Looking at the plane in front of him taking off, Su Bai's eyes seemed a little wandering, Ying Ying'er left, she only stayed here for one day, accompanied herself for a day, Su Bai himself was a little confused, perhaps, now there is another choice or another possibility in front of him, but he seems to have no strength and no idea to grasp.

I already have someone else in my heart, and I can't tolerate you.

Perhaps, this sentence is most suitable for the most suitable for the current Su Bai, people often say to let go of hatred and look forward, but most of them are just helpless, if there is a chance, if there is a certainty, if possible, happiness and hatred are the life that everyone yearns for.

He had made countless vows to kill his so-called parents, and now, it was impossible for him to take any other fork in the road.

The plane was already far away, Su Bai stood up and clapped his hands,

This farewell,

Maybe forever.

Looking back, the Great Plains of Chengdu is so neat, the world, the architecture here, the humanity here, and the life here will be far away from themselves in the near future.

I don't know if I can come back one day,

There is some melancholy in my heart, but it is not very heavy.

He lit a cigarette and took a heavy puff, rubbing his fingers before snuffing out the cigarette butt.

This state of mind is not for you, especially if you are about to face the real life and death in the near future.

Successful preaching is just to qualify yourself to get close to that chessboard, whether you can sit down is still unknown, so you don't have to think about whether you can win that person first.

When I returned to the small temple, it was already afternoon, and the monk preached, Su Bai sensed it when he was in Chengdu, but the monk became more and more restrained, and the breath of this preaching was too weak, and it was estimated that he really couldn't get out of Sichuan.

The monk prepared a vegetarian meal and made some snacks, just as Su Bai came back, and everyone started to eat.

It's not lunch, it's not dinner,

It's just that everyone will go their separate ways again, so let's have a meal for the time being.

The monk is going to travel all over Southeast Asia and go to those temples to take away the faith, and the Buddha is going back to his temple to prepare some things, the fat man doesn't plan to go, but two of the four people are already leaving, and it can be regarded as a semi-scattered state.

The meal was very peaceful, even the fat man who liked to shout the most on weekdays did not talk much, and after the meal, the monk left with a package, like an ascetic.

The Buddha also left a little later, saying that he wanted to go back to the temple to find some scriptures, and he had to make some preparations if he wanted to preach the Tao with demons.

The fat man's primordial spirit and physical body became one, but he still sat in front of the Sanqing statue.

The little one fell asleep, and Jixiang watched from the side,

Ruyi, as always, accompanied by the rich tombstone on the hillside,

This night, it's a little cold.

Su Bai sat alone on the steps at the entrance of the small temple,

The moon stars are scarce, but they are extremely lonely.

Today, it seems to be a day of parting, all walking, all leaving,

It's just that some will see each other again, and some may never see each other again.

Su Bai didn't have much sadness in his heart, the experience of being the guardian of the Land of Enlightenment had taught him how to endure loneliness, and this little bit of cold wind would not make him feel cold.

It's just that this day is really not so pleasant.

In the distance, there was a little light, like someone walking up a hillside at night, and there was a torch, because the light of the fire was constantly flickering, and it was not the light of a car lamp or a flashlight.

Then, the light began to get closer and clearer.

Someone with torches came from the edge of the sky.

Very elegant, very dusty, although there is no dragon set sprinkled with flowers to play, but the stars in the sky have become his back.

Su Bai didn't seem to know this person, but this person was walking here.

This is a man, a man over fifty years old, he looks a little old, and his body is a little rickety, this is not pretending, it is not pretentious, this is his truest and most essential state.

When you get closer,

Su Bai suddenly,

recognized,

It's him.

"Come and see you. The other party was holding two bottles of liquor in his hand, and naturally sat down on the steps beside Su Bai.

One bottle per person,

Fair enough.

"I didn't know it was you who preached. Su Bai smiled and sighed that creation makes people. There have been some people in the East and the West who have preached, of course, Su Bai didn't care much about these things.

"What you mean by this is that you think I died a long time ago when I was a veteran?" the old man also laughed, "I really didn't have a wonderful life as you, and I didn't have as thrilling as you, but I finally came out step by step, and now, I have also preached, and I have no regrets." ”

"Perhaps, you're the favorite listener of the radio. ”

Su Bai took a sip of wine, and the alcohol was very high.

"No, I'm not, especially now. The old man shook his head, "After all, I owe you a word of thank you for not saying anything." ”

"The last time you let me go, in fact, we have already settled. Su Bai replied.

"Huh. The old man took a sip of wine, "My son is terminally ill. ”

Su Bai was stunned for a moment,

Some don't understand the Tao,

"What's wrong?"

It's not about asking about any terminal illness, because there is a big guy's father, and any terminal illness is not a problem, and now the radio no longer recruits experiencers, so the big guy will take action personally, and there is no problem.

Su Bai's question is, why is this a problem?

"Didn't try to save it. The old man looked a little depressed, "Last time, you saved him at the scene of the explosion, in fact, he should have died a long time ago, didn't he?"

"In the end...... What happened. ”

"If it weren't for me around, he would have died three times lately.

A car accident, an accident during fire brigade training, and an almost accidental poisoning. ”

"Do you think it's not a coincidence?" Su Bai leaned back slightly, "Can you have a little chance, I was afraid of broadcasting and didn't dare to save my son before, but now I'm afraid of those ethereal things." ”

"Is radio supreme?" asked the old man suddenly.

Su Bai was stunned for a moment,

Shaking his head,

Road:

"Not necessarily, because it still has rules, and because there are rules, it can exist for so long, in other words, it will also die. ”

"That's it, there is something bigger and more ethereal than the radio. In my opinion, the rules of broadcasting are nothing more than stealing the fate and rules of a world or this world for a period of time.

But now, you know what the state of radio is, it's handing back something, it's going to go to that world.

Therefore, the cycle of birth, old age, sickness and death, the cycle of cause and effect, has resumed its most essential operation.

Broadcasting is nothing more than the predecessors of cause and effect, much higher than us.

I can't save it, I don't want to save it, every time I save it, the more terrible his next accident is, the more terrifying it is, fortunately, my grandson was born last year. ”

Su Bai let out a chuckle, "You are really pedantic enough. ”

"People have to learn to be reluctant. The old man took another sip of wine, "Of course, you have to learn to be free, my son still has half a year, I want to be next to him before I go to that world, see him off, I want to watch him go with my own eyes."

I'd rather be like that than wait for me to leave this world and he will be tortured in other ways. ”

"There is an opportunity in front of you, and you always have to fight for it. Su Bai disagreed with the old man's attitude, "My choice will be different from yours." ”

"You're not like me in the first place. The old man turned his head and looked at the small temple behind him, "So, of course, everyone's choice will be different." ”

talking, falling into silence,

For up to half an hour,

The two men only had the sound of drinking from time to time, and they didn't talk too much.

"You also have a son. The old man suddenly asked, "What are you going to do?"

"I'm going to take him with me to that world. Su Bai gave an answer without hesitation, perhaps, in the past, Su Bai would still be confused and hesitant, but when he preached, many of his thoughts had actually been understood, including how to treat himself and how to treat the people around him.

"You're not just as selfish. The old man was obviously a little disappointed with Su Bai's answer.

'He's part of me, I'm part of him, I'll let him choose, but he'll definitely go with me. From the moment he was adopted, he was actually destined to have such a day. ”

Su Bai stood up and threw away the empty wine bottle in his hand.

"Huh. The old man smiled, "See you on the train next time." ”

"See you on the train. ”

The old man also threw away the bottle and slowly left, his figure beginning to fade into the distant sky.

Everyone has their own reluctance and their own ties, because for this world, you are born and grow up, this is not going far, not going abroad, not going to the South Pole or the North Pole, but leaving this world.

moreover

Probably won't come back.

Su Bai felt that this old man was a little unkind, he felt uncomfortable in his own heart, and then he came all the way to drink with him, which made his already not very good mood worse.

Garbage emotions are indeed more contagious.

Returning to the small temple and entering the bedroom, Jixiang raised his head and saw Su Bai walking in.

The little one is still asleep, sleeping soundly,

He has always been very carefree, watching anime and playing with blocks every day, perhaps, this is the simple life he wants.

"I will take Yuxuan to another world. Su Bai said this to Jixiang, Jixiang has been taking care of the little guy, so Su Bai felt the need to inform Jixiang of his decision.

However, Jixiang didn't have the anger he expected, it didn't even scream, just silently prostrate its head and looked at the little guy beside him,

The first time Su Bai saw this black cat, there seemed to be tears flickering in his eyes,

Perhaps, the reason why auspiciousness does not struggle, does not resist and does not anger,

It's because it knows that even if Su Bai doesn't take the little guy with him, the little guy will be determined to go with Su Bai.

The black cat's mood is very lost,

Because

After a while,

There is an empty grave in Ruyi,

There is nothing auspicious.