Feng Xiyue was stunned for a moment, and seemed to repeat unconsciously: "Not yet...... Notification?"

"Yes, we are the first team to come back, and the news from Sushui City has not yet spread widely...... Yang Xin sighed: "And Qingqing has to take care of her children at home, and she rarely takes the initiative to go to the headquarters, anyway, their home is near the headquarters......"

"We didn't dare to go...... We want you to be familiar with the family of the Grand Commander and the Commander, so we have come to ask you. Yang Xin's eyes showed worry: "Because the Grand Commander has been closed since he came back, we don't dare to disturb her......"

Jade senior...... I don't know how to face Qingqing's sister-in-law...... In that case, then I'll do it......

Feng Xiyue stood up: "I know, I'll go...... Dragging is not an option. "Instead of letting her know about it from the discussion on the streets, it is better to tell her directly, after all, the long pain is better than the short pain.

"Please, then. Yang Xin patted her shoulder and nodded at Lao Liu.

Lao Liu went out and brought back a person, Feng Xiyue looked at this haggard man and felt a burst of sadness, he was the only one who survived in Si Haoyi's personal guard.

"This is the only relic of our Lordship...... Please help bring it to my sister-in-law. He handed over a small food box, which was the box that Meng Qingqing usually used to fill pastries for her husband, Si Haoyi cherished it very much, and would leave it in the camp tent when he went out to fight, and never carried it with him, lest it would be broken.

And this is the only belongings he left behind.

Feng Xiyue's hands trembled a little when she took the snack box, her mood became heavy again, and she said in a low voice: "I will definitely help bring it." ”

"That's good......" The man also whispered, "The people of Sushui City are safe and sound, I think the commander must be very relieved...... So don't be sad, girl...... And when our boss first saw you, he said that he was going to kick the Holy Spirit, just because he didn't know who the Holy Spirit was, and I think he would have happily accepted it if he knew it was you. ”

Feng Xiyue suddenly felt her nose sour, and nodded heavily: "I know...... Please don't be too sad and take care of yourself......"

Seeing him and Yang Xin away, Feng Xiyue adjusted her mood for a while, and then walked towards Si Haoyi's house with heavy steps to complete this difficult task.

However, she didn't go far before she stopped, and a white-clothed figure stood there quietly in front of her, as if waiting for her arrival, it was the jade senior!

Feng Xiyue's thoughts began to be chaotic again, and she was thinking about what to say, and Yu Nianjun had already spoken: "I'll go with you." ”

"Eh, okay..."Feng Xiyue agreed in dismay.

Then the two walked forward together in silence......

......

"Smack!"

The sound of the plate breaking hit Feng Xiyue's heart hard, and her heart trembled.

Meng Qingqing's face turned pale and looked at them blankly: "How could it be ......?"

"I haven't slept well for the past two days...... I always feel uneasy...... I didn't expect it to be true?" Meng Qingqing's tears fell one by one: "How can this be ......"

"Brother Si...... He died to protect the people. Feng Xiyue handed the food box to the trembling hands, roughly described the situation at that time, and finally said in a low voice: "...... He's a hero. ”

Meng Qingqing listened to her description, her whole body trembled, and it was not until Feng Xiyue finished the last sentence that she finally looked at the food box in her hand, and suddenly stumbled.

Yu Nianjun hurriedly stepped forward to support her, Meng Qingqing was still holding the food box blankly, tears fell like rain, and said sadly: "I'd rather he wasn't a hero......"

Feng Xiyue only felt as if her heart had been hit hard, and she couldn't breathe sadly, and she saw that Yu Nianjun's body also froze, and her eternal eyes suddenly flashed a trace of deep sadness.

"I'm sorry......" Yu Nianjun whispered, and then helped Meng Qingqing to sit down.

Meng Qingqing was still in tears, and she didn't seem to hear what she was saying, but her hand was unconsciously rubbing the food box in her hand.

"Let's go, let her be quiet for a while. Yu Nianjun sighed lightly, patted Feng Xiyue on the shoulder, and turned to leave.

Feng Xiyue also walked out with her, silent.

When she was about to walk to the headquarters, Yu Nianjun finally spoke, she pulled the corners of her mouth, and muttered as if she was self-deprecating: "Yes...... I'd rather he wasn't a hero......"

Feng Xiyue was still silent, but her mood was getting heavier and heavier, she knew that Yu Nianjun was not talking about Si Haoyi, but Jun Shen, her Jun.

Yu Nianjun was silent for a long time, and when Feng Xiyue hesitated whether she wanted to continue to follow her, she said lightly: "Come with me." ”

"Hmm......" Feng Xiyue replied in a low voice, and continued to walk with her.

The two of them walked all the way through the inner city and the main hall of the headquarters, and the eyes of the people of the Shadow Slayer Army who passed by looked at them were no different from before, still with reverence and trust.

The two continued to go deeper inside, until they reached the small house where Yu Nianjun lived by herself, she opened the door and motioned for Feng Xiyue to come in together.

So Feng Xiyue finally came to this private space that no one had ever set foot in and belonged to Yu Nianjun.

The room was neat and simple, with nothing but the necessary furniture, even more simple than Si Haoyi's home.

As soon as Feng Xiyue entered the door, she was attracted by a poem on the wall, which was the only decoration in the room.

Looking back, everything is empty, and the world is lonely.

The lonely lotus is alone, and the ice heart is locked in the deep kiln.

For whom the guqin is played, and for whom the long hair is kept.

Ask where you are looking, and shed tears and sorrow.

The handwriting is dark red, it seems to be written in blood, the words are bloody, and the sentences are sad, just looking at it will make people feel that deep sadness.

This heartache spanning millions of years was written by her here, looking at each other day and night, recalling it all the time, even if it was heartbroken countless times, she was unwilling to let go of this sadness......

Feng Xiyue's heart trembled even more violently, she had not experienced unforgettable love in her previous life, and she was only in a state of ignorance in this life, but now she seems to understand a little...... At least she could feel the sadness deeply.

Who doesn't want their lover to be a hero? Who doesn't want his sweetheart to be admired by the people of the world and supported by the common people?

But they still said, I'd rather he wasn't a hero......

Heroes are good and glorious, but all they wish is to hope that their lover can be by their side, and such a small wish can never be realized in this life.

Shouldn't you be a hero? Not necessarily, everyone's choice is different.

Feng Xiyue silently said in her heart: I don't want to be a hero in the world, I just need to be your hero, what I want in this life is to protect all the people I care about, and never let them have this kind of sadness.