readx;?“ You won't know how grateful I am to you. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 Seeing that the girls no longer spoke, just biting their lip and staring at themselves, Pannis sighed softly and said, "Really, this kind of gratitude, you can't imagine. Since the War of the Dead, I have wandered alone in the Yala continent for more than a hundred years, and during these years, I have lived in pain every day, and every day has been in a frenzied self-punishment, during which I don't think I have a future, I don't think I have hope, I feel that people like me are not qualified to face hope, eternal destruction, eternal spurning, is the treatment I deserve. ”

"So, do you treat yourself like that?" The girls couldn't help but turn up slightly when they first met, Catherine shook her head lightly and said: "When we met for the first time, I couldn't understand why there were such people in the world, and what was even more incomprehensible was that you could still live with that kind of life." ”

"Because I can't die at all, and if I could, I would have died a long time ago. Pannis laughed self-deprecatingly: "Death, for me at that time, was the greatest relief, I have always longed for death, because only death can save me from facing the past and living in nightmares every day." Unfortunately, my body is not in a state of death at all, it is just a luxury for me, so I can only struggle to live like that until you appear in front of me. ”

"You thought of me as Nelly in the first place. Catherine chuckled, "I'll know who you are." ”

"Oh, no way. Pannis said noncommittally: "In the past hundred years, I have met countless people, experienced countless things, and there are not no people who want to help me, who want to be friends with me, who want to change my living conditions, who want to cheer me up, I have met a few people who have such thoughts, but no one will be like you, there is no superfluous thought in your heart, just simply reach out to me, hoping to help me seek salvation together." I couldn't even understand for a moment that there could be such a person in the world. ”

"How could it be impossible?" Catherine asked rhetorically, "Aren't you and Lord Nelly such people?"

"Maybe it used to be, but at that time, I didn't believe that what I had done in the past was right, and I felt that everything in the past was wrong, so I thought that there should be no such person in the world. Pannis sighed: "At that time, my heart was actually full of malice, well, in fact, it can't be considered malice, but when I saw you, I thought of her and myself, so, when I was in the cave, I always had the mentality of wanting to see what happened to you, I really wanted to see you fail again and again, and then deny your beliefs and everything like me." ”

"Ha, so you guys were so bad back then. Lina leaned over to Pannis, slapped him on the back and said, "It's good that we didn't give you this chance." ”

"Hey, don't make trouble at such a serious moment. Pannis tried to avoid Lina, who was messing around, and continued: "It's true that you didn't give me this opportunity, I only saw that no matter what happened to you, you were trying your best to struggle, and not only struggled yourself, but also never forgot your original thoughts, and never let go of my hand, pulling me forward with you, it can be seen that you really want to help me get salvation." ”

"It's just that we heard you cry in your heart. Vivien pointed to her chest, "We heard your cry for salvation, so we won't let go of your hand for help." ”

"Oh, I don't remember me shouting. Pannis pouted and said, "All I know is that there are a few fools who are running forward with their own opinions." ”

"Still, you're touched. Catherine had a smile in her eyes: "So you were very cooperative with us and walked away, didn't you?"

"Do you think that if you just scolded me, I would be so obedient to leave with you?" Pannis blinked mysteriously and said, "Or do you think that I would really be fooled stupidly by tricking me into smashing a bottle of life force concoction that had been stolen and changed? ”

"Sure enough, you guy had already seen through it at the time. The priest girl was not surprised, and wrinkled her nose and grimaced: "And I have always kept it in my heart, it's so stingy." ”

"Hehe, I remember everything. Pannis smiled and said softly, "When I left with you, I didn't have much hope, I just wanted to see how far you could go." However, I must admit that as time went on, I was drawn to you little by little and wanted to see you go on more and more. It wasn't until I didn't know which day I suddenly turned around and realized that you had inadvertently entered my world, which gradually changed my mentality, so that I no longer looked forward to seeing your end, but looking forward to the joy of seeing your success. And you, who have fulfilled my wishes, no matter how difficult the situation, you have successfully survived, and you have all succeeded step by step. ”

"That's because you're behind us. Catherine shook Pannis's hand: "Each of us can see that you have been secretly guiding us in the right direction. Maybe only someone like you can do all this. ”

"You've been carrying the responsibility of redeeming me on your back, and I can't really watch from the sidelines. Pannis looked down at the hand being held and said softly, "Each of you has been burdened with pain, but you have never given up hope, and you have not given up looking for hope for me, you can all do this, and what right am I to say that I can't do it? So, because of your push behind me, I can only follow your example and try to find a way to rebuild my self-confidence and redeem myself." ”

"Lucky you found it. Catherine breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Because you found it, we all found it, and I have to say that this is the luck that you and we share." ”

"Yes, I found it, in the depths of the sacred mountain of the orc steppe. Pannis nodded: "At that time, I almost collapsed again, if I collapsed again, then there is really no hope, fortunately, you used your own way to force me to really face myself for the first time, and found the way to self-redemption from it." That time, as I said earlier, you can never imagine how grateful I am to you. ”

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