Chapter 920: Princess Thunder's Despair
The night sky, which is as black as ink, is like a person in despair, a life that is extremely dark, a round of crescent moon hangs high, emitting a faint light, just like the life of an unfortunate person, like a little luck like a long drought and a rain.
The moon is shaped like a cracked mouth, as if mocking the misfortunes of tragic people. Far away from the city center of the Soochow Empire, on the big iron bridge, scattered and dim street lamps dotted everything that sank into darkness around it. Sima Qinning was alone, her hands propped up on the guardrail, she was at a loss, staring at the lights on the street in the distance, and the despair in her heart was like this deep river.
An unfortunate life, a demonic contract, a painful reincarnation. Experiments, wanton fear, endless release of negative energy, hurting their souls over and over again, obviously purgatory, but they have to set foot in it, for a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl, this is too cruel. The nightmare of these days has not ended, and once the girl tears up the contract, the people around her will die one after another.
"If death can end everything, let me be the last unfortunate person in this world. Qin Ning smiled bitterly, she could only see despair in her expression, empty eyes, torn heart, the kind of self-deprecation that deserved to be stupid, and hatred of her own incompetence, like a sharp blade, piercing her soul to a thousand holes. Her liveliness is buried in the purgatory of the moment.
She even has the heart to die. A person bears the coercion of negative energy, and life is worse than death. She didn't dare to tell anyone about it, if someone had to die, then it would be enough for her to choose death alone, right?
The "Thunder Princess" who can't help herself, a strong self-denial. Who can understand her suffering? Who can understand her heartache? Who can understand how confused and helpless she is when she is in a dilemma and is in a desperate situation. Who's going to save her...... Who will save her!
No one can hear the cry of the heart. She couldn't defeat the demons, and she didn't dare to put the schoolgirls in danger. The Queen of Narcissus and the demons are already on the same foot, and she can't go to those mercenary scientists and Zhuge Kong, who led her to gain power in the first place. She couldn't guess the hearts of those people, and she couldn't understand why the scientists gave her the power to summon thunder and lightning.
"Senior Sister Sima...... Why are you absent-minded, do you have something on your mind?" Jiang Yue took the spoon and shook it in front of her a few times.
Qin Ning, who had just woken up from a dream, looked at the three lovely school girls around her, and couldn't help but show a warm smile. It's just that the pain hidden in my heart can only be covered with a smile. She couldn't speak, and her heart hurt as sweetly as she smiled.
The familiar restaurant, the endless stream of pedestrians outside the window, trying to live today and looking forward to tomorrow, but what about her? Since signing the contract with Shojik, she has lived every day like the end of the world, and has not even slept peacefully.
"Ah...... It's okay...... How could I have any troubles?" Qin Ning tried her best to hide. The more this happened, the more she was lost. Even her most trusted friends can't be honest with them, although it is helpless, but it goes against the original intention.
"Yes, Senior Sister Qin Ning is the invincible 'Thunder Princess', even if there are troubles, they can be solved in minutes. The person who spoke was Bai Xiaolu, she was a cute girl with a petite figure and baby face, full of childish natural stupidity, short black hair, and sweet and greasy when she spoke. It's just that this cute girl has an unusual magical atmosphere.
Bai Xiaolu is Jiang Yue's classmate, is an out-and-out magical girl, practicing the rarest "dawn" magic in elemental magic, able to use the power of the sun, summon the sun to save people or launch attacks, claiming to be the "sun's choice", because of its natural character like a "little sun", outsiders call her "Sun Girl".
Dawn magic is different from divine magic, after all, the principle of using the power of the sun and directly casting divine power is very different. Bai Xiaolu has her own talent, and her body has not been manipulated by those evil scientists. Although her current cultivation is really limited, and her magic is currently only used to heat food, Qin Ning is inexplicably ashamed when she thinks of her experience.
"Of course, nothing can stump the senior sister, if such a powerful senior sister can have troubles, then how can we entry-level magical girls live?" With a frank smile, sitting next to Bai Xiaolu, a tall girl with long straight black hair, named Lin Yehui, is Jiang Yue's classmate and Bai Xiaolu's best friend. An innocent optimist.,Big personality.,It's a "sister" type girl who knows how to take care of people.。 At the same time, she is also a wind magical girl, and her talent is also good, and her ability to control the wind is extremely fast, although her current level can only make pranks, but Qin still can't help but feel ashamed when she looks at it.
If she Sima Qinning doesn't accept experiments, doesn't become a "Thunder Princess", doesn't covet those false names, and is an ordinary girl who doesn't know magic and has no superpowers, and is ordinary in studying, living, and making friends, then she doesn't have to go through this cycle of despair and grief in her heart, and she doesn't have to be depressed anymore, she can laugh heartily from the bottom of her heart like everyone else.
However, there is no regret medicine for her in this world, if she doesn't choose this path, then she is now an ordinary girl who can't do any magic, even Bai Xiaolu and Lin Yehui can't compare, and she is not qualified to study in the "Thundering School Park".
Yes, she didn't come to the "Thundering School Park" for a long time, thanks to the cheerful school girl who was kind to Jiang Yue, she had the opportunity to meet Bai Xiaolu and Lin Yehui, these three girls were her only friends in the city. But if she doesn't know magic, how can she defeat the gangsters, save Jiang Yue, and make these friends?
Qin Ning thought about it, and there was no need to regret it. How she wished that someone could share her sorrows, but with their abilities, they could not help at all, and to fight against Shudjik would only be in vain. She was afraid, afraid of the people around her, who died one by one because of her. There are already people who have never known her or met Pingshui, and they have paid for their lives because of her, and she has no master of that kind of thing.
Looking at the drinks and desserts on the table, the familiar taste can't wake up Qin Ning's familiar strength. Perhaps, she is strong enough to face the darkest things every day, right?
No...... In fact, she is more fragile than anyone else...... She was able to survive, not because she was strong enough, but because she had no choice but to be strong.
She could only sigh silently and cry silently, she had enough, but she had to continue to bear it, the endless sadness, the despair that spread into a sea of suffering, was destroyed over and over again to the weak heart. Now, it is difficult to recover from the water, since she has fallen into it, it is a point of no return, no one can redeem her, and it is too late to turn back......
The night breeze lifted the despair like a curtain. By the iron bridge, I was confused. How much Qin Ning wanted to jump off the bridge and fall into the darkness completely along with her soul tormented by the darkness. If you choose death, you can get rid of the pain, it is also a wise choice. However, as the "Thunder Princess", she has only a little dignity, but she can't make this hasty decision. Suicide is a surrender and escape from reality, and it is the most cowardly decision!
However, now Qin Ning's soul is thinner than a piece of paper, and her heart is more brittle than glass, does she really still have the courage to face reality? Does she really have the consciousness to continue to endure the torment?
Now that the "Demon Pact" has been signed, it must be executed, and there is no other choice. No one would be stupid enough to protect her under the absolute law, let alone stupid enough to go toe-to-toe with an impossible demon for her, and likewise no one would be an enemy of the whole world for a silly girl like her. Desperate Qin Ning, full of contradictions, where to go?
Thunder and lightning are a symbol of heavenly punishment, and she can see them as the most gentle light. She didn't know who the "Thunder Prince" who gave her the sample of her abilities was, and when she first came into contact with magic transplantation, she fantasized about seeing the "Thunder Prince". But she understands that she is no longer qualified to have that kind of dream.
The abrupt voice of "Qin Ning ......", the figure approaching silently, and the natural and delicate female voice sounded beside her.
Qin Ning raised her face, and the dim moonlight and the dim light of the street lamp shone on the face of the blonde girl. Qin Ning took a cool breath, her expression was very cold: "What are you doing here?Stalking me, is it fun?Blackbird Baizi ......"
This blonde girl is named "Black Bird Shirako", a transfer student who has just arrived in Qinning's class today, and her identity information is unknown, full of mystery. His eyes seem to be magical, and people must focus on them. Her appearance is also very standard, which is enough to fascinate the existence of men, and she looks natural, but she exudes an atmosphere of "rich lady".
"Well...... Xiao Ning, people care about you, can you please be friendly?" Bai Zi smiled harmlessly.
Qin Ning sighed silently and shook her hand: "It's okay...... But I don't know you well, and I don't know anything about you except your name. You seem to like playing mysteries...... But why do you know I'm here? Or why are you following me?"
"I know you must be very depressed now, right?" Xiao Ning ......" Bai Zi's expression became more and more strange as his voice changed suddenly.
"Don't call me 'Xiao Ning', it's all said, I'm not familiar with you......" Qin Ning didn't seem to grasp the point, "By the way, you must have something important to tell me, right?"
"I know you very well...... Bai Zi replied to the question, and turned around as he spoke, "You are the 'Thunder Princess', but you are not happy, I can guess your thoughts." Why do you come out alone at night? I know, but I can't help you. ”
"You...... What do you want to do?" Qin Ning instantly became alert.
Bai Zi smiled lightly: "I can help you forget those troubles, but if you have the courage to face it, I don't have to work." Besides, even if you forget those things, it's only one-sided, and some people still remember them. I can't bear it...... Poor 'Thunder Princess', you still have to do it yourself......"
"Hey...... Hey!" Qin Ning suddenly realized that at this moment, her brain seemed to have been pricked by a needle. She wanted to call Bai Zi, but Bai Zi disappeared mysteriously as if it had turned into a breeze at the moment when the night breeze blew, as if it had never appeared.
Tonight, desperate to this point, she, the "Thunder Princess", inevitably deserves some failure. The feeling of being pierced in the heart is not like the self that longs for redemption has really been redeemed, but more like an ultimatum before being driven to a dead end. The sore spot in her heart, even if she says it, no one can help, this is the reality, and it is also the truth that cannot be changed at present.
Is all this a dream or a reality? She can be sure that this "black bird and white son" who has almost every word in her heart is definitely not simple! At least, his identity will never be just an ordinary transfer student who has no ability at all......