Chapter 18: The Trial

The palace is resplendent in gold, the corridor is extremely long, and there is a smell of loneliness and loneliness in all directions, walking quietly, and even you can taste the coldness and emptiness in the air, as if silently telling the loneliness of the owner of this palace who is alone at the peak and no one around him can compare with it.

"If you are an emperor and shepherd all living beings on behalf of Heaven, you must bear the will of all people, the sins of all people, and protect the safety of all people, and you are destined to have no relatives, friends, friends, love, and loneliness for a lifetime, can you bear it?"

It was mighty and mighty, as if the voice of torture from the root of the world sounded from the depths of Dong Zhuo's heart.

With a sound of torture from heaven and earth sounded from the bottom of his heart, a sense of loneliness that went straight to his heart was also strengthened little by little, conniving at the velvet jacket, and cultivating the Gang Qi realm to protect the body, whether it was a cold Jedi of minus 50 degrees, or a scorching flame of more than 5000 degrees, he could come and go freely, unscathed, but Dong Zhuo still felt a sense of coldness straight into his heart, and the coldness and loneliness that penetrated his body and mind gradually permeated every place in his body.

"Is this the loneliness of the emperor?" Dong Zhuo thought secretly in his heart, and he was in a trance for a while.

That is the size of the world, and there is only one person, no one can tell, no one can accompany the eternal loneliness, that is the future in front of me is dark and bleak, natural disasters and man-made disasters, the end of the Zerg is staged one by one, but he still chooses to face the pressure alone, as the leader of the Xiliang Army, the actual controller of the Han Dynasty, he is no stranger to the various factional struggles in the army, Dong Zhuo, who has been in the top position for a long time, also understands the unfathomable truth of people's hearts, but has never experienced such a strong loneliness and helplessness.

"As an emperor, although he has no relatives, no friends, no friends, and no love in his life, he has all living beings in his heart and loves heaven and earth, so how can he be lonely. ”

As soon as the words came out, the loneliness suddenly disappeared, and the inner anxiety and anxiety about the future disappeared, Dong Zhuo felt that his mental state was never better, satisfied, and full of confidence in ending that cruel future.

It was incomparably long, and there was an exit on the vast and boundless corridor, Dong Zhuo breathed a sigh of relief, at this time he was extremely grateful to the cheap master, if it wasn't for the Five Elements Dragon Recipe he gave, which greatly strengthened his personal will, this question was really a little sad, you know, this heaven and earth God asked, based on his own experience, evolved thousands of dreams, it seems to be true or false, it is difficult to distinguish, the answer is not important, but it must be what you firmly believe in your heart, once you doubt your answer, you can only be surrounded by the eternal loneliness, eternal sinking, difficult to extricate yourself。

The heavy content of his three memories and the richness of emotions made him forget and sink into it in an instant and did not want to wake up, but fortunately, at the last moment, the Five Elements True Dragon Qi warned him, which allowed him to get out of the thousands of dreams and answer the answer in his heart.

Walking through the boundless corridor, what greeted him was a white jade mountain, which led straight to the sky one step at a time, and could not see the edge at a glance, Dong Zhuo did not hesitate and stepped up in stride.

"As an emperor, you need to step through the mountains of corpses and the sea of blood, bear all the sins in heaven and earth, and bear the pain and suffering of hundreds of millions of living beings, which is the responsibility of the emperor. ”

As soon as the feet stepped on, the white jade steps changed in vain, and finally turned into a broken corpse, the dead body was still overflowing with dark red blood marks, the eyes were hollow with a deep resentment, the corpse stretched out its thin and terrifying bone fingers, firmly grasped Dong Zhuo's ankle, and wailed sadly.

Conniving to experience the apocalyptic insect plague, he has seen the tragic situation of ten rooms and nine emptiness in the Central Plains, but Dong Zhuo still feels a trace of compassion and sentimentality in his heart, with the grasp of the corpse, a strange spiritual power invaded his mind, and the life of a poor man appeared in his mind in vain, this is the deeds of a war orphan who does not even have a name, his parents died when he was a child, he wandered around without enough food, he could not wear warm, he grabbed food with wild dogs, fought with beggars, tried his best at the bottom of the society, struggled to survive, but in a fierce siege battle, he was stoned to death by a trebuchet, ending his desolate and difficult life, life is meaningless, and death is not a pity。

Even though Dong Zhuo has experienced the reincarnation of the third life, has a firm mind, and considers himself hard-hearted, he still can't help but show a touch of sadness. The key to this level is to bear, to bear, for the emperor how can he stagnate because of his sins, to move forward, to make great strides, never stop moving.

Dong Zhuo looked up, the white jade staircase that meandered to the sky had all been alienated, turning into a flesh staircase formed by the accumulation of corpses and a sea of blood, and countless corpses raised their hands high, eager to share their deep bone marrow pain with the Lord of Destiny.

Can I really carry such a deep, huge amount of sin and pain?

Dong Zhuo kept torturing himself in his heart.

In a trance, Dong Zhuo unconsciously began to recall his life. When he first crossed over, he was ambitious, drastic reformed the system, opposed by countless vested interests, the world was in turmoil, rebellions broke out, and he began his career as a horse warrior and led his army to fight everywhere. After the world is settled, the country and the people are safe, the four seas are peaceful, and all countries come to the court. After that, the Zerg descended and swept the world, and they had to wear military uniforms again to protect their families and defend the people, until they died in the tide of insects. Looking back, Dong Zhuo feels as if he has forgotten something important.

What is it that supports me to fight on the battlefield all my life, without regrets. It's glory and wealth, no, it's not, if it's glory and wealth, it's easy for you to get it, why fight for a lifetime, horse leather shroud?

It was as if another invisible hand was playing with his memory, turning backwards and forwards, and finally freezing the scene he had just seen when he had just crossed over.

Hundreds of unclothed homeless people are looking for food outside the city, snakes, insects, rats and ants are the top delicacy in their mouths, but the number is limited, more people can only gnaw tree bark, eat soil to live, skin and bones, yellow face and thin muscles, a gust of wind blows, will fall down two or three, fall down and do not stand up will be dragged to a dark corner by the people around them, divided and eaten.

This is unimaginable to those who have crossed over from the materially rich, peaceful and tranquil society of the future. Natural selection, the natural law of survival of the fittest, is so naked in front of you.

I want to open up a peaceful and prosperous world, so that my people will no longer suffer from war, so that they can have a place to live, and they will have no worries about food and clothing, and they will live in peace. This is a vow made to himself by a time-traveler from a developed modern civilization. With the passage of time, he moved towards this goal step by step, but at some point, this scene has been forgotten by him, and only now, has it been rediscovered.

Coming back from the trance, Dong Zhuo's expression was calm, without panic and confusion, he lowered his head slightly, and whispered to the corpse: "I will bear your pain and sins, but I will not stop and stop." ”

Lifting his feet, the thin fingers that were as hard as meteoric iron could no longer bind Dong Zhuo's ankles, only leaving five finger marks, step by step, the true dragon gang qi in Dong Zhuo's body continued to boil, countless sins were intertwined with it, and the true dragon gang qi and the sin qi of the five elements continued to blend, deriving a dragon-shaped gang qi as black as ink, the quality seemed to have been greatly improved, exuding a peaceful artistic conception that tolerated the sins of all sentient beings and carried the sufferings of all sentient beings, which was completely different from the previous domineering artistic conception of killing all things.

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