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In the past, every time he came back from outside or from the story world, Su Bai always subconsciously wanted to go home, and when he was looking forward to pushing open the doorway, the little guy staggered and kicked his little feet into his arms.

For a long time, the little guy has been the last soft piece of self-preservation in Su Bai's heart, but now that piece of land has also been shoveled, Su Bai did not go crazy and hysterical because of his perverted willpower, but it made him a little numb.

numb to others, but also numb to yourself,

But fortunately, there is one thing that Su Bai knows, that is, the goal now is to become stronger, stronger and stronger, and as for the rest, it doesn't matter.

For example, this time in the cemetery park, in fact, if it weren't for his own mind-set, his first reaction would definitely be to suspect that the Xie Yu who was present at the time was inseparable from this matter, but what made Su Bai feel a little strange was that when he found out the key to the problem and proved that his guess was correct, he didn't have the same impulse for revenge in his heart as before.

Even if Xie Yu is a high-level listener,

But he deceived himself and also hurt Xun'er and Chu Zhao,

In the past, I must have come to the door to take revenge at this time, but now, I am still walking.

Damn, I still have the leisure to take a walk.

Yes, Xie Yu was promoted to a senior audience earlier than himself, even if it was a one-on-one situation, Su Bai was not very sure that he would be able to defeat Xie Yu, not to mention, there was a boss behind Xie Yu who almost lived and ate together.

But the key to Su Bai's thinking is not here, but in,

It seems that after experiencing some things, I have a change that is a little strange to me.

In the past, when I encountered this kind of thing, I should have gone up to "hurt each other" regardless of it, regardless of whether you are a senior listener, whether there is a concubine boss behind you, and who you love............

But this time, I have been looking for a long time, and I have been brewing for a long time, and I don't seem to have that kind of impulse anymore, and I don't have the ruthlessness to flip the table.

That's right

It's numb,

It's so numb that it doesn't look like it's going to be.

Walking and walking, Su Bai's mood is getting lower and lower, people living in this world will always change and change because of the surrounding environment, if you want to survive better, you have to learn to adapt to local conditions.

In the past, Su Bai was too lazy to study, and he has always lived a very self-contained life.

I don't know when I learned it.

And Su Bai hates his current self very much, at least, he hates himself at this moment.

From dialing the phone to being himself for a short period of time now, Su Bai really hates it, because he thinks that he shouldn't be like this, and he shouldn't be like this.

Perhaps, it is the suffering in life, too much.

Su Bai walked to a bridge, under the bridge, is an artificial river, in this era when the yin house has been fried to the ground, the requirements for the yin house are naturally getting higher and higher, and the cemetery here is from a certain point of view, it can be regarded as artificially transformed into a situation near the mountains and rivers.

The bridge deck is not very high from the river level, the river water is very clear, and there are magnolia blooming on the bank, even if it is far away, you can still smell a touch of fragrance.

In the surface of the river, his own figure is reflected, a little blurred, and it also ripples with the waves, which seems to be a little distorted.

Su Bai propped his hands on the railing, looking at himself in the river, at this time, he looked at himself, he was really the same as himself on the river,

unfamiliar

Ugly.

Slowly, I sat down against the railing, and the smell of humidity in the air became stronger and stronger, and as summer came, the number of rains naturally became more and more frequent.

One hand, interspersed in his hair, purple hair, looks a little lonely at this time, similar to the picture of the sad text magazine that was more popular seven or eight years ago.

For the first time, he felt strange, this feeling, Su Bai really didn't like it, and he knew that he was completely carefree now, but it was becoming less and less like his former self.

Monks, fat people, Buddhas, and many people who knew him before all said that they were mentally ill, including the reason why they set up a killing club in the past, and they couldn't control their urge to kill.

But now, are you cured?

took a deep breath, spit it out heavily, raised his head, the sky was completely black and oppressive, and the oppressive atmosphere could often stimulate some hidden things in people's hearts, but Su Bai didn't even have the idea of standing up now, at this time, he was like a child curled up in the corner, except for helplessness, or helplessness.

Su Bai thought about a lot of things, including his birth, including his youth, and his experience after becoming an audience, people will always change unconsciously, some of them are what they like to see, and some of them are uncomfortable or even unbearable.

"Tick ...... Tick ............"

The rain fell from the sky sparsely, and the rain was not heavy, just a drizzle.

The mobile phone rang at this time, Su Bai took it out and looked at it, it was Chu Zhao.

"Hey. Su Bai answered the phone.

"Hey, Dabai, is that really a scam?" Chu Zhao should be open to the public, and Xun'er should also be listening to it.

Swindle?

The so-called other girl is a scam, and what Xie Yu did is also a scam.

"Yes. Su Bai responded.

"Who is the one who set up the game, do you know?" Chu Zhao continued with some hesitation, "Is it someone targeting me and Xun'er? Dabai, it's not convenient for you to help us, if you can, Xun'er and I want to solve it ourselves." ”

Obviously, after becoming a low-level listener, both Xun'er and Chu Zhao have learned more about the taboos of listeners and the rules of broadcasting, and Chu Zhao is no longer the decadent policeman who came to his door drunken to ask for an explanation.

Su Bai didn't know how to answer, because this matter was very clear, this scam, Xun'er and Chu Zhao, was just an introduction, or a start, or even an initial experiment, and the real target of the other party's design was actually him Su Bai himself.

Moreover, Xun'er and Chu Zhaozhi are absolutely worlds apart from Xie Yu, and they don't even need to add that boss.

"Yes. Su Bai replied.

"Can you tell us?" Chu Zhao began to be more and more cautious when he spoke to Su Bai now.

"You can't fix it. ”

There was silence on the other end of the phone, obviously, Xun'er and Chu Zhao didn't know how to answer this question, but Xun'er was smarter, and said directly next to him, "Dabai, are people targeting you?"

Indeed, such a subtle design is just used to deal with her and Chu Zhao, and it is inevitable that there is a feeling of a cannon hitting mosquitoes, and among the parties involved in this incident, Su Bai is in it, and many things are actually very easy to analyze.

"Yes. Su Bai admitted.

"And where are you now?" asked Xun'er, a little worried.

"I sat on the bridge. Su Bai looked around and replied.

"Huh?"

There was a sound of surprise on the other end of the phone, and it seemed that both of them were very surprised by Su Bai's current behavior.

Su Bai naturally heard the taste of surprise, leaned his head back, and the back of his head leaned against the cement block of the bridge, which felt cold to the touch.

"Then you, don't be impulsive. Xun'er reminded.

"Hmm. Su Bai licked his lips.

"I'm hanging, Chu Zhao and I can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow and go home to recuperate, you don't have to pick us up, we can take care of ourselves. ”

"Good. ”

Xun'er hung up the phone, Su Bai was holding the phone in his hand, his face was already slightly moist, of course it couldn't be tears, but rain.

Soon, the sound of the phone vibrating broke the silence again.

This time, it's a monk's call,

It seems that he hasn't been in contact with the monk for a long time, and when he came back this time, the monk went to Nantong.

"Monk. Su Bai answered the phone.

"Dabai, the poor monk is back, where are you?"

"Here in the West Hill Cemetery. Su Bai replied.

"Where to see the scenery?" the monk asked.

"No, I was just tricked, and now I'm reflecting on it. Su Bai chuckled.

"You've been deceived, are you still reflecting?" The monk was surprised, Gyatso should also be next to the monk, and both of them should be in the living room now, because Su Bai heard the sound of the living room TV from the other end of the phone.

"yes, I'm reflecting. ”

"You actually reflect. The monk seemed to hear the faint loss in Su Bai's tone, but he still said, "Shouldn't you take revenge directly?" ”

"Am I that irritable?" Su Bai asked rhetorically.

"Huh. The monk smiled and continued, "Is it the audience?"

"Well, advanced listeners, there's a higher one behind it. ”

"Then forget it. The monk persuaded, "Some accounts, it's not too late to settle later, the poor monk will cook tonight, and you will come back as soon as you are done." ”

"Okay, I'd like you to do a vegetarian fast, too. ”

Su Bai stood up, waited for the other end to hang up the phone, and put the phone in his pocket, but after thinking about it, Su Bai took the phone out again.

The phone flipped in the palm of his hand, and then, Su Bai continued to look at the river below,

The reflection of itself on the surface of the river has become more blurry and uglier because of the rain falling.

Suddenly, Su Bai remembered a person, a friend who had only met once, a child,

yes, how did I forget him.

Turn around, look around,

"You should be around here. ”

"Nonsense, of course I'm here. ”

A boy's head emerged from under the surface of the river and looked at Su Bai standing on the bridge.

"My dad works here, I'm usually here except at school, someone is making trouble here, how can I not know?"

"Oh. Su Bai responded.

The little boy tilted his head slightly, looking at Su Bai,

road

"Why have you become cowardly?"