Chapter 116: It's She Crying
Yu Xuan listened to their blessings, he was in a good mood, and the corners of his mouth rose unconsciously.
Yuan Shanshan didn't react, her eyes looked into the distance with empty eyes, without a trace of focus. She didn't listen to a word of what they were talking about, the attention of every cell in her body was on Alan, and she wanted to perceive everything about him.
Contrary to his wishes, Alan didn't look at her since she and Yuxuan got out of the car, but his mobile phone rang, and he left the crowd and answered the call with his back to them. He talked about this call for a long time, and he didn't know who called. By the time he finished speaking, the others had already entered the car, and the sound of the motor's gas pedal "rumbling" resounded throughout the coastline, startling the waves, evoking hibernating creatures, and even the temperature rose.
Yuan Shanshan is still partnered with Yu Xuan, but this time she was pushed to the co-pilot by Yu Xuan. Yu Xuan watched her wander frequently, as if she was looking at the scenery outside the car, but he knew that the scenery in her eyes was only Allen, and her eyes never left Allen.
After Alan hung up the phone, he didn't rush into the crowd, looked at the endless sea thoughtfully, lit a cigarette, and took a puff elegantly.
Looking at Allen like this, Yuan Shanshan's heart beat faster and faster, and her face was hot. Yuan Shanshan despised herself in her heart, she shook her head, forcing herself to come to her senses and recognize the facts between herself and Allen.
After a slight adjustment, Yuan Shanshan looked at Allen who was smoking again. In the past, he was a non-smoker, I don't know when he also learned to smoke, and he seemed to have a great addiction to smoking, and in the moment she was distracted, he had finished smoking a cigarette, and now he had rekindled one.
Yuan Hao told her that they would smoke, firstly, because they could not help themselves, and secondly, because they were irritable and tired, and smoking could paralyze their nerves and get temporary relaxation. He must be in the second category, and the phone call just now made him feel irritated.
In her impression, no matter what he encountered, he was very calm, he was never arrogant or impatient, he was at ease with all problems, as if no difficulty could stump him, and with him, let her worship at all times, and always let her have an incomparable sense of happiness and security. For the first time, she saw him so irritable, smoking one sip after another, so fast that he coughed violently.
Yuan Shanshan wanted to get out of the car in distress, but was stopped by Yu Xuan on the side: "Shanshan, don't forget, he has nothing to do with you now, and he will soon be engaged to another woman." ”
Yuan Shanshan was stunned, clenched her hands into fists, and said: "I know, how could I forget, I just saw that he was uncomfortable and wanted to help him." ”
"He's uncomfortable? Where can you see that he's uncomfortable, and now it's him who betrays you, and you're the one who hurts, so he broke up with you, and he got engaged to another woman, and if he said he was engaged, he was engaged, and he didn't even have an explanation, and I wondered if he was stepping on two boats. You still want to help him, when you cry to death, has he ever thought of helping you, do you ......" Yu Xuan was angry and wanted to continue, but in the face of Yuan Shanshan's tearful eyes, he was heartbroken, so he had to swallow what he wanted to say back into his stomach.
Alan should scold, he didn't scold enough, he hated to beat Allen, but not right now. Yuan Shanshan and Allen just had a falling out, Yuan Shanshan still loves Allen, there is no doubt about it, in a short period of time, Allen is a thorn in her heart for Yuan Shanshan, every time Allen is mentioned, it is like pressing that thorn, not only can it not help her, but it will make her miss Allen more, and she can't forget Allen, and it will also hurt Yuan Shanshan. No matter what, he has to control his anger and dissatisfaction with Allen, don't mention Allen in front of Yuan Shanshan, and no longer give Allen any chance to get close to Yuan Shanshan.
"Shanshan, what I just meant was, didn't you say that you wanted me to help you? Didn't you want me to help him, just to let him see, without him, you are still doing well? If you really want to help him, I have no objection, but you have to think about it yourself, the matter of his engagement to someone else is already a certainty. You have been with him for a while, and you must know a little bit about his family affairs and identity, the marriage between him and her fiancée is not just a matter of two families, they are destined to each other's fate from birth, and ordinary wealthy families like us can't compare. Yu Xuan softened his tone and said to Yuan Shanshan.
"I understand, I know where the gap between me and him is? I didn't expect to be with him for a long time, but when I grew so big, the first man I liked broke up when he said he would break up, and he was reluctant. It's also a little unwilling. Yuxuan, you know what? In the two years I was with him, he never told me that he liked me or loved me, not once. But my heart tells me that he loves me, and he must love me. Just now, I was trying to use you to stimulate him and test whether he loves me or not. Isn't it too much of a self-deception, you say? Yuan Shanshan said while laughing, crying and laughing, laughing and crying.
Then he said, "I'm sorry I took advantage of you, and besides, I promised you not to let him see me crying, but I couldn't help it." He doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore, he will marry another woman soon, and I am in a lot of pain here, and I can't breathe in pain. Yuan Shanshan burst into tears, pretending to be crying, and pointed her index finger at her heart, over and over again, poking hard.
Yu Xuan grabbed Yuan Shanshan's hand and pulled her into his arms: "Okay, Shanshan, okay, okay, you don't need to apologize to me, everything will be fine, whoever leaves who in this world can't live." It's all gone, it's all gone. He doesn't want you, you still have me, I'm here, I'll always be by your side, okay?"
"Hmmmm......" Yuan Shanshan still couldn't hold back, she burst into tears in advance, she only cared about her own catharsis, and she didn't listen to what Yuxuan said.
Alan choked on the smoke and coughed violently. Inadvertently looked back, and once again bumped into Yuxuan and Yuan Shanshan, who were hugging each other in the car. His pupils shrank, and an indescribable anger rose up, and bloodthirsty flames filled his body, eager to devour people. His legs didn't obey the call and walked in the direction of Yuxuan's car, walked a few meters away, and when he got close to the car, he saw the situation in the car clearly, he saw Yuan Shanshan's shoulders shaking constantly, and reason told him that it was her crying.