Chapter 1: Memories
The night is so bleak, the wind is clear and the night is quiet, Ye Bai sits alone in this silent forest, looking up at the starlight in the dark night, and is deeply immersed in the past.
"I'm leaving!" Ye Bai said as he looked at the woman in front of him. Standing in front of him was a tall man, with a good figure, not fat or thin. If you look closely, she has long hair and a shawl, and she always has two hairpins on her head, one left and one right, and her hair is tightly tied behind her ears, revealing a smooth and white face. Her eyes were not large, slender and long, but they were very bright, and they turned into two slits when she smiled. The nose is slightly upturned, giving it a playful feel and looking very cute. Her favorite thing to wear is a dress with white flowers on a blue background, and the skirt is wide and large. As soon as she ran, her skirt flew up like a flower butterfly. He is also a person who cannot be abandoned. But now......
However, in Ye Bai's heart, he had already understood that although he had persisted in his own illness for a long time, it was almost to the limit. It's the figure of this girl before, and now she has cut her hair, and she is not as cute as before, but more mature and charming.
He only said five words to the former, "Bless you!" and walked away. Bi Yi was in a trance for a while, "He didn't seem to care about anything before, and he didn't seem to give up." So this time is why. Bi Yi looked at the familiar back of Ye Bai, who turned around and left, and said, "You have always refused to say that you like me, is it because of your illness?" ”
Ye Bai understands that he can't stay with her forever, this is the most perfect ending.
Abandoned since childhood, Ye Bai grew up in an orphanage, and at the age of 18, he left the place where he was raised, because of his persistence, he also has a lot of achievements in his career, at the age of 21, he successfully started a number of companies, but behind this success, he paid a lot.
And he didn't know how many tomorrows he had left. also fell in love with Biyi, a girl 2 years younger than him, studying at Lingyun's T City University.
Ye Bai returned to his company and looked at the place he was doing. He made a decision. The next day, he donated all of this to the place where he was raised. XX Orphanage. I took Xiao Xu's cash with me. I bought some living things and went to a place that I accidentally found on a wild trip - under the cliff. Of course, he also said goodbye to his good brother, saying that he had gone far, far away.
On the night of the farewell, Ye Bai's good brothers Yan Yubin and Shangguan Hao were completely drunk, because they both knew that Ye Bai was leaving, and they said goodbye forever, and they were silent everywhere. I don't know how to speak, and my brother for many years doesn't know what to say.
Silent goodbye, they had no better way, because they knew that Ye Bai's illness was incurable. Hate ~ hate why all this should happen to their good brothers.
Looking at the drunk 2 people, Ye Bai sighed. He picked up a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took one out of it, put it in his mouth, and whispered to them, "Two brothers, I really didn't expect to leave." It's really a feast that doesn't stop in the world, if the three of us go to the world together in the next life......"
After saying that, he found a match on the table with an empty wine bottle, lit a cigarette in his mouth, and took a deep breath...... Take care brother, I'm gone. After speaking, Ye Bai silently walked out of Shangguan Hao's house with his luggage.
"You just let him go like that?" Yan Yubin asked Shangguan Hao.
"I don't know how to speak, you and I both know that he insists on leaving, and he won't let us give him his last ride. Shangguan Hao said.
"God is unfair, if there is an afterlife, we will be good brothers!" Yan Yubin asked Shangguan Haodao and shouted with tears in his eyes......
A thunderclap interrupted Ye Bai's memories, and Ye Bai, who looked at the sky full of dark clouds, pointed to the sky and scolded: "You really understand my feelings." So he hurried back to the cave beside his cliff. Before returning to the cave, it rained, and when he returned to the cave, Ye Bai had turned into a soup chicken, changing clothes.........
There was a blanket and a book in the cave, and it was Ye Bai's bed. This cave, which is about 3 meters high and 5 meters wide, looks like it is not natural, but artificially created. I don't know anything about this cave leaf white. It's just that it's very secretive, and there's only one way down here, but from the cliff on the opposite side.
Out of the cave there is a 10-meter-wide sinkhole under a river. The sinkhole is very deep and there is no bottom in sight. Ye Bai didn't care about all this. I just want a quiet person to live. Standing at the entrance of the cave, he watched the sudden rainstorm, which collected in the strange sinkhole in the river. Ye Bai looked at it for a while, but didn't see anything, so he went back to sleep by the bed.
It was not yet sunrise when the sky was a little dark, and it was a wonderful time for the morning star to rise. In the deep and pale sky, there were still a few stars scattered, the ground was pitch black, the sky was completely white, the weeds were trembling slightly, and everywhere was shrouded in mysterious light.
"It's the beginning of another day" Ye Bai got up early, picked up a flute and sighed to the sky: "Why don't the heavens give me more than a few decades of time, are you jealous of talents!" A song of liver and intestines breaks the world, where to find time. After such a tragic song, I am afraid that it will be heard by others, and it will be another shocking song.
At this time, Ye Bai burst into tears, who said that men don't leave tears but they haven't reached the sad place. In life, there will always be times when you need to be alone for a while, let yourself enjoy a short period of tranquility, or concentrate and exert your thinking ability, or experience real emotions, happy memories... But one cannot be lonely. It is terrible to live in isolation for a long time, and the loneliness is frustrating, and it can break people's will, and eventually lead to Jediness. People always have three things and six reasons, but for some lonely and helpless hard-working people, they have no relatives, no wives, and no friends. There are many ups and downs in doing things, and it is difficult to achieve anything. The fate of loneliness creates a lonely character, and the lonely character brings a life without a chance, such a vicious circle, and finally a life of failure. In Ye Bai's heart, these are unforgettable pains, he worked hard to do it, but God is not beautiful, everything is difficult.
Biyi is an unforgettable pain in Ye Bai's heart, but his brotherhood is difficult to give up in this life. All this is mostly who is at fault and who is wrong. I only blame myself for being born with my own evil disease and the abandonment of my parents. According to the current science, it is a miracle to live until now, and then this feeling of waiting for death is really bad, and I say that I can't wait for the sun tomorrow But now, this feeling is really not very good.
"Forget it, don't think about it, you become indecisive after staying alone for a long time. Ye Bai shook his head and said.