Chapter 361: A Strange Intimate Lover

readx;? Su Jin was a little shaken, and began to wonder, what has she been insisting on all along?

She was upset, and Mushien felt a little comforted in her heart. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

If she was as calm as ever, he would feel very frustrated and frustrated.

Mu Xien turned over and pressed against Su Jin, held her face, looked into her eyes, and continued in a dissatisfied tone: "Jin, you are just a little upset, and I am suffering from this! You know, you know very well in your heart, I love you and only want you, but you don't love me that much. You are just selfish, you want to possess my love for you, but you don't have the courage to bear it with me, to face everything in the future, you are afraid that you think that we are not suitable to live together! You enjoy our relationship, you enjoy my love for you, but you don't want to face the possible or possible negative consequences. You're so selfish!"

His dissatisfied accusation made her feel guilty for a while.

She is very selfish like this, she does not deny it.

Su Jin admitted and explained her reasons: "Yes, I admit it, it's very selfish. I was afraid, I didn't have the courage to face it, because I was too afraid that I would lose it after I got it, so I didn't dare to ask for too many ......"

Mu Xien couldn't understand her mentality: "Jin, you are a woman who is resolute and courageous, why are you so timid and cowardly in this matter?"

Just because you're afraid that you'll lose it when you get it, don't you dare to ask for too much?

The premise that you will lose what you have gained is not correct!

Running away and withdrawing because of a false proposition is really incomprehensible and unacceptable.

Su Jin himself couldn't explain his question clearly.

It's just that she's stubborn on this issue.

After being silent for a moment, she asked tentatively: "Sheen, if Fang Yiran is pregnant, will you marry her immediately?"

"I've never touched her!" Musheen rejected, a little annoyed.

Even if there is an old lady behind her back, giving Fang Yiran a trick, and playing a little trick on him, he can see through it at a glance and resolve it in his way, so even if Fang Yiran wants to get on the bus first and make up the ticket later, he has not succeeded so far.

Mu Xien turned over and got up from her, sat beside her, looked at the tangled expression on her face, sighed, and said helplessly: "Jin, I don't force you." I'm just disappointed, I've been waiting for you to say yes, but you've been giving me no, and we've been wasting it out. ”

"Sheehan, I'm sorry. Su Jin felt guilty about this.

Mu Xien shook his head slightly: "You don't have to apologize, there is no need for this." If you can't handle the pressure with me, I can understand it, and I don't blame you. I don't want to continue to delay your happiness in life, let's leave it like this, just like we agreed before, let's get together and disperse. When I think of you in the future, I will miss you well. ”

After saying that, Mushien got out of bed, opened the wardrobe, chose a set of clothes, and slowly put them on.

Su Jin moved his body, leaned against the head of the bed, and watched him put on his clothes one by one, feeling a sense of suffocation that he couldn't breathe.

At this point, she thought that it was up to her to say it in the end, but she didn't expect him to speak first, he was more direct and cold, which caught her off guard.

Mushien got dressed, came and rubbed her head, and said to her, "Rest well, I'm leaving." ”

Su Jin blinked his eyes and watched him turn around, take a step, and walk out.

He went out, out of the room, out of this apartment, and everything between them, that's it, over......

And she will lose a man who loves her, is willing to marry her, and lives with her......

Afraid that you will lose it when you get it, so you don't get it and lose it?

Haven't gotten it yet, what is she afraid of?!!!

Su Jin suddenly realized that she didn't want to be separated from Mu Xien, everything else didn't seem to be so important!

"Sheehan!"

She hurriedly got out of bed and chased her out naked.

Mushien had already walked to the door, was changing his shoes, and was about to go out.

Su Jin ran over quickly, pounced on him, hugged him from behind, and said in a pleading voice, "Sheehan, don't go!"

The moment she ran out of the room, he was doomed to not be able to leave.

Mushien broke her hand, and as soon as she turned around, she threw herself into her arms, climbed on his neck, and raised her face to kiss him. He didn't refuse, and he didn't want to refuse, so he let her kiss go crazy.

That's what you want!

That was enough, he knew, not to push her too hard.

Pleased with the result, he lifted his arms, hooked her waist, and picked her up......

Mu Xien could foresee that he would not return overnight, and after returning home, he would inevitably be counted down by his elders for a while.

But, it doesn't matter......

At three o'clock in the morning, the excitement on the streets gradually dissipated, and the whole city quieted down.

Zhao Jing lay on the bed for more than two hours, and still didn't close her eyes.

It's already past three o'clock, and Cui Jishen hasn't come back yet, probably, he won't come back tonight......

The family had a lively Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and not long after, Cui Jishen answered a phone call and was ready to go out. When asked where he was going and what he was doing, he didn't even bother to find an excuse, and just said that he would go out and go around.

Zhao Jing knew that he was going to Qiu Lingling, so he didn't let him go, and said: "For the New Year, you want to go out for a walk, and there is no shortage of this night, can't you spend the New Year with the elderly and children at home?"

"I'll go out and walk around, and I'll be back in half an hour. Cui Jishen said impatiently, he still had to go out.

The two quarreled, and the father-in-law and mother-in-law persuaded each other, saying that it was just such a trivial matter, what was there to quarrel about, and said that Zhao Jing was not looking for something to do, he felt bored at home, and went out to see the excitement, let him go, or the two of them would go out to play together, and no one would say anything.

Cui Jishen finally went out, and the more Zhao Jing thought about it, the more angry she became, she cried angrily, and shouted hysterically: "I can't live this day!"

The parents-in-law couldn't understand it, and said to her: "What kind of nerves do you have during the New Year!"

After four o'clock, Cui Jishen returned home.

The family was asleep, and he crept in and slipped straight into the room.

There was a hazy wall lamp in the room, Cui Jishen didn't turn on the headlights, just the dim light, and learned that Suosuo took off his clothes and climbed into bed.

"Coming back?"

Zhao Jing opened her mouth coldly, her voice a little hoarse.

Thinking that she was asleep, Cui Jishen was startled when she suddenly spoke.

"Hmm. He answered, without explaining why he had only returned now, but he settled down and asked her, "Did you wake you up?"

"I was awake all night. Zhao Jing sat up, turned on the headlights, and looked at him with scrutinizing eyes.

Under the dazzling light, Cui Ji turned his face away and avoided her gaze.

"Turn on the lights and do something, turn them off, and go to sleep. ”

Cui Jishen stretched out his hand, turned off the headlights again, lay down on the bed, and reached out to Zhao Jing's waist with one hand, wanting to take her down.

Zhao Jing pulled his hand away and yelled at him: "Don't touch me!"

Just knew that he was cheating and wanted to redeem him, Zhao Jing did not reject him, and could be close to him as always, let him hug her, kiss her, and sleep with her in his arms at night. Because her injuries were not completely healed, he did not ask her for sex, which she could understand was his thoughtfulness, and she could guess that he had lost interest in her.

Now that her injuries are completely healed, he wants to make love to her, but she can't accept it, and he doesn't bother to entangle himself with all kinds of excuses.

Knowing the more intimate behavior between Cui Jishen and Qiu Lingling, and listening to too many lies from him, Zhao Jing felt more and more disgusted and rejected him.

Cui Jishen thought that the matter between him and Qiu Lingling could be concealed seamlessly, but Zhao Jing didn't notice it, but he didn't know that Zhao Jing had already found out everything.

"Wife, what's wrong with you?" Cui Jishen also sat up and looked at Zhao Jing.

His understanding of her overreaction was that he went out on Chinese New Year's Eve and came back so late, Zhao Jing would of course be annoyed.

Therefore, he took the initiative to admit his mistake again: "Wife, don't be angry." It's not my fault that I didn't stay at home with you and only came back now. I'm not going anywhere tomorrow, I'm going to accompany you and take you and Hao Hao to play, okay?"

Cui Jishen knew that he should not go out on Chinese New Year's Eve, but on the phone, when he heard that Qiu Lingling was sick, crying and coughing, and had not even eaten food, he was very worried, regardless of Zhao Jing's opposition, insisted on going out to take care of Qiu Lingling.

Qiu Lingling's family is not in F City, she works here alone, and she stays in F City for the Chinese New Year this year and does not go home for the New Year.

Cui Jishen originally wanted to take care of Qiu Lingling after eating, coaxing her to take medicine and sleep, he would be back soon, but he couldn't get out of it when he went, Qiu Lingling had a cold, fever, sickness, and greasy meals, so he boiled porridge for her, and she only ate a small bowl, Cui Jishen was very uneasy, and had to accompany her all the time and take care of her.

deliberately tossed himself into a sick look, Qiu Lingling just wanted him to accompany him during the New Year, and he wouldn't let him go when he came. took medicine, ate porridge, and lay on the bed, she still held his hand, refused to sleep, and said that she would not let him go.

It wasn't until Qiu Lingling's fever subsided and fell asleep that Cui Jishen hurried up and rushed back before dawn.

"I'm not angry. Zhao Jing's tone was calm and calmed down.

Why did he go out, why did he come back now, she didn't bother to ask, anyway, as soon as he opened his mouth, it was a lie.

Thinking of so many men cheating, it is also a lie as soon as they open their mouths, and those women who live in the lies of their husbands are so pitiful and pathetic!

With a sigh, Zhao Jing turned on the headlights again, endured the nausea, held Cui Jishen's face, and looked at him carefully.

Cui Jishen turned her head and wanted to dodge, she broke his face hard, and said seriously: "Jishen, let me take a good look at you." ”

"Huh?" Cui Jishen was slightly stunned.

She usually calls his husband, and rarely calls him by name directly, but now when he hears her call out the word "Jishen", his heart trembles.

He stopped dodging and let her scrutinize his face, letting her hand stroke back and forth over his face.

Zhao Jing's hand stroked her husband's face, looking at this familiar face, looking at her intimate lover who was already unfamiliar, she said to herself: "Before, when I saw this face and this person, I felt at ease and had a sense of security, I trusted him, I believed in everything he said to me, I believed in the alliance, and I believed in the hand of the son and grew old with the son...... Now, I don't recognize this face anymore, this person is no longer the man I love. Tell me, who are you, where did you hide my husband, the Cui Ji you loved deeply, did you kill him?"

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