Chapter 264: Dream in the Soul
Stunned in place and smiling bitterly, she could understand Xia Yanfeng's confused state of mind, excessive mental oppression had made Xia Yanfeng, a person who would pay 200% attention whenever and wherever he was, the spiritual world was on the verge of collapse, and Dalando's few mental attacks were too hurtful, and it was reasonable to leave sequelae.
The person Xia Yanfeng hugged tightly was not Lilu, but his godsister Zhao Mengyu! At that moment just now, Xia Yanfeng's spiritual will was deviated, and there was an illusion in front of him.
Mengyu was hugged tightly by Xia Yanfeng for no reason, but she didn't complain, she was as quiet as a kitten, she didn't mind, and even cooperated with Xia Yanfeng, put her hands on his waist, and made a very intimate appearance.
There was no intimidation between them, and the moment Xia Yanfeng mistook Mengyu for Lilu, the whole world seemed to not exist. Dream Fish's heart is not half worried, so he treats all this as a dream, and maybe he can learn to take it easy.
No need to perform, no need to disguise, no need to hide the enthusiasm from the heart. Perhaps, this is Xia Yanfeng's nature, yin and yang weird, self-respecting, difficult to serve, if it is not forced to live, forced to achieve the unattainable cause, Xia Yanfeng does not need to be so depressed, suppressed for a long time, maybe even his nature will disappear.
Thinking of this, Mengyu caressed Xia Yanfeng's back, and he touched his body unscrupulously.
"Yanfeng, I'm Lilou, I'm back to you......"
The light whispering words, like a mother coaxing the baby to sleep, Xia Yanfeng's heart gradually sank into the sea of tranquility, and his mind was no longer so clear. And from before leaving the city until now, Xia Yanfeng's sanity has not returned to normal.
Lilou...... Lilou ...... I...... I ......" Xia Yanfeng was so excited that he couldn't speak incoherently for a while, but he still couldn't shout in the end, his throat seemed to be gambled by a mouthful of reverse blood, and the fanaticism and brain confusion of his whole body became more and more serious.
Confused, Xia Yanfeng finally touched Mengyu's cheek with regret, and fell to the ground, and then, he didn't know anything......
I don't know how long it took, how long the consciousness had been stagnant, the emptiness of the spiritual world, the vastness and powerlessness of the soul, as if I had a terminal illness and was about to die, and my whole body was hollowed out.
"Fifth brother, fifth brother......"
Xia Yanfeng's familiar voice suddenly sounded in his ears, in the blank spiritual world, the top of his head seemed to be hail, a burst of cold to the bone, his spirit was in a dormant state of extreme exhaustion, only in this way, he could recover from his confused will, but until now he was not sure if this was a long dream.
The voice...... My hearing has been restored?" I was stunned in my heart, Xia Yanfeng was still sorting out the chaotic and complicated thoughts in his mind, what was going on with him? How did he lose consciousness? But the most certain thing is that the voice of "Fifth Brother" could never be called by outsiders, and that voice seemed to be transmitted from the ends of the earth, ethereal and illusory.
"Fifth brother, you can't even recognize the voice of the eldest brother?" The voice suddenly changed loudly, and Xia Yanfeng was stunned.
"Big ...... The eldest brother ...... "Xia Yanfeng was excited, as if his soul had been awakened by a fierce electric shock."
"Fifth brother, the eldest brother knows that the future is difficult and dangerous, and strong enemies are around, but you must first understand what you should do. ”
"Big brother...... I ......" Xia Yanfeng was dizzy again, his mental power could not be taken at all, he could not use it, and at the same time that a feeling of weakness and powerlessness swept through his body, he lost his hearing again.
Guo Xing's ethereal voice was simply his hallucination, and in retrospect, he couldn't remember anything at all, as if a piece of his memory had been dug out. He only remembered that there was a life-and-death confrontation between himself and Dalando, and he couldn't remember the specific details, only that he was about to commit suicide at that time.
The memory is broken, the soul is not complete, and he doesn't know how long it has been since he fell into a coma this time. All this seemed to be a dream within a dream, he couldn't remember anything at all, maybe he had been killed, right?
At the end of the soul, there is a sea of confusion, wandering aimlessly, but not finding the lost memory, and that memory may be the key.
Recall, quiet and cold, Xia Yanfeng woke up suddenly, the night had not yet dispersed, but he broke out in a cold sweat. He could scarcely believe it was true, as he had woken up from a warm, familiar bed.
After many years, Xia Yanfeng still smelled the smell here. He rode from the bedside with a cold sweat, the moon outside the window was sparse, and the sheets were also soaked with sweat, but he was stunned. It was just a normal room, and it was his former residence, but it had long since been buried in his memory, and it was no longer so intimate.
Outside the curtain is a balcony, and there is a crooked neck tree planted underneath, Xia Yanfeng remembers very clearly, that is where he once lived, and he lived with that person. Since the separation, he has left here only to bury that memory.
Wait a minute...... Here it is...... Isn't he in the Heavenly Continent? Why did he go back to the real world?
Xia Yanfeng hurriedly pinched his skin, and he felt a trace of pain before he woke up, he had returned to the past world!
Xia Yanfeng was still not convinced, and he walked down the stairs cautiously step by step with a worried mood. Picked up the phone and looked at the screen, the time is 2032 AD, wait a minute...... So, he should still be in love with Narcissus?
He flipped through the files in his phone, and couldn't find the song that Luxi sang, recalling the true feeling of every minute and every second of the Heavenly Continent, he seemed to understand something, but it was extremely heavy to comprehend it.
Condense spiritual power, but can't do it;Summoning the thunder element, but can't even condense the air;Drawing a sword, reciting spells, casting magic, everything doesn't work, Xia Yanfeng's heart doesn't know whether it's surprise or loss, the surprise is that he is back to being a normal person, and the loss is that he can no longer dominate the life and death power of others, fantasy travel is fake, the heavenly continent is also fake, he will face the cruel reality and can no longer shout to the sky, "Thunder Tribulation, rise!"
Flipping through the fridge, there were several bottles of salted soda that he missed, but he grabbed a bottle of beer and followed the light of his phone's screen to find the bottle opener.
With a crisp voice, the bottle cap fell to the ground, Xia Yanfeng sat at the dining table and drank with his head bored, and the sweat on his body was like a nightmare.
To be precise, Xia Yanfeng really had a nightmare, and it was a long nightmare that spanned two worlds for several years, and now when he woke up from the dream, he felt that reality seemed to be illusory.
At four o'clock and fifteen in the morning, footsteps sounded, and Xia Yanfeng didn't bother to pay attention to it. Soon, the room was brightly lit, and someone turned on the electric light, but the person standing at the door of the room made Xia Yanfeng's heart tremble, and then it began to turn over the clouds and rain.
"Water...... Narcissus ...... "Like a big dream, Xia Yanfeng felt that he had slept for a long, long time, a long time for centuries, as if he hadn't seen him for more than ten years, and he didn't know what to say."
There is still nostalgia in his heart, maybe he has long forgotten the touching of the year, he stayed in the dream for too long and too long, but this beautiful and lovely face will not fade with the passage of time. At that time, he was still young and frivolous, he never dared to believe it, time did not slip away for a moment, experienced the reincarnation of dreams, he seemed to grow up overnight, his worldview has long been beyond the world, this feeling he is no longer used to, he always feels that his soul has precipitated, and he has long passed the age of full of enthusiasm.
However, no matter how many centuries of reincarnation have passed, there are always a few people, just like the organs in his body, stored and engraved forever, and once they are dug up, they will be heart-rending and even die.
"Ah...... Yan'er ...... You...... What's wrong with you? Haven't I been here all along?"
"Narcissus...... Narcissus!" Xia Yanfeng was extremely excited, he hugged Narcissus tightly, and hugged Narcissus so much that Narcissus was almost suffocated, and Narcissus was naturally deeply surprised, and he didn't know what was going on.
"Yan'er...... Yan'er, what's wrong with you? Have a nightmare?" Slippers and pajamas, the narcissus at this moment is a sleepy-eyed little confused, but unfortunately such a gesture has long been a thing of the past in Xia Yanfeng's other world. Thinking of this, Xia Yanfeng burst into tears, tears were wild, since time was reversed and everything started from the beginning, he couldn't let what happened in his dream be repeated in reality!
"I made a ...... It's a long, long dream...... Those dreams...... It's all too real......"
The two hugged each other and sat on the sofa in the living room, Xia Yanfeng calmed down, and roughly told Narcissus everything that happened later, including Lu Yusen, including the appearance of Gu Xingchen, Sutron and others, the dreams of the past and present lives, the adventures of the Heavenly Continent, and the many twists and turns encountered in between.
"It's so real, it's like it's close in front of you, it's not like a dream, I've really experienced it, and every feeling in between is unforgettable. Including for you, including for those who don't seem to exist, and for your blue face...... You have to believe me, Narcissus, I'm not making it up, I remember the details of the dream clearly......"
After hearing this, Narcissus was stunned for a while, and then patted Xia Yanfeng's back and laughed: "What Lu Yusen's little blue face, and that magician Guo Xing, I don't know, but I really haven't seen it, my family Yan'er has such a rich imagination, you can go to write novels and make movies, epic magic travel blockbusters!"
"Narcissus, I'm serious, those are definitely not dreams, I've really experienced them!" Xia Yanfeng emphasized repeatedly.
"Yan'er, don't be too anxious, take a good rest. Narcissus smiled, "You may be too tired, I'll make you something to eat." ”
Wandering alone on the balcony, the cool night breeze blowing in your face, this feeling is very real, real but not real.
What is real? What is illusory? Xia Yanfeng never had an answer in his heart, if he really returned to a peaceful life, it would be fine, but he was used to it, even in a dream, he was also used to the days of adventure, accustomed to the proud cry of "thunder, rise", the thunder in his hand was made of light, the magic elements were in my hands, and the sea of spirit swam with me.
Xia Yanfeng was still worried, even if he returned to reality, he was still uneasy. After so many years, is it just a dream? But who would have had such a strange dream for no reason?
Xia Yanfeng was afraid that this long dream helped him foresee the future in advance, and the dream was a true portrayal of his future, and he would also experience the general heart-rending madness.
No, this is reality, this is reality!
Xia Yanfeng couldn't help but clench his right fist. Since God has given me the opportunity to do it again, as if this is my second life, I want to cherish the present, cherish the irreplaceable narcissus, and never allow the "third brother" to step in again!