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Yan Shunhua smiled slightly, "Well, he treats you sincerely, although the way is a little more obscure, but if it is not the person he approves, I am afraid that even if the food he cooks is not delicious, he will not go to the kitchen with great interest, and take great pains to make a table of meals for people to taste, right? You know, no matter how bad the taste is, he has also sweated and worked hard." ”

"Makes sense. Shen Jingyuan naturally agreed with this, no one knew Ling Xuan's madness about cooking better than those of them who grew up together, "If you have the chance, meet him, and I will introduce him to you." ”

"Hehe, if I have the chance, I really want to try the food he cooks. Your world pays attention to 'gentlemen and cooks', unless you are interested in showing your talent in cooking, basically women are circling around the pot. He is a child of a family, and it is very rare to be able to specialize in cooking day after day. ”

She sighed in admiration, and then asked, "Speaking of which, what is the situation between you and your father? No matter what, your mother's death is not your fault, he shouldn't have been disliking you all the time, and even really selfishly thought that you killed your family, right?"

Now that the node has arrived, she should not be less thorough. You know, after this village, there may really be no such shop, or even if there is, it will be a long, long time later, when the time is right, and she will really have an affair with him, so it will be possible to know.

Who is not taking a step forward? She has to take the initiative and react.

Although this question was not a question that he liked or even subconsciously resisted, Shen Jingyuan was obviously really surprised by her initiative to ask, so he opened his mouth to answer without stopping.

"Maybe in my previous life, I was his father-killer or son-killer, so I will be reborn in his name in this life. In fact, when my mother was pregnant with her brother, her body was getting weaker and weaker, and after giving birth to her eldest son, she was diagnosed and treated by many doctors, and she judged that she had to recuperate. You can't have children for seven or eight years.

It's just that although my father's personality is not such a tough person, he is quite proficient in the wind and snow, or in other words, indulged in it. Therefore, after the full moon of the elder brother, he ate and lived with his mother. Although I have been paying attention, I am not afraid of 10,000 in case, and my mother is still pregnant with me.

He insisted on beating it off, although his mother was weak and submissive. was very persistent in the matter of the child, and naturally, in the end, she won. Almost logically, her body began to weaken day by day, as the doctor said. No one knew what the disease was, or if it was just because she was born with a bad constitution and was not suitable for conceiving children.

Anyway, not long after giving birth to me, she died.

My father didn't like me, and that was the biggest and original reason. ”

Shen Jingyuan said this paragraph in one go. Without waiting for her to be comforted, he continued.

"My father respected my great-grandmother very much, and she loved me very much, or rather, I felt very sorry for my grandfather, who had been fighting abroad for many years. Therefore, when he saw that my father was indulging in the pain of losing his wife all day long, he took me over to take care of me every day, and never pretended to others. Later, my brother died of a high fever because he missed his mother. The resentment in my father's heart could not be stopped. ”

When Shen Jingyuan said this, his body suddenly tensed.

"When I was three or four years old. He often called me to die in front of me, and when he didn't speak, he always spoke with cynicism and curses. Say I'm a son of a sin and shouldn't have been born. Even if I was going to die, the one who died should be me, someone who shouldn't have been born in this world. If he had known that my mother had died, and my brother had died, he would have made her drink the abortion pill the first moment he learned that she was pregnant. ”

He gritted his gums, trembling slightly. Yan Shunhua hugged him tightly and said nothing.

"At the first birthday party, my great-grandmother threw a banquet for me at home, and the old man passed away that night. My father increasingly thought I was an ominous person, and he tried to banish me and abandon me to a peasant family. But my grandfather, who came back from the battlefield, naturally refused, and my grandfather raised me later.

However, even so, when I was eight years old, my father once allowed the servants next to my stepmother to push me down the lake, watching me struggle in the lake in winter, shouting for help, but standing by and watching. Because of this, his grandfather fell out with him and angrily whipped him ten times. If it weren't for his illness, my grandfather would have broken his leg with a dead hand. ”

Shen Jingyuan's words did not fluctuate, which showed that he was heartbroken.

"How can he do this? Tiger venom doesn't eat children. ”

Yan Shunhua frowned, extremely unhappy with the current Dingguo Gong who had never met.

"Probably, I love the house and Wu, and I hate the house and Wu. ”

He laughed to himself, "At the age of ten, I was finally spared because of my grandfather's protection, and I grew up in my parents. In the summer of that year, my grandfather died in an accident at the age of fifty-nine.

Before his death, my grandfather was alone with me, and gave me the word 'Zhiyuan', hoping that I could understand my father's pain of losing his wife and children, but also clearly told me that his son Shen Yuewei was upright but weak in character, not pragmatic, and would only be obsessed with children's affairs, so that he could be abolished, and the Shen family would be in charge of me in the future, and all the personnel and financial rights that were originally controlled by the head of the family and the housemother were handed over to me.

Later, I learned that his old man wrote to the emperor at the same time before his death, and won the position of the prince for me in advance, but he let the emperor stay in the middle of the house, and then make it public after I have the ability to take on it as an adult, so as not to become the target of everyone at a young age. ”

He paused, his eyes hot and moist.

"In the winter of ten years old, I was widowed all day long because of the death of my grandfather, and my father said that it was a son and a mother, and I had a big quarrel and accidentally fell into the water, and my father brushed his sleeves and left again, and I almost suffocated to death that time when I was rescued, and I began to be completely afraid of water after being rescued. He ignored it completely, and even after I recovered from my illness, when I met him, he sneered and said, 'Life is so hard, you can't die like this?'.

That is, after falling into the water that time, Ling Xuan came to the house to accompany me. Until I was thirteen years old, in the fifth lunar month of that year, I finished the funeral, removed my clothes, followed my grandfather's last words, left home in early July, trekked through mountains and rivers and trekked to Biansai to serve in the army, and temper myself.

What's funny is that on the way, I was assassinated by my stepmother Wu Silan, that is, someone sent by my own aunt. Because I had three orders to the secret guard, I couldn't shoot unless I asked for it, so I was really dead at that time, and I suffered torture and tests that I had never encountered before. However, it was also from that time that I grew up rapidly. (To be continued.) )