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After Shen Mu bowed and retreated, Yan Shunhua concentrated on trying to contact Shen Jingyuan, but he still returned in vain. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

That girl didn't know what kind of problem she encountered, she refused to let her get in touch with her, and she didn't ask for her, if she didn't know who he was, she still thought that this person was going to do some kind of trick to retreat into advance.

She let out a breath, and had no intention of practicing calligraphy or stretching her muscles, so she got out of bed and turned off the lights before returning to the bed and lying down.

There was suddenly a little child with a warm body beside her, she was really not used to it, even if the little guy's breathing was very regular, and the sleeping position seemed to be very regular, but she still felt a little strange to be so tightly clinging.

Well, when Shen Jingyuan spent the night by her side before, she also felt weirdly tight at first, and she couldn't protest later, and it didn't take long for her to get used to it.

Once it becomes a habit, it seems that it will be at ease, and it will no longer refuse or even dislike approaching because of rejection in the heart, and many times, it will be inexplicably at ease because of his existence.

Yan Shunhua frowned in the dark, does this mean that in fact, Shen Jingyuan has unconsciously given her a great sense of security?

She didn't completely rely on him, but I have to say that because of his Guan Xi, she actually enjoyed a lot of convenience, although this kind of convenience was also formed because of the Guan Xi of his situation.

It is often unclear who is the cause and who is the effect, after all, there are many things that cause and effect each other, and they are not bad.

It's just that. What proportion of this is the role of habit?

He was so tolerant of her that the desire for exclusivity was terrifyingly strong, and she was. Many times she can actually tear her face or understand things quietly, but she has no way to do it, whether it is above board or silently leaving in an indifferent posture when he is discouraged.

If she said that there was no emotion at all, she felt that even if she was good at self-deception at some times, there was no way to ignore some of the throbbing in her heart.

She tugged at her hair and sighed in the darkness.

"Shen Jingyuan, if you don't show up again. When I went back to the village, I asked my parents to start watching for me. You must know that the eldest sister has given birth to children, and the second sister has already married. I'm fifteen years old, and I'm really ready to get married.

I used to take it for granted, even if my father promised to let me marry at the age of eighteen, he wouldn't watch me have no clear whereabouts. Names or something. It's better to set early. When they get it, they have a headache and a heartache, but my ears hurt. ”

Remembering that in modern times, because of her age, she didn't know anyone, and after chatting a few words, she began to talk about marriage, and she had to introduce her to Xiàng in life and death, and she didn't give up if she didn't brand a man's exclusive name, she felt a deep toothache.

Throughout the ages, this land of China has had endless matchmakers. Waiting to match single men and women. If she wanted to be quiet, ignoring or avoiding it wouldn't be the best solution.

After all, it is a lonely force. There are some people she can ignore completely, but she can't turn a blind eye to all the old and young in Yanjia Village, right?

The villagers said that although she would not lose a piece of meat in two sentences, she talked every day, not one or two people, but dozens of people, she could ignore it once or twice, endure ten times and hundreds of times, and never be able to maintain a good mood all the time.

Buzzing around her like a swarm of bees, she'd be annoyed.

Yan Shunhua suddenly felt that it seemed that in this time and space, if she didn't want to go through the previous Jingli who was invisibly forced to marry, it was indeed necessary to immediately settle the marriage with Shen Jingyuan, and it was best to marry herself before the age of eighteen.

In modern times, she can be a leftover girl again, anyway, seriously, both parents can't control her, she earns the house and car tickets herself, they didn't take it seriously when they could be her master, and when she didn't need it, they couldn't open their mouths.

As for the others, the few friends are basically like her, hesitant about the so-called love and marriage, some believe in celibacy and feed the whole family without worry, and some people do not reject marriage but are not very active, so they have to go into the besieged city to walk around.

Although she herself has considerable doubts about marriage because of her parents' concerns, she still believes in the existence of love in her heart, but it is just unavoidable. So, in fact, she is essentially a marriage indifference. It doesn't matter if you get married or not, it's even more important whether you have feelings or not.

But of course, if it's a true relationship, she thinks it's better to get that certificate if they're together.

It's not that you can feel more secure or anything if you have a certificate, but I think that if two people who are together don't even have a relationship, then the marriage certificate is just a decoration.

The inside is gone, and she still has to face and suffer, she doesn't think that she wants to be a stupid fool, and she pits herself like a corpse.

Of course, this can only be thought about by her, nine times out of ten things in life are unsatisfactory, and many people struggle all their lives, just to be able to have a little dignity in the eyes of others.

Face or something, sometimes worthless, whether willing or full of resentment, you can tear it off and fall to the ground by yourself, let others step on it and step on it, go down to the dust, humble to live, like a small reptile, flies and dogs.

But more often than not, whether there are good thoughts in the heart or full of evil, there is no way to endure it. For the sake of his own face, he knew that if he didn't bow his head, he would suffer huge losses, and even possibly a threat of death, but he would rather be crushed than lose his reputation.

People want to have a face, and the tree has no skin and will weaken to death, and people have no face, and sometimes, they will really not be able to live.

People fight for a breath of Buddha for a stick of incense, the skin can be light or heavy, it's really hard to say. But marriage, like drinking water, knows its own warmth and coldness.

If the **** is cold and bone-chilling, it's hard to even lower your mouth, then it's not worth a fart or something......

Yan Shunhua's thoughts drifted a little far, so that when Shen Jingyuan's hoarse voice sounded, she didn't react at all. (To be continued.) )

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