"It's ...... the second time"

After a long silence, Yunshu whispered to himself. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

There had been two times, and he didn't know what had kept him alive.

The first time was after waking up with an injured shoulder. Yun Shu couldn't remember how he had escaped from the black wolf's mouth. The dream, and the wound on the back of the shoulder, left behind a sense of shame and fear that is difficult to shake off.

However, when facing Xiao Yunyue's subordinates and the group of killers, he used the first battle, the first killing, and the first defeat of the opponent to break through this fear that made him feel powerless. With the inevitable process of becoming a true warrior, this humiliation is washed away and that fear is broken.

This kind of action and thought, which is grasped by oneself and re-strengthened, can even overshadow the panic and discomfort of fighting to the death and plundering life.

And the second time, it's now.

The cloud tree churned through the vague memories left behind in the alley, and in his mind, in an instant, there were all chaotic afterimages, distorted faces, heavy footsteps and breathing...... As his knife slashed everywhere, the screams that followed, one after another, remained on his body, and then little by little the pain seeped into the bone marrow......

Then the picture is with the broken limbs and internal organs flying in front of me, and, as well, the ...... in the hand Someone else's heart!

"I, I'm ...... Crushed ......"

He looked at his left hand with eyes of pain and sorrow.

In the chest and abdomen, an incomparably strong feeling of nausea began to arise, and an incomparably strong ...... Anger and disgust!

Yun Shu suddenly raised his right hand-

"You ......"

He grabbed the knife in his lap and pressed the blade against the back of his left wrist!

The right hand was pressed, and the extremely sharp blade was pressed against the skin of the wrist. Except for indifference, in Yun Shu's eyes at this time, there was no emotion.

The strength in his hand slowly increased, and the blade sank into his wrist little by little.

He didn't feel the slightest pain, and there was not a trace of blood coming out of his body.

......

"Come on!

You Yun leaned out of the door, shouted loudly, and immediately dragged everyone in the courtyard into Yun Shu's hut.

"Quick, here! Look at him......"

When everyone moved their eyes to the position that You Yun was pointing, they couldn't take their eyes off it.

Yun Shu, who was lying on the bed, was still in a coma, but on the wrist where the quilt was exposed, blood was pouring out one after another.

"He's got an incision here! Suddenly there's an extra incision, and it's just fine......"

You Yun had already returned to the head of the bed, pinching Yun Shu's arm hard, and putting a linen hand towel under Yun Shu's wrist, almost all of which were dyed crimson at this time.

"Medicine!medicine!(Cheek Trouble, Pancake Fruit...... Qin Linchuan turned his head and shouted.

Yan Li and Zhen Tao in the back immediately crashed out of the door.

......

"Coward!"

Yunshu roared loudly, gritted his teeth, and suddenly pulled up his right arm.

With a "snort", he stabbed his heart into the city bricks beside him.

"If you really think you're disgusting, why don't you just wipe your neck?" you coward, ......" After a long time, Yunshu said in a very low voice.

Then he stood up on his knees, reached over and pulled out his heart, and then looked in all directions.

"This ...... Damn place!"

Fear swelled up in his heart, and Yun Shu then looked at his wrist and breathed rapidly.

In this world, it seems, there is always something that he can't experience. They were suspended in every inch of the air, and they would make his bad mood heavier, and make him more and more depressed, gradually lower and more chaotic, until he finally collapsed......

But this has become a place he must face, and it is also a place that only he can come to alone. It dragged him in again and again, and he couldn't control it all, as if, this was a-

"Dead knot...... Yun Shu lowered his head.

And what binds this knot is his heart, and everything that he has.

If, it can't be unraveled, then—

"You're just, it's broken......" Yun Shu patted his chest and looked at his heart.

Then, like a tidal wave, exhaustion surrounded him.

When did this become a murderous dream, and when did I become a doll of something?

Obviously, he is becoming stronger at a speed that he has never had in his sixteen years of life, but on the contrary, he is becoming more and more unable to control his steps.

Many times, he was constantly trying to stand firm in his beliefs...... And when he finally does this, the self-confidence that he has accumulated in the previous moment will be immediately shaken and destroyed by the new appearance.

It was the most painful of all setbacks, with an indescribable sense of powerlessness.

And these feelings ......

They will quietly occupy the atrium of the heart in the abyss woven by doubt and despair...... And all the beliefs, all the killing!

For those in this world, those who are buried deep in the black fog, the huge will-

How big can such a small person's heart be?

How long can he last?

......

"Is this life? But why, your life is so different from other people's?"

"You don't have talent, only this extra ghost place, you can't take anything out except scars or even death, and there is no one who can help you here...... There are more and more things that you can't do if you don't understand them. Until now, you are just a burden to everyone...... How else can you try?"

"When you try to kill yourself, there is no pain...... It's much more comfortable than being bitten to death by that black wolf......"

"Seemingly, you've been looking forward to ...... Sleep, really, sleep......"

Yun Shu's gaze became dull again, and he kept talking to himself.

And his hand, involuntarily, slowly lifted the knife again, until, put the heart on his shoulder.

Blade, inward.

As he said the last sentence, he shook his left hand as well.

"It seems that it is easy to ......"

......

Deep in Shaoyang Mountain.

Sand...... Sand......

Sand...... Sand......

The bottom of the black pine kept caressing the dead pine leaves piled up on the ground. The toes of two delicate purple begonia soft boots alternately emerge from the black.

Suddenly, the black sword swung and stopped in place, covering all the boots.

From the black, a slender hand came out, fingers slightly together, and then raised.

"Please wait for me. ”

Voices that sounded ethereal, but also slightly shy, came from behind the mask above the black cloud.

At this time, around the woman who stopped-

Deer, wild boar, badger, green sheep, foxes, tigers, woodpeckers......

Dozens of animals, large and small, all stopped moving forward.