Chapter 110: Forbearance

The boats at the ferry come and go, or return home, or sail to the next harbor, and where will the next harbor in Xia Yanfeng's heart be?

Standing at the ferry, the melodious sound of the boat whistle rises and falls in my ears. After separating from Mengyu, Xia Yanfeng did not choose to go back to Evans, since he lost Hei Hui, what kind of face did he have to see him? What's more, it was precisely because of Hei Hui's relationship that Evans was willing to compromise and lost Hei Hui, how could he control the governor with Xia Yanfeng alone?

Xia Yanfeng wandered here alone, not wanting to be known by others, because he didn't want anyone to worry about him anymore. Sister Mengyu regards him as a godbrother, comforts him in every way, and guides him in every way, hoping that he can open his heart and cheer up, in order to make a comeback.

But if you think about it carefully, will Xia Yanfeng really let go of everything because of a jersey and stop hesitating?

The answer is no.

For a long time, Mengyu treated him more kindly than his own brother, and whenever he was frustrated, he could always play the role of a confidant sister to share his pain and make him return to his old smile. Different from Xia Yanfeng's yin and yang weirdness, Mengyu is lively and cheerful, sunny by nature, competitive, very popular, warm-hearted, she often helps people solve problems, and is anxious about what others are anxious about.

It was precisely because Xia Yanfeng understood Mengyu's character that he deliberately accepted Mengyu's guidance so quickly, so that Mengyu would no longer worry about himself.

However, this time, Xia Yanfeng was determined. This setback was different from the past, he had figured out everything, and even the spiritual sustenance was gone, so he had reason to convince himself to be depressed.

Death is not terrible, living in the face of purgatory-like life is the most painful, if death can be like a midsummer night's sleep, forever sleeping in a beautiful dream, carefree, then death is the happiest thing in the world.

Now he is facing a decline that can be reversed by one or two reversal balls, he has no teammates, and he is alone in the face of god-like opponents, he doesn't even have a chance to shoot!

Xia Yanfeng has already said goodbye to this world, and no one can stop his belief in death.

"Ha ......" The cool sea breeze blew in his face, Xia Yanfeng laughed bitterly at himself, his head was as heavy as piling up countless rocks, and bursts of pain like knives kept coming out.

Xia Yanfeng covered his head, and his mind was chaotic: "Huh...... Damn it...... What am I doing?"

Mengyu said goodbye to Xia Yanfeng and returned to his apartment in Los Angeles, and the wedding naturally ended unhappily because of the disappearance of the bride and groom.

She thought about it, Xia Yanfeng, who missed two weddings in a row, was really miserable, she felt sad for this godbrother from the bottom of her heart, how much she hoped that Xia Yanfeng could be with the person she loved forever.

Raising his eyes and looking around at the empty house, Xia Yanfeng didn't go home, where did he go?

Yumeyu hurriedly dialed Macreddy's phone, but the result surprised her. Marcreddy has never seen Xia Yanfeng and Hei Hui from morning to night!

Since he didn't go to Evans, where would Xia Yanfeng go? It wouldn't be to go to Sheung Shui to find Guo Xing desperately, right? How could it be? Xia Yanfeng was not a reckless person, how could he say that he would disappear if he couldn't see it?

The more he thought about it, the more wrong it became, and when he walked around the corner of the stairs, he didn't notice the faintly flickering blue circles of light on the ceiling, which were like magical runes, singing mysterious and distant songs.

Pushing open Xia Yanfeng's door, an evil blue-white halo flickered, and Dream Fish only felt that his brain sank, and then he completely lost consciousness. If there was someone by her side at this time, that person would be surprised to find that Dream Fish's body evaporated from the world out of thin air the moment the halo flickered!

Also unconscious was Xia Yanfeng, but Xia Yanfeng did not mysteriously evaporate directly from the world.

Being in the chaotic void space, Xia Yanfeng couldn't even remember what happened a second ago, and now everything in front of him had turned into illusion, could it be that he had already returned to bliss?

Just when Xia Yanfeng was in shock, a figure suddenly floated in the chaos. It was a person who looked exactly like him, but that person's face was full of king-like confidence, and the domineering aura exuded by his body was far from being comparable to his down-and-out self.

Sima Yi ...... Didn't you promise me never to appear in front of my eyes, bastard!" Xia Yanfeng categorically shouted at him.

"You and I have the same fate, if you want to seek death, how can I not dare?" Sima Yi pursed a mysterious smile, "I know you are very confused now, because I have been so confused before." ”

"A ghost who has been dead for a thousand years is also worthy of calling me Xia Yanfeng?" Xia Yanfeng said disdainfully, "What does my life and death have to do with your ghost?"

"Xia Yanfeng, I understand your heart, but what you should do in the future depends on yourself. Sima Yi spoke earnestly, with a calm and gentle attitude, like an elder who has gone through vicissitudes and seen through the red dust, or rather, he is an elder himself.

"Xia Yanfeng, the predicament that I, Sima Yi, encountered back then, is far more desperate than you are now. At that time, I also felt that there was no hope of survival, and there seemed to be no one to trust in the whole world. In the court, the emperor was jealous of me, the courtiers were jealous of me, I was alone in the face of Zhuge Liang's boundless mana, often powerless, and those pig-like comrades-in-arms not only couldn't help, but also stabbed me in the back, at that time, I was almost facing the entire heaven and earth alone, and almost all the whole world was my enemy. ”

"Don't fool modern people with the deeds of your ancients, I am Xia Yanfeng, not Sima Yi. Xia Yan's face did not change, and he still refused to compromise with fate in his mouth, but his heart had already wavered.

"Is it necessary for me to fool my afterlife?" Sima Yi smiled, "My life is still complete in the end, and I have summed up one word from it, that is, 'forbearance'." ”

"Forbearance?" Xia Yanfeng was puzzled, "I also know that if I can't bear it, I will make a big plan, but no matter how much I endure it, I can't wait for the day when the enemies are defeated and destroyed! Now that even my beloved has been taken captive, how can I endure it?"

Sima Yi smiled: "You don't call it 'forbearance', you still hate your enemy from the bottom of your heart, although you can't bear it on the surface, but you still can't hold your breath in your heart after all." ”

"So what is the real 'forbearance'?"

"Hehe, I, Sima Yi, have endured a lifetime of shame. Cao Cao threatened me to go out of the mountain, and I endured it; Guo Jia was indifferent to my wife, and I endured it; Cao Pi snatched my Zhen Mi, and I endured it; Cao Cao did not listen to my dissuasion during the Chibi War, so that hundreds of thousands of soldiers were buried in the fire, and I endured it; I endured it when he gave my beloved wife to Lu Xun; Cao Rui listened to slander and dismissed me from my official position at will; I endured it; I repelled Zhuge Liang, and Cao Zhen immediately snatched my military power and made me lose my official position, and I endured it; Zhuge Liang gave me women's clothes to humiliate me in order to lure me into his enchantment, and I endured it! Just because, it's not that I didn't report it, and the time has not come. ”

"I don't understand, you said a lot about your own experience, what kind of relationship can it have with me?" Xia Yanfeng still couldn't understand.

"Of course it does. Sima Yi smiled kindly, "It's not about hating your enemies, hatred will only lower your judgment." I stooped down to serve Cao back then, and conscientiously offered advice to the Cao family to fight the country, but in fact, I have a long-standing grudge against the scoundrels of the Cao family, and those rivers and mountains are just for myself. ”

"What do you mean......" Xia Yanfeng's eyes widened, and he suddenly guessed the intention of Sima Yi's words.

"Xia Yanfeng, the enemies in your eyes may not be static, they are all strong people with unique skills, if you are enemies, you are by no means an opponent, but if you are friends, they are the perfect chess pieces to clear the obstacles on your way forward!" Sima Yi said, "You can hate this world, but you can't be an enemy of the world, only temporary compromise can accumulate long-term strategy." As long as you have the determination to try your courage, I believe that with your outstanding talent, you will be able to achieve greater glory than me. ”

Xia Yanfeng's heart suddenly opened up at this moment, and the cloudy atrium instantly became clear and clear.

Yes, why do we have to set our positions so rigidly? From ancient times to the present, there are only common interests, where are the eternal enemies? As long as the interests are the same, they can become partners even if they are different in race and creed.

Xia Yanfeng unconsciously reflected, to be honest, he really didn't make good use of the objective factors around him, he was blinded by a daffodil, and he fought desperately with Guo Xing and others regardless of the overall situation, and in the end, the courage of the puppet for a while was exchanged for endless loss.

"Sima Yi, listen to your words, and the wind of words suddenly opened. Xia Yanfeng expressed his gratitude for his past life for the first time.

In the basketball hall of the Garden on the other side, Guo Xingzheng was pacing back and forth in the corridor anxiously, his brows locked.

"Star, let's have some dessert first. Narcissus smiled and stepped out of the room, holding a plate with a delicate flower cake on it.

Guo Xing waved his hand: "Xian'er, you can eat alone, I don't have much appetite." ”

"Xingxing, what's going on, tell people how it's okay!" Narcissus stuck to her head and snorted.

Guo Xing sighed and said with a wry smile: "Xian'er, we are about to come to a catastrophe, my Xuanlong Beast has been captured by someone." ”

"Ah, who has such power?" said Narcissus.

"I don't know who it is, but it must be a horrible guy. Guo Xing raised his head, his deep gaze focused on the glass chandelier on the ceiling of the corridor, "I don't dare to tell everyone about this, I'm afraid that the brothers will be too frightened." ”

"I think it's better to discuss it with everyone, you bear this pressure alone, I'm afraid you'll be tired of your body. Narcissus cared.

Guo Xing chuckled and stroked Narcissus's cheek and muttered, "Xian'er, it's enough for you to care about me." ”

At this moment, outside the gate of the garden on the other side, the sergeants of Dongwu stopped a person.

"I'm an old acquaintance of Lord Guo Xing, let me in to see Lord Guo Xing!"

"Please allow your subordinates to go and report, Mr. Xia, please wait a moment. ”

Guo Xing returned to the dormitory, and he didn't summon Sun Chao and the others over for a whole day, because there was no need for that. Even if they were summoned, their group would only make a few fuss and scream, shed a cold sweat, and then say that they were helpless about this matter.

He sat quietly at the head of the bed, thinking about how to deal with the dangers ahead, while Narcissus leaned on his shoulder, sharing the pressure with him.

Narcissus's pressure is also huge, she hasn't been able to contact Xia Yanfeng in the past few days, she is worried about whether something will happen to Xia Yanfeng, but the arrival of the guard guards makes Narcissus stunned.

"Lord Qiqi, there is a man who calls himself Xia Yanfeng outside the door and asks to see him, and he says that you are an old acquaintance with your lordship. ”

"What? Xia Yanfeng...... I heard you right. Guo Xing was instantly dumbfounded, he couldn't believe that this mortal enemy would throw himself into the net? What the hell is Xia Yanfeng doing?

"Yan Feng ......," Narcissus said in surprise, "how did this negative man come here?"

"Hahaha, Xia Yanfeng and I are really old acquaintances. Guo Xing then laughed calmly, "Spread the word that he has been recently...... Oh no, I'm going to see him in person. ”