Chapter 15 Humans are stupid and fragile

Half an hour later, Fan Jian came back.

In his hands he was holding several unknown white objects, which were still wriggling for some reason. This is the most meat-like food that Fan Jianneng can think of.

Coming to the fire, Fan Jian picked up a few branches and skewered the food, ready to roast and eat.

Originally, he came back with wild vegetables and planned to make a pot of soup, but Fan Jian, who couldn't make a pot, gave up, so he could only roast the wild vegetables almost and then eat them improvised.

"Come, let's eat something?" Fan Jian picked up a string of roasted insects and handed it to the little Lori who was in a daze.

"Huh?" Little Lori was startled, and her eyes were finally out of focus.

She stared at the big meat worm in front of her and hesitated. "Is this something that can be eaten?"

"Believe me, this is delicious!" Fan Jian raised his thumb and said to Little Lori.

"Go ahead and eat it, albeit a little shabby. But that's already pretty good. ”

Akasha closed her eyes and took a bite of it, and the crispy skin of the roast was bitten open, and inside was white meat with the smell of earth.

The taste was actually unpalatable, but she still closed her eyes and chewed on this hard-won food one bite at a time.

Eating and eating, Fan Jian found that Akasha's tears were falling. Fan Jian hurriedly comforted: "I know it's not delicious, but this is already the limit of what I can do, and I haven't found any game." ”

Fan Jian blamed himself a little, although it was Xiao Loli who brought him here, but Fan Jian felt that he was useless, otherwise why couldn't he even cook a dinner in the wilderness? Fan Jian secretly made up his mind, when I go back, I must make up for the wilderness survival.

Akasha continued to shed tears, "No, it's delicious. Akasha raised her head, her eyes were watery, her face was full of tears, and the corners of her mouth forced a smile and said: "It's good to be able to eat these, if I was hiding here before, I wouldn't have been able to eat a barbecue like this." Seriously, if I had such delicious food at that time, I would have been very happy. ”

Fan Jian listened and listened, feeling that a string in his heart was touched. He watched as little Lori laughed and cried as she nibbled on the food that looked unpalatable or even undercooked. I don't know why, I feel a little uncomfortable.

"Can you tell me how you spent your time back then?" Fan Jian couldn't help but ask.

Akasha fell silent when she heard this, and sat there motionless. Seeing this, Fan Jian immediately replied: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked, if you don't want to, forget it." ”

For the first time, Fan Jian felt that his mouth was very cheap, no wonder he was called Fan Jian, Fan Jian was cheap. Why did he ask such a question, and it made her uncomfortable again.

Akasha shook her head and smiled reluctantly, "It's okay, it's nothing anyway, it's normal for you to want to know." After all, it's so dilapidated now, and it feels like it's hard to get through at that time, right?"

Fan Jian didn't have time to stop Akasha, and Akasha had already spoken: "Back then, I was poor. It's really poor, poorer than those beggars. Especially since I'm still a girl. Although I was a vampire and didn't die so easily, life was really hard at the time. ”

She paused, glanced at Fan Jian, and continued. "It's a little bitter, but I've met some friends, well, humans. ”

"I remember one time very well, I didn't eat for days, and I was dying of starvation, even if I was a vampire, I would die of weakness if I didn't eat for a long time. I'm in despair. At that time, I was there, lying on the ground, silently watching the people around me pass by. Akasha sat on the ground and looked up at the garbage-filled square.

"It wasn't as deserted as it is now, there were so many houses that I had to hide in the middle of the house to survive, and at that time next door was an officer's house, and there was a little girl in it who was very kind to me. She used to bring me good food every day, but she hasn't shown up for a few days, do you know what's wrong with her?"

"I don't know, maybe I forgot?"

"No! she's just, just dead. Akasha said slowly to Fan Jian.

"She was killed by the enemy, and it is said that she and her mother were picking mushrooms on another mountain, saying that they were going to make me a bowl of creamy mushroom soup made by her mother for me to drink. And then a plane came over ...

Akasha held back her tears and choked up. "I told her that I'm not a normal person and that I can go hungry for a long time. But she was still so stupid, she and her mother all died in that airstrike. ”

Fan Jian didn't know what to say, so he could only hold her in his arms with his hand.

Akasha didn't resist, just quietly leaned next to Fan Jian, and continued: "Later, I was hungry, and I ran to the officer's house to find the little girl.

But she was gone, and I looked for her, and the little girl's friends said, 'It's all my fault, if it weren't for me, she wouldn't have died.'" I was really guilty of myself. It was because of me that she died. Fan Jian asked, "And then?"

"Later, it was the girl's father who saved me. ”

"That officer?" Fan Jian asked rhetorically, "shouldn't he be like those kids...?"

"I thought so at first, but he told me that he did hate me as a father and his daughter was gone, but as a soldier, as a person, he was not qualified to hate me. Because it was these soldiers who did the harm to me to this point, and he was sorry for me. ”

Akasha pursed her lips. "Actually, I really don't feel sorry for me at all, I just feel that I am useless, otherwise this father would not have lost his daughter. ”

"Good people have good rewards, what happened to that officer?" Fan Jian asked again.

"Dead too. Akasha was silent.

Fan Jian was silent, he really felt that he shouldn't say more.

"At that time, the fighting was about to break out, and it was said that they were notified that this place had been exposed and could be bombed again, so they decided to evacuate the base. But on the day of the evacuation, the bombing came again. He also died trying to get me out. Obviously, I wouldn't have died even if I had been blown up, at most I would have been injured and would have been able to recuperate for a while, but he still protected me. Akasha said expressionlessly. "You just said that good people are rewarded?"

Fan Jian decided to skip the topic, and he diverted his attention a little.

"What about you after the war? How did you survive until now? You always have to make money, right? What did you do? You're so young, probably people think you're a child laborer and won't hire you, right?"

"Actually, I didn't tell you that as a vampire I still have an ability. Akasha replied. "Blood in a vampire's body can be accepted by any blood.

So, I went to sell blood for a living. When you are hungry, you sell blood, and then you take the money to buy food and maintain it until the next time you sell blood. ”

"Uh, wouldn't someone take your blood and become a vampire?" Fan Jian asked suspiciously.

Akasha looked at Fan Jian with disdain, and didn't say a word.

Fan Jian seems to understand something again, uh, anyway, the legends are all lies. It doesn't matter if there is one more person who destroys the three views.

At this time, as if she had said enough, Akasha stopped talking, but suddenly changed her sense of being a person.

She pushed Fan Jian away vigorously and said in an unusually indifferent voice, "Humans are stupid and fragile anyway. Tomorrow after dawn, you can go. I'm not going to let the guys at the institute take you back. Now, sleep. ”

Fan Jian was silent.