of tolerance. Isn't it permissible for a teenager to make mistakes?
Tan Yulin seemed to see through his thoughts, sneered, and then bombarded.
"Why do you think that everybody has to forgive you? What qualifications do you have to make people do that? Tell me, what is better than man?
"Is it a qualification? Is it a family background?
"In terms of family background, after my sister has no door, which force in this world is not afraid of no door? Your Jing family is just a small Xiuzhen family in the Chiyun Continent, no matter what aspect of virtue and fame, which aspect can be ranked in the cultivation world?
"My sister is still not going to bully the weak outside with the momentum of not coming to the door, where do you have the courage to be domineering outside?
"In terms of qualifications, you have been inducing qi into your body since you were four years old, and now that more than ten years have passed, even if your cultivation has not been destroyed, you are only in the valley opening period.
"This kind of qualification may be outstanding in your Jing family, but if you throw it into my Guiyuan Sect, you will be a piece of rubbish. Not to mention compared to my sister, you are also a drag compared to my outer disciples of the Guiyuan Sect.
"Not to mention that I return to the Yuan Sect, in this world now, anyone who cultivates with my Guiyuan Sect's mental method, even if it is a casual cultivator, is much faster than you.
"Take 10,000 steps back and say, even if you don't compare my Guiyuan Sect with you, can the Zhu family's Yan family have the same scourge as you? Even if there is, the two families will deal with it immediately, and they will never destroy their reputation.
"You just rely on the fact that you are the youngest son of the head of the family, and you rely on your father to always forgive you for your mistakes. But it's just that you make mistakes at home, and you still have the face to run rampant outside.
"I'll tell you this, your father forgives you, it's because he is your father, and you are a piece of flesh that fell from him. You expect everyone to forgive you, but you're going to call the people you've bullied daddy?"
Tan Yulin scolded in one breath, and the whole person was refreshed.
Looking at Jing Bang opposite her, the whole person was stunned.
Fang Cai was still afraid of anger, and he didn't even dare to be angry at this time.
What else does he have to be angry?
Previously, he was proud of his qualifications and proud of his family. But now after being scolded by Tan Yulin, he realized how worthless his family and qualifications were in the eyes of outsiders.
Especially the last sentence, which hit him to the ground.
The proud boy now thinks of one thing over and over again.
His father has always indulged him because he has the best qualifications in the family, so he often hears his father say that he is the hope of the family.
Now, if he can't become the hope of the family, but has become a stumbling block to the family, will his father still indulge and pity himself like this?
Jing Bang has lived for more than ten years and has never had such a nervous mood. He remembered that when he left the main hall, his father changed his strictness to his brother and revealed a kind attitude, and remembered his father's expression when he promised to send him to Guiyuan Sect, all of which inexplicably made him chill.
Was he abandoned by his family?
Jing Bang has never felt so lost and afraid, if he is really given up by his father, and the Jing family really doesn't want him in the end, what should he do?
No, probably not, he will always be the son of his father, and his father will never give up on him.
Thinking of this, Jing Bang eagerly raised his head and asked Tan Yulin: "My father, how is my father's injury?"
Tan Yulin looked at him and sneered: "You are a little filial, your father is fine, and with my sister's elixir, he recovered from his injuries on the first day." In the past few days, he has recovered very quickly, and now he is busy with my sister's driving school. ”
When Jing Bang heard the answer, instead of being happy, he was poured cold water.
His father recovered, but he hadn't remembered him yet, and he hadn't even been heard from once. Was he really disliked by his father?
Tan Yulin saw his dejected appearance, and did not immediately show sympathy. To treat this kind of person, if you give a sweet date immediately with a stick, he will immediately forget what he has done and start to tremble again.
"What, you're afraid that you'll be abandoned by your family? Hehe, you can't blame anyone, now you have tasted the evil consequences, all of which you have inflicted on yourself.
"You just have to continue to feel sorry for yourself, no one in this world has the spare time to care about your mood. If you want to go back to the Jing family, you can only let your father see your usefulness again, otherwise who will want a good-for-nothing person?"
After Tan Yulin finished speaking, she went to work again.
She went back and forth and even thought that Jing Bang's pestle was in the way, so she directly grabbed Jing Bang and threw it next to the small building.
Jing Bang sat beside the small building for a long time, until he was dizzy with hunger, and then he remembered that he was still in the Qi refining period, and it was not okay not to eat or drink.
Looking up and seeing that Tan Yulin was not there, Jing Bang was a little flustered, and wanted to get up and go to Tan Yulin to ask for something to eat, but he was weak and sat back all of a sudden.
I used to think that if I died, I would die, and if I died, my father would avenge him, but now Jing Bang was afraid. He didn't want to die, at least he didn't want to die like this, if he starved to death here, he would really become a joke of the Jing family.
He wants to live, cultivate well, be a good man, and at least let his father see him get ahead.
In a panic, Jing Bang struggled to stand up, but after taking two steps, there were gold stars in front of him, and when he was lightheaded, he fell.
The moment he closed his eyes, he was horrified to see a dog running towards him with no flesh and skin. He said in his heart that this is not something that can only be seen after death, and he doesn't want to die yet.
With full of unwillingness, Jing Bang finally closed his eyes and lost consciousness completely.
Xiao Bai stood in front of Jing Bang and stopped, tilted his head to look at him, and then screamed.
"Ahh