Chapter 11 Exhaustion
The choice of the barbarian came and went quickly, in the highly respected gaze, Ji Yan and his party left the lich and returned to the barbarian, along the way everyone seemed a little dull, the barbarian chose this is a happy thing, not to mention the barbarian tribe, but at this time, everyone's faces looked far less excited, and joyful when they came.
Those Lasu are more or less ashamed, the dream of a barbarian has existed in their hearts since childhood, it can be said that the cultivation they usually work hard is to become a barbarian, but now it is not any one of them who has become a barbarian, but the Ji Yan who has been silently looking thin, which makes them feel very unacceptable in their hearts, even if it is replaced by anyone here, it is better than the current Ji Yan.
But a barbarian is a barbarian, although Ji Yan is usually very cowardly and makes them look down on him, but when he becomes a barbarian, Lasu does not dare to disrespect, not to mention that the temperament exuded by Ji Yan at this time is as majestic as Ah Gong, as if it can't make people feel disobedient, let alone argue.
That's the blood of the barbarians, that's the faith of the ages, this is the deep-rooted and suppressed in the bloodline, no matter how unbalanced these Lasu are, they can't be questioned.
The way back seemed to be even farther away, Ji Yan's mind was complicated, and no one talked to him along the way, even Yan Yue, who had always had feelings for him, obviously had the intention of avoiding him, which made Ji Yan's dazed feel more and more aggravated.
"Ah Gong, is it okay to become a barbarian?"
During the break, Ji Yan walked in front of Ah Gong and asked Ah Gong with an extremely complicated mood, what did he want to know from Ah Gong, and he wanted to know why everyone had changed.
Ah Gong laughed twice, and looked at Ji Yan fondly, "Barbarian, it's good to say that it's good, it's not good, it's not good, the good thing is that after you become a barbarian, you will be respected by the clan and regarded as a god, and the bad thing is that after you become a barbarian, you will lose your original emotions and bonds." ”
Ah Gong's eyes were deep, as if looking at the clear sky with reminiscence, and his body leaning on the root of the tree looked a little rickety, he gently stroked Ji Yan's head with his hand, and said again: " People are illusions all their lives, the emotions in the illusion are actually superfluous, you slowly adapt, these emotions will have no effect on you, Ah Gong is old, and he can't reach the underworld in this life, I will pin my hope on you, when I leave, you will incinerate me, cast a wooden boat with my ashes and throw it to the shore sea, so that in the future, when you pass by a place with water, Ah Gong can see you. ”
Ji Yan's eyes were a little ruddy, as if what Ah Gong said would happen soon, he cared about Ah Gong very much in his heart, he didn't want Ah Gong to pass away, and he couldn't bear to burn Ah Gong's body with his own hands, but Ji Yan still nodded obediently, the tears in his eyes couldn't be restrained, and Ah Gong nodded with satisfaction.
After resting for a while, everyone set off again, and only returned to Aman when the sky gradually darkened, at this time Aman was brightly lit, and a bonfire was set up at the altar, on which all kinds of game were roasted, and Ji Yan smelled the aroma of meat, I don't know if he saw Ji Yan and others first, and after roaring, the clansmen immediately ran out.
"Ah Gong is back!"
The clansmen greeted each other, but their eyes were staring at Ji Yan in a black windbreaker, obviously, they also felt the change in Ji Yan, and the faint echo in the blood, you look at me and I look at you in your eyes seem to understand what's going on.
Ah Gong waved his hand and said to the clansmen with a smile: "This barbarian, guess which tribe it is and who it is?"
Everyone shook their heads, but their eyes that looked at Ji Yan did not leave for a moment, with surprise in their doubts, as if they were not sure of their own perception.
Ah Gong smiled mysteriously, and his bone-like fingers pointed at the calm Ji Yan and said, "The barbarian is my candle dragon clan, my Aman tribe, and my Yan'er Ji Yan." ”
As soon as the news came out, the clansmen stopped clamoring, and the silence was terrible, and only the sound of the bonfire cracking and the smell of the beast roasting oil could be heard.
Ji Yan glanced at the expressions of the clansmen, and sure enough, they were all questioning, all of them were unbelievable, and they were all rejection! Then, as if they had been recognized, they changed to respect, and the cold eyes on weekdays suddenly turned eager, and they all bowed to Ji Yan with their hands crossed.
"Barbarian~"
Ji Yan didn't have any excitement in his heart, and his already calm expression looked calm and terrifying at the moment, as if these clansmen were not worshipping him, but his identity as a vain barbarian.
Ah Anbo didn't guard the entrance of Pingshan tonight, when he knew that Ji Yan was a barbarian, he was slightly surprised in his heart, and then patted Ji Yan's shoulder in surprise, gave Ji Yan a thumbs up and said: "I really didn't misunderstand you kid, I actually guessed that you became a barbarian!"
He said it categorically, looking at Ji Yan's eyes as before, there was no unfamiliar respect, and there was no solemnity towards the barbarian, which more or less made Ji Yan feel better, and the smile that he hadn't seen for a long time appeared on his face again, but the smile froze before it dispersed, because A'an's performance seemed to be unhappy by the clansmen, and they looked at A'an, so that A'an had to show respect to Ji Yan and bow down.
Like in the lich, Ji Yan was surrounded in the center of the clan, listening to those low-chanting words of faith, Ji Yan felt that he was particularly disgusted with these beliefs that had felt sacred, he began to feel disgusted in his heart, he even began to regret participating in the barbarian choice, he wanted to go back to the original, even if he had not been able to cultivate.
For the first time, his heart became extremely restless, he got up and left the surrounded bonfire, pushed away the wild sea that had been silently watching him in front of him, and Ji Yan ran out completely out of control.
"I don't want that, I don't want that, I don't want all of this. ”
With this voice echoing in his heart, Ji Yan ran out of the tribe quickly, and he didn't even have an idea of the grandfather who was chasing behind him, just like that, unconsciously, he came to Zhulin Mountain again, and came to the place where he would always come when he was upset countless times.
Sitting in the position of habit, Ji Yan looked at the starry sky that was extremely close to the ground, and was distracted for a while, he was thinking about the pictures he saw when he was in the god pit, Ah Gong talking to himself, the request of the sea, his own mother, Yanyue's promise, and the girl who only saw one side.
He didn't know why he saw this, he didn't understand what it meant, was it really like the candle dragon said, it would not happen until he left?
"Brother Xiaoyan. ”
Under the bright moonlight, Yan Yue stood in the distance stiffly, staring at Ji Yan lying on the lawn with her moving peach blossom pupils, almost wanting to see her come forward but stopped.
When Ji Yan heard the prestige, as if he had found a threshold to answer his doubts, he hurriedly got up and grabbed Yan Yue, who didn't know what mood to use to treat Ji Yan, "Sister Yue'er, can you tell me what's wrong with everyone?"
Yan Yue unconsciously took a step back, but in Ji Yan's eyes, it was like falling into an ice cave, completely cutting off the only hope, he laughed miserably, smashed his head with both hands frantically, tears and nose fell into the corners of his lips, the appearance that had been calm was indifferent at the moment, and some were just extremely sad.
"What bullshit barbarians, what flatteries and respects, what absurdity, what candle dragon inheritance, these Lao Tzu are not rare, hurry up and wake me up! Lao Tzu don't be a barbarian, I just need Ah Gong and Yan Yue! Wake up quickly!"
Ji Yan screamed, the voice was breathtaking, the voice was extraordinarily loud, so that his throat was instantly broken, and the slightest trace of blood was left in his mouth, and he stared sadly at the starry sky close to the ground, as if the night was colorless at this moment, and the night blood was red at this moment!
There was a soft feeling from the body, and under the soft feeling was warmth, Yan Yue closed her eyes and gently blocked Ji Yan's screaming mouth with her mouth, which seemed to be a good medicine, which made Ji Yan's eyes widen and immediately stopped moving, staring blankly at Yan Yue under the moonlight.
A kiss is gentle, a kiss lasts forever, a kiss is suppressed, a kiss is relieved, this kiss has been kissed for a long time, so long that Ji Yan heard each other's breathing was not smooth, and so long that he heard Yan Yue's heartbeat.
Yan Yue let go of her lips and slowly hugged Ji Yan, gently wrapped her hands around his waist, her head snuggled into his arms, listening to Ji Yan's heartbeat with enjoyment, and a hint of a smile appeared on her face.
"Yue'er. ”
"Huh?"
"You just kissed me?"
"Hmm. ”
"Do you remember what you said?"
"Huh?"
"You said you were going to be my wife!"
The two snuggled together, Ji Yan's vocal cords were broken, and he asked the person in his arms in a hoarse voice, but the person in his arms was shy and soft.
"Then what you said in my ear that day, is it true?" Yan Yue raised her head and looked at her handsome face that she had seen for fourteen years, looking shy.
Ji Yan was stunned, then nodded, he knew what he said at the time, he said, "I will marry you in the future." ”
Sometimes people's satisfaction is so simple, Ji Yan just can't accept everything that exists, he doesn't want to lose Yanyue and Ah Gong, and he doesn't like the people to change their cold eyes to respect, although this is what he has always wanted, but now that it has really happened, it makes him panic.
Yan Yue saw Ji Yan nodding, her heart was filled with a sense of sweetness, she wanted to say that he was willing to become Ji Yan's wife, but just as she was about to open her mouth, her grandfather's voice fell into her ears.
"Yue'er, don't give him a meaningless promise, he is not yours. ”
The sweetness was not yet breathless, it was broken by this voice, Yan Yue's body stiffened, she stopped her trembling thin lips, she didn't dare to look at Ji Yan, she broke free from Ji Yan's warm embrace, and in Ji Yan's puzzled gaze, she left.