Chapter 58: He just wants her to live well
You Xuemei drove the car, and the past was vivid. Thinking of the tragic situation of Yuri's death, and the picture of Yukexin holding Yuli's cold body and crying, it seems like it was just yesterday. You Xuemei's heart couldn't help but screw together, and the hand holding the steering wheel tightly grasped the steering wheel.
For Yuli's accident back then, it was purely an accident. There is no doubt about this, sometimes people are like this, for natural disasters and man-made disasters, he can't blame the sky or the earth, only blame on people, vent their dissatisfaction with people, can be satisfied, otherwise he can't swallow this bad breath.
Chen Fang was hit hard by Yuli's death and had mental problems, which was tantamount to adding insult to injury for You Kexin, who had just lost his son.
You Xuemei felt sorry for You Kexin and asked You Kexin to send Chen Fang to the mental hospital, but You Kexin resolutely refused. You Kexin said: Chen Fang was just a little stimulated, and she would get better after a while, if Chen Fang was sent to an insane asylum and locked up all day, even normal people would have abnormalities because of this, let alone make her recover.
You Xuemei knows You Kexin's temperament, and what he decides will not be changed easily. You Xuemei could only let it go and help take care of Chen Fang together.
After getting sick, Chen Fang, except for being awakened by nightmares at night, crying when there are many people, most of the time she sits in the corner of the room, curled up, her expression looks very painful, and she doesn't speak. Chen Fang recognized You Kexin and You Xuemei, but he only recognized him, and he didn't know anything about their relationship and the past, just like a dead body. Even their only son, Yuri, doesn't remember.
The doctor's answer to You Kexin and You Xuemei was that Chen Fang was stimulated by Yu Li's death, and she instinctively chose to forget to protect herself.
You Kexin listened to the doctor's explanation, and was very relieved, he felt that this was a good thing for Chen Fang, instead of being sad and sad, it was better not to remember anything, Yuli's death was a fact that could not be changed. Also, all the pain, let him suffer alone, he has lost their son, he doesn't want to lose her again, he just wants her to stay by his side safely, where he can see and touch, when he thinks of her, he can see her when he opens his eyes, he just wants her to live well.
You Xuemei was deeply moved by You Kexin's affection, and she had nothing to say. But seeing Chen Fang like this, You Xuemei didn't have the good impression she had before. You Xuemei felt that Yuli's death, although it was not directly caused by Chen Fang, Chen Fang couldn't get out of it, it can be said that she was the culprit of Yuli's death, if it weren't for Chen Fang's insistence on letting Yuli go to that aristocratic school, she would receive what she thought was the best education. Yuli will not compare with those rich second generations and official second generations, and if he does not compare, he will not have that kind of accident. Chen Fang obviously knew that Yuli's child was arrogant in his bones, and he was not allowed to be worse than others, he was proficient and good at everything since he was a child, and everyone praised this child for being smart. Only after going to that aristocratic school, due to his family background, he had an inferiority complex. The culprit of all this is because Chen Fang sent Yuli to a place where he shouldn't go, and it was all Chen Fang's fault.
You Xuemei pushed Yu Li's death on Chen Fang's body, and even suspected that Chen Fang had a mental problem, she was pretending to be crazy and stupid, and she wanted to escape You Kexin's blame in this way, tie You Kexin, and let You Kexin take care of her for the rest of her life.
The charges imposed on Chen Fang by You Xuemei, Chen Fang had no way of knowing for the rest of her life, because she was really sick and really mentally ill. You Xuemei confirmed this two months after Yuli's death.
After Yuli's accident, You Kexin stopped the business he had just started and didn't take care of it, and stayed at home with Chen Fang wholeheartedly. You Kexin was lucky, expecting a miracle in Chen Fang.
You Kexin would take Chen Fang for a walk every night, no matter the wind or rain, without interruption, taking Chen Fang to the places he and she had walked or seen before, You Kexin hoped that it might evoke Chen Fang's memory. Remembering memories that belong only to the two of them, as for their son, it would be nice to leave it in his memory alone.
You Kexin and Chen Fang walked as usual, and this winter seemed to be very long, with a biting wind. The two walked across the overpass and entered the underpass. In the underground passages, there are often homeless people resting there, or literary and artistic youths playing and singing in the corridors. This day is no exception. You Kexin put his arm around Chen Fang and walked forward shoulder to shoulder, Chen Fang's eyes were empty, so deep that he didn't know what he was looking at or thinking. It's just that his eyes are dull and he lets Yu Kexin almost support the sky and move forward, completely unaffected by the things around him. Suddenly, Chen Fang stopped, his empty eyes had a hint of focus, and Chen Fang's gaze stayed on a black object somewhere on the ground.
The lights in the underground passage were dim, You Kexin didn't know what Chen Fang saw, just thinking about the cold, the wind whirring in the aisle, and the ghosts crying wolf. You Kexin continued to hug Chen Fang and walked forward, but Chen Fang did not move. Instead, he broke away from You Kexin's hand and walked towards the black object on the ground, You Kexin didn't know why, and was worried that something was wrong with Chen Fang, so he followed behind Chen Fang. When he walked to the black object, Yu Kexin took a closer look, and it turned out that there was a child lying on the ground. Skinny and small, I don't know if I'm asleep or what. But in any case, this child should not be lying on the ground in this weather. Yukoxin wanted to wake up the child. Chen Fang took a step ahead of him and squatted down, Chen Fang touched the child's head with his hand and brushed away the messy hair on the child's head. She touched the child's forehead and retracted her hand like an electric shock. You Kexin looked weird, a little worried, trying to make sure if it was what he was thinking. He reached out and probed the child's forehead, and sure enough, the child had a high fever, and the fever was very bad.
You Kexin struggled with what to do? More than two months ago, he was also a parent. He knew that no parent would care about the life and death of their child, maybe the child's parents were going to the doctor, or the child was lost, and the child happened to be lost here, and the child returned to the same place and waited for his parents to come to him?...... Yu Kexin imagined all kinds of possibilities, and didn't know what to do. The child burned like this, and he had to go to the doctor immediately. But the child had nothing but thin clothes. What if the child's parents come back and can't see anyone? If the child is asked to wait here, it is unknown when the child's parents will return. The child's condition can't be delayed, and if it drags on any longer, the child will have to burn out.
You Kexin, who has just experienced the pain of losing his son, is the softest in his heart at the moment, and he doesn't want people to experience this kind of heartache.