Chapter 564: This Heart Is Cold

The boy clenched his fists and laughed a few times from time to time, but with a smile and a smile, two lines of hot tears flowed uncontrollably from the corners of his eyes.

His heart is empty, like a child without a home, walking to the world, since then wandering the world, all the way to the wind and rain, painful and tired, I want to stop, go back, feel the warmth of home. When I suddenly looked back, I remembered that I had long been homeless.

Lonely, desolate, and melancholy......

But what can we do? I can only bury my fragility and tiredness deep in my heart, face the wind and rain, step through thorns, and start again, all the bitterness and sorrow are not enough for outsiders.

People who are on the same road say that I am strong and fearless, but in fact I don't know that I am not afraid of wind and rain and have no shelter.

For as long as he can remember, Su Heng didn't know who his parents were, only one master depended on him, and Cangshan was his first home. Later, the master passed away, and the family was shattered and no longer complete.

When he arrived at Ling Tianzong, Master Xuanzhen was very good to him, and a promise to his disciples in Ziyun Peak made Su Heng completely return to his heart. There, he met many close friends, Mu Yunfeng, Qingxue, and Junling...... There is also the Cold Moon Dance. There, he had a happy time full of laughter.

Ling Tianzong seemed to have become the second home in Su Heng's heart.

But now, everything has changed, Ling Tianzong doesn't want him anymore and expells him from the sect. The good old days were gone, and Su Heng didn't even know how to get along with those friends who drank and talked happily in the future.

From the famous Ling Tian Sect to the current Immortal Sect outcast. Su Heng wanted to cry and laugh, and for the first time, he felt that the world was so bizarre, and everyone was a pawn of fate.

The second family that I recognized in my heart was broken, and Rao was Su Heng's perseverance, and he couldn't help but cry at this time.

At the same time, a strong resentment also arose from the depths of his heart, full of hostility towards Ling Tianzong. Su Heng himself noticed it, but he didn't want to contain this emotion, and of course, he couldn't contain it.

The so-called "deep love, deep hate" is probably like this.

Seeing Su Heng's painful appearance, the little girl's heart was broken.

How could she not understand Su Heng's pain, when Jiuxiao Pavilion and Su Heng went to the opposite side, although she did not show it, but in her heart, there were also many unspeakable pains.

Jiuxiao Pavilion had cultivated her for nearly three years, just like Su Heng's sense of belonging to Ling Tianzong, she also recognized herself as a disciple of Jiuxiao Pavilion from the bottom of her heart. There, there are Shizun, aunt who loves her, and Xia Xian, who is like a sister...... In the days when she was separated from Su Heng, it was they who filled the vacancy in her heart a little.

But then, everything changed. The sect forced her to marry, and her master and aunt who loved her did not hesitate to deceive her for the benefit of the sect, making her a little disappointed.

In the final choice, she stood with Su Heng without hesitation. But even so, the kind and simple she still has feelings for Jiuxiao Pavilion that she can't give up, but because of Su Heng, she has to give up.

Isn't it also the shattering of a new home for her?

With Su Heng by her side, the little girl looked satisfied and happy all day long, so that even Su Heng ignored her feelings for Jiuxiao Pavilion.

Now, almost the same thing happened to Su Heng, and Qing'er clearly knew how painful the young man was in his heart.

The slender hand stretched out, holding the young man's delicate cheeks, the big eyes of the water and the red eyes looked at each other, and the voice of the pure spirit sounded in the ears of the young man, "Brother Su Heng, the home is gone,

You can build another one. At least, you still have Qing'er, no matter what, Qing'er won't leave you. With you and me, the two of us are a home, a brand new home, a home that will never be separated. ”

The young man was stunned, his red pupils faded, and he gradually regained his clarity, and he couldn't help muttering: "Yes, I still have you, I still have Qing'er, and my most beloved Qing'er......"

Qing'er blushed slightly, and couldn't help but say shyly: "Then Brother Su Heng is willing to build another home with Qing'er?"

"Yes, of course I do!" Su Heng nodded heavily, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and his expression was no longer lonely and sad, but only resolute and soft.

Suddenly, the young man seemed to have an epiphany, and Lang smiled: "In life, there are giving and taking, and some people have some things that they can't force in the end." Qing'er, as long as you are by your side, there is nothing that cannot be given up in the rest of the world. ”

"Men don't flick when they have tears, from today onwards, I won't shed a single tear for inconsequential matters! Ling Tianzong, no matter what the reason, since you have expelled me from the sect, then from now on, none of us owe anyone, the road is facing the sky, and each goes to one side. Wait, one day, I'll let you know how wrong your decision was today! This day will come! I swear!"

Turning his eyes to look at Qing'er, the young man said softly: "Little girl, I'm sorry, I ignored your feelings for Jiuxiao Pavilion before. If it weren't for today's events, I wouldn't have realized this, I'm sorry. ”

Qing'er hugged the young man lightly, "Brother Su Heng, do we still need to say such things between us? With you by my side, what am I not satisfied with? Fortunately, you are not blinded by hatred and go crazy, otherwise Qing'er really doesn't know what to do." ”

Su Heng lowered his head slightly and buried his face in the girl's green silk, "With you, I will never fall into the devil." ”

Qing'er nodded her head lightly, and her pretty face raised, "Brother Su Heng, what are we going to do next?"

Su Heng calmed down, thought seriously for a while, and muttered: "Because of the matter of the Heavenly Phoenix God Realm and the decisive battle, I have made too many enemies and offended too many sects. In the past, there was still Ling Tianzong's support, and those forces did not dare to retaliate blatantly, but now that I have been expelled from the sect, it is difficult to guarantee that those people will not fall into the ground. ”

"What are you going to do?"

"My enmity with the religions is all for a reason, and I have a clear conscience. If they come, I will take them all. Su Heng pursed his lips, squinted his eyes and said, "However, from now on, I will not leave any more affection." As long as it is an enemy with murderous intent, I will not let go of any of them, from beginning to end, one by one, and whoever comes! Either they kill me, or I kill them!"

Qing'er said worriedly: "But I'm worried that it will be those old masters who will attack us." Brother Su Heng, after all, our cultivation is shallow, and we can't deal with those people. ”

"I've thought about what you're saying. Su Heng stroked the girl's hair and said softly: "I know very well the style of these so-called big forces, even if they want to deal with us, they will definitely send the disciples of the sect first." If not, wouldn't it be admitted that there is no one in their faction who can compete with me, and where will the face of these forces go?"

"So, our current opponents are the young geniuses of the various sects. Of course, we hit the small ones, and the old ones should jump out to find a place without face. Su Heng looked sarcastic, very disdainful of the consistent style of the major sects, "Those old ones, we don't have the ability to deal with them for the time being, so I have to find another backer!"

Hearing the song and knowing the meaning of elegance, Qing'er immediately understood: "Brother Su Heng wants to join the Eternal Realm?"

Su Heng nodded, "I'm with."

Although Feng Ling has a friendship, if there is a difficulty, he will not stand idly by, but I am not from the Eternal Realm after all. If it is because of my affairs that I bring so many enemies to the Eternal Realm, even if the status of the peak spirit is respected, it will inevitably be criticized by others, and it will even be reported and made a big fuss by the evil king. So, to seek help from the Eternal Realm, I must be a part of it, so that I can be justified. ”

"However, as soon as Ling Tianzong announced his statement, wouldn't you join the Eternal Realm now, wouldn't you not be a self-confessing act, but instead implement the rumor that you colluded with the Evil Dao? In this way, it will be even more difficult to clarify in the future. Qing'er asked.

"Clarification?" Su Heng smiled, "Who said I wanted to clarify?"

"Brother Su Heng, ...... you"

"Whether it is an immortal way or an evil way, what does it have to do with me? I walk the road under my feet, why should I pay attention to the eyes of the world? Even if I am misunderstood by them? Those who claim to be on the right path, what can I do? If they provoke me, all those who can beat me will be killed, and those who can't be beaten will run first, there will always be someone who will block for us, and then kill back later, there is no reason at all, fists are the truth!"

Su Heng said word by word, and every time he said a word, his eyes became more resolute.

After this incident, Su Heng looked down on a lot of things. For him, the most important thing for him now is Qing'er, and only Qing'er makes him the most unable to let go.

The girl's eyebrows frowned slightly, she could feel that Su Heng's heart seemed to have undergone some changes, which made her worried.

Sensing Qing'er's strange appearance, Su Heng leaned over and kissed her lightly on the forehead, and said softly: "Xiao Nizi, I know what you are thinking, and I also know very well what I want to do." People have to grow up slowly, but no matter how I change, I can still distinguish right from wrong, your status in my heart will always come first, and I will always be Qing'er's brother Su Heng. Qing'er, I want you to promise me one thing. ”

Qing'er raised her head, and without waiting for Su Heng to say anything, she responded, "I promise you." ”

Su Heng Wan'er rubbed her mantis head, "Qing'er, I want you to promise me that no matter when, you have to take care of yourself." Now, you're the only one I can't let go, and I'm really scared of what will happen to me if you're not there one day. ”

The girl's eyes turned red, "Brother Su Heng, what are you talking nonsense?Qing'er will always be by your side, how could she leave you?"

Su Heng bowed, but for some reason, he was inexplicably panicked in his heart.

"Brother Su Heng, I also want you to promise Qing'er one thing. ”

Su Heng put aside the inexplicable sorrow in his heart for the time being, and said with a smile: "Whatever my Qing'er wants, Brother Su Heng agrees, say, what's the matter?"

Qing'er hesitated for a moment, but still said, "Brother Su Heng, Qing'er hopes that you won't make too many killings. ”

Su Heng was stunned.

"Qing'er knows that the cultivation realm is cruel, the weak eat the fittest, and if you don't kill people, it doesn't mean that others won't come to kill you. Since stepping on the road of cultivation, Brother Su Heng has already had blood on his hands, but I believe that everyone you killed was done for a reason, and he had a clear conscience. But ......" the little girl sighed, "Brother Su Heng, do you know, I think your heart has become a lot colder now, although it will not kill innocents indiscriminately, but when you meet an opponent, you are likely to do something to sit together and cut the grass and eradicate the roots." ”

Qing'er doesn't know if it's right or wrong to do this, but everything has spirits, and in this world, there may really be karma. Qing'er didn't want Brother Su Heng to cause too many murders, so that he would cause a big disaster in the future...... I don't know what to say, but I believe that Brother Su Heng can understand what Qing'er means, right?"